Status: New .-.

Perfect.

chapter five.

You stopped me.

You saved me from self harming, from purging, from myself.
But you're gone.

All the beautiful, empty words you told me when I was down in the dumps, where you saying them because you cared? Or because you wanted a reaction out of me?

Well, you got one. I hate you. Fuck, I hate you so much for making me rely on you. I need you, i crave you. I need the words you told me and the way every thing you said to me made me feel like I owned the world.

You noticed the little things about me that not even my best friend notices and you made me fall in love with you. You changed me and I hate it! My brain wont function because you think it's acceptable to be in there.

It's not okay. You told me you'll always be there for me.

But where are you now?
♠ ♠ ♠
Um, don't yell at me?