Emotional failure

( After Tristan co laps on the bed he awakes in a strange place that doesn't seem to be normal it seems to be a different place a place covered in red a world of disaster) Augh where am I, am I alive. ( looks around ) Every things red. Is that me? (As Tristan wacthes himself walk towards the window ) He watches as he notices every things gone and fading away. Then the darkness starts to chase Tristan. Oh no it's gonna get me watch out. ( As Tristan watches him self starting to fade he awakes) AAAAAHHHHHHHHHH was it a dream? I dunno it felt so real and everything was red and disappearing and burning away like it was hell. Was I dead? Am I alive? Am I dead? I dunno whats going on? Was it all a dream? Or did I fall asleep? I dunno it felt so real. I could feel the darkness taking me over as I watch everything fade away even me. But what ever happened I lived and I promise my self if I lived I would give Nakita a chance. I'm sorry Katiey I know it's wrong but maybe we'll get together again some time and I know well try and figure things out. But I'm sorry Katiey, I'm sorry for hurting you, I'm sorry for being with you. You didn't deserve this, you didn't deserve to be hurt you didn't deserve to feel this pain you didn't deserve to be cheated on I'm sorry Katiey (crys) But I promise I'll never do this again I'll never hurt anyone I care about. And I promise I'll never hurt you ever again cause I won't be there to put you threw pain, I'm won't be there to hurt you, I won't be there anymore I'm sorry but you deserve so much better then me and when you love something you should let it free. So Katiey
I let you go cause I know you'll be happier without me. So I'm gona give Nakita a chance cause I don't deserve you I'm sorry , I hate my self for doing this but I guess it happen for a reason and I guess I should give Nakita a chance. Um I wonder what time it is? But oh well speaking of Nakita I better leave to go to bellorem. But I'm so tired she better feel special after all this I'm still going to see her. Well I better get leaving (starts to walk down bellorem)