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Let's See What You're Not

Shimon.
He's had a rough past, but no one knows about it other than him and those involved.
No one knows about his present either.
They have no idea he's on the streets.
There hasn't been one person who's cared enough to ask.
That's how he likes it.
He doesn't want help. He doesn't need it...

Mark.
He has a great family life.
He has a best friend in Emma.
He's also a shy and sensitive guy, unlike Shimon.
He's comfortable with his sexuality, unlike Shimon.
And he's willing to talk to people about what's on his mind, unlike Shimon.
The only thing he wants is to be with the person of his dreams; Shimon Moore.

Nothing's that simple.
Nothing.

[[Disclaimer: This is a slash, if you don't like; don't read. It's simple. I do not own Shim, Mark or Emma who are from the band Sick Puppies. Title credit: My World - Sick Puppies. Chapter titles and descriptions are also going to be from Sick Puppies songs (hopefully) You don't need to know the band to read this though :)]]

--- a7x.Sick.Puppie.x
  1. seventeen, all he's ever seen is the living in between the lies;
    it's kind of funny how a mind can keep living in denial
  2. i hate you when you're gone, i hate you turn me on;
    i hate the way i need you when i don't know where you are
  3. my heart and mind can be disjointed;
    i built a bed in this hole i’ve made
  4. i know you’re connected to a part of me;
    that i don’t even know myself
  5. you keep making the rounds, you push me to the ground;
    making you feel bigger than real
  6. so why does it feel so wrong;
    to reach for something more?
  7. you live your life in your head, some call it imagination;
    i'd rather focus instead on anything except, what I'm feelin'
  8. but i'll break my silence, if i believe that you and me could ever be;
    more than just what's been behind us
  9. what is it i'm after, searching for disaster;
    watching my life flash in front of my eyes
  10. the windows cracked I'm looking out;
    i see him and i'm filled with doubt
  11. we have a situation here, it’s clear;
    it’s not disapearing
  12. hours slide and days go by, till you decide to come;
    and in-between it always seems too long
  13. i held onto you for as long as i could;
    but today, you fell away
  14. everyday is change;
    with a different problem to face
  15. if you want to see the view from your knees;
    come down and join me
  16. hey, it's gonna be okay;
    hey, we're gonna laugh at this one day
  17. i've had more than i can take, there's nothing you can say;
    cause everything i wanted you took away
  18. angels lift me, are you with me?
    i’m holding onto you, like I’m holding on to white balloons
  19. i don't care what you think i'm not seeing a shrink;
    i'm not doing this again
  20. another lesson burned, and i'm drowning in the ashes;
    kicking, screaming, welcome to my world
  21. odd one, you're never alone;
    i'm here and i will reflect you
  22. i've never been one to walk alone;
    i've always been scared to try
  23. 'cause what’s inside of me, is invisible to most;
    even in clear view
  24. age twelve and it isn't going well, now it’s three years to the day;
    confused, but unlike you this feeling won’t go away
  25. i want to breathe without feeling so self-conscious;
    but it’s hard when the world’s staring at you
  26. i remember when it used to be easy;
    i remember when it wasn't so hard
  27. i know the reason your running scared;
    i met the monster inside your head
  28. i have the skill and i have the will, to breath you in while i can;
    however long you stay is all that i am
  29. you’re closed off from all the light, you haven't got the will to fight;
    you'll drown yourself in your sorrow, and push yourself until you get sick
  30. i did my best to try and be a mirror of society;
    but we both know the mirror's cracked and everybody's in the act
  31. if only i could be strong enough to see that it's over, i wish i'd never loved you;
    'cause you were supposed to be coming back to me, where are you now?
  32. you're boarding up your windows, your feet are on the floor;
    but what you're keeping out is on the wrong side of the door
  33. we are all desperately seeking out;
    and fitting in with anyone who will accept us
  34. when life's a loaded gun you pull the trigger, there's no going back;
    the past is in the past, thank god it doesn't last forever
  35. wrong or right, black or white, if I close my eyes, it's all the same;
    in my life, the compromise, i'll close my eyes, it's all the same