No Chance
I'm sorry
Zoe's pov
toms warm lips were still against mine that's when i realized what i was doing i pushed him back and said " no we cant " he said " Zoe i know you think its wrong " i said " i do but bill oh my god bill I'm so stupid I'm sorry i have to go "
i ran off tears were falling down my eyes i didn't even know where i was going but i needed to get as far away as i possibly could thoughts went thru my mind like one was " keep running keep running " another one was " go back you idiot tom clearly likes you "
i saw a small park in the distance no one was there i ran over to it and sat on one of the swings letting my tears fall
i said " why me why every time something good in my life happens someone has to ruin it its just not fair " i felt rain fall down i said " just perfect " i got up and walked home
i got there just as i heard screaming and throwing from upstairs they were fighting again i went upstairs and walked to their door
i heard my mom say " HOW DARE YOU EVEN RAPE MY DAUGHTER YOU BASTARD " Nico said " HEY ITS NOT MY FAULT SHE WAS WEARING HER BIKINI I COULDN'T CONTROL MYSELF "
my mom said " YOU HAVE NO RIGHT TO EVEN TOUCH MY CHILDREN YOU CAN HIT ME RAPE ME BUT THAT'S ONLY ME IF YOU EVER AS SO TOUCH ZOE AGAIN I WILL CALL THE COPS "
i heard something break then something hit the wall i heard my moms tears i couldn't take it i opened the door and jumped on Nico i said " LEAVE HER ALONE " he grabbed my arm and threw me to the ground
my mom said " ZOE " she crawled over to me but Nico kicked her and she fell to the floor unconscious he said " your turn " he grabbed my arm and threw me onto the bed before i could get up he got on top of me
i said " please don't " he said " shut up " he grabbed my dads old hand cuffs and tied my hands in them i knew what was gonna happen next
he untied my dresses straps and slid it down revealing my bra and panties i said " no please stop please " he didn't listen he just kept undressing me till i was completely naked he took off his shirt pants and boxers
i felt my tears falling down my cheek as he made me kneel doggie style then grabbed a condom from the night stand and put it on
i prayed in my mind then i gasped as he thrusted into me i felt him hitting my spots i held in my moans but i couldn't hold them for long they all slipped out
he grunted loudly enjoying my cries of pain i felt like i was about to implode he was going very fast it hurt alot he hit my wall and it hurt alot he said " god I'm so close ungh " my tears fell even harder
when he grunted super loudly i knew that he cummed i screamed as i felt slimy stuff travel thru my body i prayed that the condom wasn't ripped
i started to feel the orgasm coming on i tried to hold in all my moans of pleasure but they all escaped my mouth he finally stopped and got out of me i laid on the bed traumatized
he grabbed my arm and dragged me to my room and he threw me onto my bed then said " good night "
he closed the door i sat up and slowly walked to my closet i put some clothes on and went to my drawer
i opened it and took out the only thing i never did as a goth it was a knife i sat on my bed and started cutting my arm i was up to 5 cuts till i heard spike walk in i hid the knife and cleaned my cuts
i sat on my bed and waited for spike to come in he said " hey sis whats happeni- whats wrong zoe " he sat next to me i said " h-h-he r-r-r-raped m-m-m-me "
i hugged spike and held him tightly he said " its ok zo just calm down " i said " how can i he took my innocence from me the only true thing that was mine "
spike said " look zoe please calm down i promise we'll get thru this " i said " but what if the condom was ripped " spike said " zoe please chill out it wasn't ripped " i said " spike im so scared i cant take it any more look "
i showed him my fresh cuts he said " zoe why we swore never to cut ourselves " i said " i couldnt take it any more im sorry spike "
he said " its ok sis just get some rest we have school tomorrow " i said " can you stay here im scared " he said " sure sis just scoot over " i made some space and we fell asleep
toms warm lips were still against mine that's when i realized what i was doing i pushed him back and said " no we cant " he said " Zoe i know you think its wrong " i said " i do but bill oh my god bill I'm so stupid I'm sorry i have to go "
i ran off tears were falling down my eyes i didn't even know where i was going but i needed to get as far away as i possibly could thoughts went thru my mind like one was " keep running keep running " another one was " go back you idiot tom clearly likes you "
i saw a small park in the distance no one was there i ran over to it and sat on one of the swings letting my tears fall
i said " why me why every time something good in my life happens someone has to ruin it its just not fair " i felt rain fall down i said " just perfect " i got up and walked home
i got there just as i heard screaming and throwing from upstairs they were fighting again i went upstairs and walked to their door
i heard my mom say " HOW DARE YOU EVEN RAPE MY DAUGHTER YOU BASTARD " Nico said " HEY ITS NOT MY FAULT SHE WAS WEARING HER BIKINI I COULDN'T CONTROL MYSELF "
my mom said " YOU HAVE NO RIGHT TO EVEN TOUCH MY CHILDREN YOU CAN HIT ME RAPE ME BUT THAT'S ONLY ME IF YOU EVER AS SO TOUCH ZOE AGAIN I WILL CALL THE COPS "
i heard something break then something hit the wall i heard my moms tears i couldn't take it i opened the door and jumped on Nico i said " LEAVE HER ALONE " he grabbed my arm and threw me to the ground
my mom said " ZOE " she crawled over to me but Nico kicked her and she fell to the floor unconscious he said " your turn " he grabbed my arm and threw me onto the bed before i could get up he got on top of me
i said " please don't " he said " shut up " he grabbed my dads old hand cuffs and tied my hands in them i knew what was gonna happen next
he untied my dresses straps and slid it down revealing my bra and panties i said " no please stop please " he didn't listen he just kept undressing me till i was completely naked he took off his shirt pants and boxers
i felt my tears falling down my cheek as he made me kneel doggie style then grabbed a condom from the night stand and put it on
i prayed in my mind then i gasped as he thrusted into me i felt him hitting my spots i held in my moans but i couldn't hold them for long they all slipped out
he grunted loudly enjoying my cries of pain i felt like i was about to implode he was going very fast it hurt alot he hit my wall and it hurt alot he said " god I'm so close ungh " my tears fell even harder
when he grunted super loudly i knew that he cummed i screamed as i felt slimy stuff travel thru my body i prayed that the condom wasn't ripped
i started to feel the orgasm coming on i tried to hold in all my moans of pleasure but they all escaped my mouth he finally stopped and got out of me i laid on the bed traumatized
he grabbed my arm and dragged me to my room and he threw me onto my bed then said " good night "
he closed the door i sat up and slowly walked to my closet i put some clothes on and went to my drawer
i opened it and took out the only thing i never did as a goth it was a knife i sat on my bed and started cutting my arm i was up to 5 cuts till i heard spike walk in i hid the knife and cleaned my cuts
i sat on my bed and waited for spike to come in he said " hey sis whats happeni- whats wrong zoe " he sat next to me i said " h-h-he r-r-r-raped m-m-m-me "
i hugged spike and held him tightly he said " its ok zo just calm down " i said " how can i he took my innocence from me the only true thing that was mine "
spike said " look zoe please calm down i promise we'll get thru this " i said " but what if the condom was ripped " spike said " zoe please chill out it wasn't ripped " i said " spike im so scared i cant take it any more look "
i showed him my fresh cuts he said " zoe why we swore never to cut ourselves " i said " i couldnt take it any more im sorry spike "
he said " its ok sis just get some rest we have school tomorrow " i said " can you stay here im scared " he said " sure sis just scoot over " i made some space and we fell asleep