NO ENDINGS just small beginnings

Best friends. I really like those 2 words. Yet i cant seem to find myself a best friend. I call my 7 friends best friends but not all of them are. Kyle for example he's sweet but guess he's done with me so guess its over. You might think its sad but in this case its really depressing. I never meant to hurt him yet it just happened. i didn't want him out of my life i just wanted him happy and if that meant letting him go then guess i did the right thing. Why does everything happen to me, cant it be just like a fairy tale were all my dreams do come true. Why can't i skip the part of the torture and depression and just go to the part were everything is a happy ending.