I haven't spoken to him in two years. Maybe his band did become famous and he forgot about me. Or maybe he just forgot about me all together. I want to say he does care, that he still knows I'm here, but I don't know that. I send him letters still, but I never get anything in return. The letters I send are never sent back, but nor is any reply. It hurts. I admit to that.

note: anything written in gray are thoughts written in a blog online.