Alejandro

I woke up around 8:30pm. I got up and went to the kitchen, grabbed a beer and looked out the window to see if it was still raining. Sure enough, it was. "Is the storm still going on?" I jumped and turned around quickly. "Jesus fucking Christ. Don't fucking do that!" Jack looked down and mumbled an apology. I almost punched myself in the face. I yelled at the cutest thing I've ever seen in a while, for what? Being a fucking PUSSY?
"It's alright dude, just got scared a little. I thought you were still asleep." I looked at Jack's cute face. "No, I couldn't sleep.. I hate storms. I know that makes me a pussy, wuss, coward..." I cut him off. "That doesn't make you any of those things." I smiled and he smiled right back.
"Um, so do you have an extra beer lying around?" I went to the kitchen and grabbed a beer for Jack.
"Here..." But before I gave him the beer, I had to ask. "How old are you?" He looked at the beer and then turned his eye towards my questioning face. "I'm nineteen."
"Oh." I handed him the beer anyway.
We sat down on the couch and chilled. The power wasn't working so I decided to think of some nearby motels.
"Well maybe the one downtown would be okay?"
"No, its expensive. I already checked." I frowned and furrowed my brows. "Well that's all I got. Um what do you want to.." Before I could finish my sentence. the lights went out and Jack was flailing about and jumped on me. My body wasn't complying with my mind and a lump started forming between my thighs. I pushed Jack off quickly.
"I'm gonna go look for some candles." I said quickly and scurried off to look for some candles. I found some flashlights lying around and decided to take them as well. I brought back all the materials back to where I left Jack. "Here." I said, lighting up the candles and putting in new batteries into the flashlight.
"Thanks.. Um... Alex..?" I looked up and said, "Ye... Yes...?" I gulped. What if he felt the lump? What if he wants leave? Shit. I'm screwed. I want this kid to stay.
"Uh.. Nothing.. Nevermind."
"Okay." Phew.
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We talked for what seemed like hours. About nothing and everything. It was going well until.. "So what's your back story?" Jack said, brushing away his raccoon dyed hair away from his eyes.
"Nothing." I said, trying to block out the flooding memories that were coming back.
"Come on! I told you everything about me!" He pleaded.
"Just leave it alone!" I snapped. Jack sank back into the seat and looked down at his hands. I got up and walked to the room, slamming the door in the process. I heard the door open but I didn't look up.
"I'm.. I'm sorry if I mentioned something that you didn't want to remember. I'm so stupid and sorry." Here's this kid apologizing for something I should be apologizing for. I'm. Such. A. Dick.
"Look, don't worry about it. I'm sorry for blowing up." Jack came and sat next to me. I smiled and looked up at him. He brushed away my hair and let his fingers linger down my face. I blushed and when his fingers touched my lips, I couldn't help but kiss the tips. He blushed and pulled away. I smiled and said, "Ready to go back to bed?" He smiled and nodded.

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Thoughts were racing through my head. Why the hell did I do that? I mean... He liked it too right..? So.. So that means... That he likes me? Oh come on! What the hell is wrong with me!? I stopped my inner rant when I felt Jack move next to me. I was about to turn when I felt his leg brush mine slightly.
"Oh! I'm so sorry! Th.. That wasn't on purpose or anything.." Jack said.
"It's okay Jack. Mistakes happen right?" I turned this time to see that he was still red faced from our encounter.
"I'm gonna go to the bathroom.." As he was getting up, I saw him cover his area, but I faked it off when he looked at me. He sighed in relief and scurried off to the bathroom. I got up off the bed and went to the closet to look for some clothes. I took off the clothes I had on and threw them on the ground next to me. I didn't hear Jack until he squealed. I turned around quickly and saw him run out the room. "Shit!" I yelled and put on some shorts and ran to find where jack had run off to. He was sitting on the couch staring at his feet.
"Ja.. Jack.. Are you okay..?" I croaked out. Jack didn't look up or answer me. I walked over to him and sat down. He turned his head slightly and moved further away from me.
"Jack, tell me what's wrong." Jack was playing with his fingers and said, "I don't know what's wrong with me Alex... I... I... I never felt anything like this before.." Before I could ask what he meant, he said, "This Alex. When I saw you naked.. I.. I felt everything spark. Light up. It felt good. God... What's wrong with me?" He turned to look at me. His hopeless eyes staring into mine, trying, searching for an answer. I couldn't help but reach my hand over to his.
"Jack.. I.. I never felt like this before. I have feelings for you. And I'm not afraid to admit it. I want this Jack. I want you." Jack looked at me and furrowed his brow.
"I.. I don't know what I want.." Jack whispered. I leaned in and kissed him on the cheek. He turned and crashed his lips onto mine. I kissed him back and ran my tongue along his lip. He backed away quickly.
"I'm sorry..."
"Jack.." I whispered. When I said his name, sparks were flying off my lips. He didn't want to talk, I could tell. I got up and headed to the bathroom. I hadn't closed the door yet and I thought I heard something but I assumed it was just my imagination. Once I got the water to its right temperature, I turned and feel to the ground because Jack was standing right there at the doorway.
"Oh my God!" Jack yelled and raced over to me. I laughed and said, "Dude. It's okay. I'm alright. See?" I said getting up and brushing myself off. Jack sighed in response.
"Sorry I scared you. Sorry about what happened out there. Sorry about everything.." Jack sighed, fumbling with the right words. I looked at him and shrugged it off.
"It doesn't matter. I'm gonna take a shower now and get dressed so we can go look for the motel." Jack nodded. He was walking out of the bathroom, when he turned and said, "I don't want to go.." I would've missed it, if I hadn't turned around on time.
"What..? What did you just say?" Jack looked down and said, "Nothing.." I ran over to him and placed a soft kiss on his lips. Jack responded back by wrapping his arms around my waist, kissing me slowly but passionately. I stopped it this time. I pushed away and closed the door on his face and called out, "I'm gonna take a shower now! We can go out afterwards, okay?" I could almost hear the smile on Jack's face when he said okay.