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She's So Gone

“Does Matt know about you?” Melanie asked.

“I don’t know,” I said, “I think I let it slip today when I yelled at him.”

“Tonight’s going to be so awkward,” Mel said as I smiled.

“But that’s what I’m used to,” I smiled and she just shook her head.

I changed into another pair of short, a t-shirt that said I can’t stand you, and gray vans. I changed my nose stud into a blue one and I grabbed a necklace.

“Ready to go?” Mel asked.

“Yup,” I said grabbing my iPod and cell phone.

We walked out of my room to find my mom all dolled up.

“Let me guess,” I said walking to where all the girls were standing, “You got Synyster Gates to wear the fedora.”

“He thought it was really gay when I told him the first time,” my mother grinned and I rolled my eyes.

“Okay let’s go!” Leana exclaimed, “To the SUV!”

We all chuckled and we all piled into the car.

“You’re going to love the band I’m in,” Melanie said as we were driving to Leana’s and Jimmy’s house, “I’m the guitarist.”

“Oh nice,” I said.

“Yeah and then there’s Kyle and he plays the keyboard and does the synthesizing, then there’s Stella and she’s the bassist, and then we have our crazy drummer Drew.”

“Who sings?” I asked as we pulled up into their driveway.

“No one,” she said, “We’ve been looking for one for weeks and I think you should be it.”

“I don’t know,” I said.

“We have band practice right now,” she said dragging me out of the car, “Come sing a song with us.”

“Go Tegan,” my mom said, “Go have some fun.”

I rolled my eyes and almost fell when Melanie dragged me into the garage.

“Finally Mel!” a guy with dark brown hair and green eyes exclaimed as we walked into the garage, “Who’s the pretty lady?”

“Drew meet Tegan,” Mel smiled, “Tegan meet Drew.”

“Hi,” I said.

“Where’s Stella and Kyle?” Mel asked.

“Right here girlie!” Stella said.

“Stella please don’t do that you’re scaring me,” Mel grinned.

“Hi I’m Stella,” the girl said as we shook hands.

“Tegan,” I said.

“Kyle sweet thang,” he said.

“Nice to meet you,” I smiled.

“This is our new singer,” Mel grinned wrapping her arm around my shoulders.

“Can we see what you got?” Drew smiled.

“Sure,” I said, “What would you like me to sing?”

“Well even though this was on Disney Channel we’ve been working on the Lemonade Mouth songs,” Mel smiled.

“How about “Turn up the music” then,” I smiled and they smiled.

They started playing and I started singing.

Na na na na na, na na
Take a look around
Who would have thought we'd all be here?
So let's mess around
Cause the future is unclear
We got nothing better to do
We just trying to get through
Can you hear me?
Can you hear me?
Yeah

Let the music groove you
Let the melody move you
Feel the beat and just let go
Get the rhythm into your soul
Let the music take you
Anywhere it wants to
When we stuck and can't get free
No matter what we'll still be singing
Come on come on
Turn up the music
It's all we got
We gonna use it
Come on come on
Turn up the music
Yeah

All we have is now
Let's make the most of this
Come on break it out
So everyone can hear it
They don't have to understand
But we'll make them if we can
Do you hear me?
Are you with me?
Yeah

Let the music groove you
Let the melody move you
Feel the beat and just let go
Get the rhythm into your soul
Let the music take you
Anywhere it wants to
When we stuck and can't get free
No matter what we'll still be singing

Come on come on
Turn up the music
It's all we got
We gonna use it
Come on come on
Turn up the music
Yeah

Come on come on
Turn up the music
It's all we got
We gonna use it
Come on come on
Turn up the music

Let the music groove you
Let the melody move you
Feel the beat and just let go
Get the rhythm into your soul
Let the music take you
Anywhere it wants to
When we stuck and can't get free
No matter what we'll still be singing

Come on come on
Turn up the music
It's all we got
We gonna use it
Feel the beat and just let go
Get the rhythm into your soul

Let the music take you
Anywhere it wants to
Come on come on
Turn up the music
Yeah


When we were done, I turned around and they all ran over and tackled me in a hug.

“AHHHHHHH!!!!!” I screamed hitting the ground.

“You’re hired!” Stella said.

“You all need to lay off the Twinkies,” I laughed as they un-dog piled me.

“Let’s play some more,” Mel said, “All the Lemonade Mouth songs.”

We played “Determinate”, “Here We Go”, “More Than a Band”, “Somebody”, “Breakthrough”, and while we were playing “She’s So Gone” every adult in the house came out to listen to us. I was singing and having way to much with the band.

Insecure
In her skin
Like a puppet, a girl on a string
Broke away
Learned to fly
If you want her back gotta let her shine
So it looks like the joke's on you
'Cause the girl that you thought you knew
She's so gone
That's so over now
She's so gone
You won't find her around
You can look but you won't see
The girl I used to be
'Cause she's
She's so gone
Here I am
This is me
And I'm stronger than you ever thought I'd be
Are you shocked?
Are you mad?
That you're missing out on who I really am
Now it looks like the joke's on you
'Cause the girl that you thought you knew
She's so gone
That's so over now
She's so gone
You won't find her around
You can look but you won't see
The girl I used to be
'Cause she's
She's so gone away
Like history
She's so gone
Baby, this is me, yeah
She's so gone
That's so over now
She's so gone
You won't find her around
You can look but you won't see
The girl I used to be
'Cause she's
She's so gone
(That's so over now)
She's so gone
(You won't find her around)
You can look but you won't see
The girl I used to be
'Cause she's
She's so gone
So alone
She's so gone
Gone, gone, gone


When the song was over, I looked over at my dad who was looking at my mom with guilt held in his eyes.
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Title Credit: Lemonade Mouth "She's So Gone"

Tegan's Outfit:
http://www.polyvore.com/dinner_with_dad/set?id=32469536

Andrea's Outfit:
http://www.polyvore.com/saving_music/set?id=32470087