Loving You Is Just So Hard to Do

Jacob sighed as he walked out the forest from patrolling. , he missed Tiffany but knew she was really sad ; he decided to go check on her and make sure she was okay.

He first went home to change to somthing comfortable, he prayed she was okay

"Good luck, I tried giving her food, drinks even to talk to her it won't work" Emily sniffled as Jacob walked through the door "how can her mother be so ... Wow if I knew she would've acted like that I wouldn't have let her in" she finished sighing

Jacob hugged Emily, he knew she was taking it a little hard she thinks of Tiffany as friend, a sister, even a daughter

Jacob walked down the hall, and took a deep breath before knocking on her door

nothing

he sighed and knocked again

still nothing

He grew nervous, and just decided to unlock her door , he grabbed the key from the top of the door frame and unlocked it

Jacob sighed when he saw her sleeping in one of his over sized shirts, in a little ball. Her room looked slightly messed up like she messed it up out of anger, he notice glass was broken from her hand mirror, he closed her door then carefully walked to the bed to lay with her ;

Once in the bed he pulled her close to him , he felt her tense up super hard , she stirred in her sleep while in Jacob's arms she woke up only to look in Jacob's eyes, she knew he had questions but she was just going to vent and not be afraid any more

"I was born in italy, and stayed there only a year of my life, then my mom thought it would be best to live in America so we moved to a very not so good place in New York cause being like a illegal crossing borders woman with a one year baby, you cant afford to much" she started looking up at the ceiling she could feel Jacob's stare it was beaming in her

"I lived there till I was five, then I notice my mom act different, like really different. She always told me to close my eyes and count to twenty then all the bad things will be over, little did I know bad things meant her taking drugs I was young and loved my mom so I listened" she sighed she felt like she would brust in tears any second

"well after that day she sent me away twice, I was ten when she told me to come back home ; I was happy more than happy i was excited, but when I got there and settled in my room, this guy super tall, not to fat but kinda big, blond hair, the evilest blue eyes ever always came in my room everyday and always announced him self as my moms boyfriend, I was ten I wasnt doing anything special"

Jacob took a deep breath and just held her close

"one day my mom went on a drug run, then he came in there asking me all these weird freakish questions , then out of no where" she stopped cause she felt tears coming "he attacked me ripping my clothes off I kicked screamed punched , then he did it whispering you feel better than you mom ; two weeks later I told my mom she didn't believe it so she sent me away, then a year later the whole process happened again"

She sighed "but since then I been trying to be happy now that I moved to La Push im happy, she just want me like her"

"then why me and you did all.of that, at my house remember" he asked

Tiffany snapped her head towards him, " for that hour I felt like a princess, like you would never harm me, like you just wanted me happy and plus I love you"

Jacob smiled at how she opened up to him he pulled
her closer to him

"Jacob promise me something" she said

"anything baby"

"always protect me" she mumbled in his chest

"will do baby, will do" he said rubbing the small of her back