Room 253
Chapter seven
-Gerard…oh Geeerrrrr!-
Everything is too bright too fast…
Move move move
Shake and breathe.
Again
Move move move…Sweaty hands skin
Swallow
And again.
Colors and drops
On feet, move. A door, open , exit
Air.
Breathe in. Breathe out. And walk
Rain, floor, room
Safe.
Green eyes
Heat
Search search search
The hole bigger bigger bigger
Search search search
Green eyes
Heat
Can’t breathe
Sinking sinking sinking
Here
Sniff snow, sigh and sunk
Wide eyes chaos and paradise
Hurt fire noise and bullets
Green eyes
Heat
You’re dead.
I’m sitting on the floor. I’m embracing my legs. My hair are wet, my whole body is aching. Vodka and cocaine is the only thing I remember from yesterday. But…but… here, my heart is beating too fast. It's been a long time since I felt it so alive. Maybe is just the abstinence. Maybe is just my weakness or, perhaps the end is close. I start laughing maniacally.
I need Sebastian.
Everything is too bright too fast…
Move move move
Shake and breathe.
Again
Move move move…Sweaty hands skin
Swallow
And again.
Colors and drops
On feet, move. A door, open , exit
Air.
Breathe in. Breathe out. And walk
Rain, floor, room
Safe.
Green eyes
Heat
Search search search
The hole bigger bigger bigger
Search search search
Green eyes
Heat
Can’t breathe
Sinking sinking sinking
Here
Sniff snow, sigh and sunk
Wide eyes chaos and paradise
Hurt fire noise and bullets
Green eyes
Heat
You’re dead.
***
I’m sitting on the floor. I’m embracing my legs. My hair are wet, my whole body is aching. Vodka and cocaine is the only thing I remember from yesterday. But…but… here, my heart is beating too fast. It's been a long time since I felt it so alive. Maybe is just the abstinence. Maybe is just my weakness or, perhaps the end is close. I start laughing maniacally.
I need Sebastian.