To Regret Is Not to Forget
Lets travel back in time where Panic! At The Disco contain of four men and not just two. Where Ryden existed and Spencer Smith was known for his beat keeping ability. Not only did one cheer for Brendon Urie but also Jon walker.
It was a time where Ryan Ross was quiet in front of crowds, throwing up before performances and had his cute moments. With a few promises and peer pressure I didn’t mean to fuck him up like I did, I didn’t mean to make him different. I just wanted him to relax and not be so serious about everything. It was good that the rest of band didn’t notice that I was the one screwing him up. I don't regret it.
I never meant to push him this far, I didn't think I would kill him as a person.
It was a time where Ryan Ross was quiet in front of crowds, throwing up before performances and had his cute moments. With a few promises and peer pressure I didn’t mean to fuck him up like I did, I didn’t mean to make him different. I just wanted him to relax and not be so serious about everything. It was good that the rest of band didn’t notice that I was the one screwing him up. I don't regret it.
I never meant to push him this far, I didn't think I would kill him as a person.