Marriage in Ikebukuro
Chapter One Hundred Twenty-Three
"W.....what?" I asked her as I sat up quickly.
"Please tell me you're joking?" I asked her, this time my voice getting shaky.
Yuki didn't say anything. She stayed completely silent.
I clutched my chest again. I felt like I've been stabbed there with a group of knives I couldn't believe this.....I killed my baby. I know he was a product of rape, but I still wanted to take care of him. Especially if it meant Shizuo was willing to care for him too. I felt tears fill up my eyes as I clenched my hands into fists angrily. Those tears rapidly trickled down my cheeks, one after another, never stopping. I angrily punched the wall in exasperation. I was upset and irritated with myself that I killed again, when I could have obviously prevented it. I kept punching the wall over and over, numerously. Not even stopping when I felt my hands bleeding.
"Damnit.....damnit..DAMNIT!!!!!!!" I screamed at the top of my lungs.
"Please tell me you're joking?" I asked her, this time my voice getting shaky.
Yuki didn't say anything. She stayed completely silent.
I clutched my chest again. I felt like I've been stabbed there with a group of knives I couldn't believe this.....I killed my baby. I know he was a product of rape, but I still wanted to take care of him. Especially if it meant Shizuo was willing to care for him too. I felt tears fill up my eyes as I clenched my hands into fists angrily. Those tears rapidly trickled down my cheeks, one after another, never stopping. I angrily punched the wall in exasperation. I was upset and irritated with myself that I killed again, when I could have obviously prevented it. I kept punching the wall over and over, numerously. Not even stopping when I felt my hands bleeding.
"Damnit.....damnit..DAMNIT!!!!!!!" I screamed at the top of my lungs.