Status: still in progress, updates coming whenever i've got the inspiration.

The Test

the blue channel

Dear Self,

It's already October, and time is passing rapidly. Why have you slowed down? Keep running if you can, and soon it will be winter, where the ground will be fresh and white. Run through the snow too, just to impress.

You're trying your best, I know you are. I know it's painful, but I think you might be getting better. Don't push yourself too far, but don't put up your guard.

Learn to smile again, smile a real smile. Laugh again, joke again, learn to say the things you've never had the chance to say.

I don't suppose you feel the same, but I want to grow up and leave this all behind.

Keep your trust in your friends strong, and don't forget me.

Love (and hate),

William.