Draco Malfoy Said He Loved Me...

The next few days went by as usual, and Draco and I planned to have our wedding at Christmas. We had finally decided on every single detail, and were exhausted by the end of all the fighting to decide how it would be done. We decided to be wedded by daddy, although all he said was some dark crap, not the whole wedding vows, forever and always shit that took about 2 and a half hours to get past. He said that we’d have our dark marks put on our skin on our wedding day, but I said NO, and he decided after our honeymoon, and I was thinking, ok then. Its not that I didn’t want it, its just I didn’t want to go through so much pain on my wedding day – the best and most special day of my life so far. Draco seemed to be on high guard these days, and would send a guy packing if he so much as looked at me twice, which many guys did, and Draco got worn out after a week of beating people up, and endless detentions for fighting which carried him through for a month. In the end, he just let people look at me, but wouldn’t dare let them touch me. He even tried to stop them coming near me, but I snapped and just slapped him, and said that I was fucking getting married to him weren’t I? So just fucking leave the other boys alone. A guy from Slytherin was helping me make a potion, and took hold of my hand gently, and stirred it the right way, when Draco blasted his hand, which meant it was time for another slap, and healing the boy’s hand. Blaise and I got much closer nowadays, and Draco didn’t need telling to fuck off and leave me and Blaise alone. I was sitting on my windowsill one night, when I decided to take a walk. I slipped on my dressing gown, and walked out next to the lake, where I looked in to see my reflection. I stared at it for a while, when two strong hands came and wrapped around my waist. I turned round to see Blaise, thinking it was Draco, and smiled. He smiled back at me, and I looked down, still smiling
“What are you doing out here?” he asked me, rubbing my upper arm with his thumb, which I supposed was because he thought I was cold. I sighed
“Just needed to think?”
“About?”
“Ohhh, everything. The wedding mainly I suppose” he winced when I said wedding
“Do you really want to get married to him?” Blaise asked me, looking into my eyes, and I saw pain in his
“I don’t know” I said, shutting my eyes. I was about to say something else, when I opened my eyes, and saw Blaise had pulled me closer, and his face was almost touching mine, and we kissed. Not just a normal kiss either. He pulled me down to the ground with him, and we rolled over on the floor kissing each other. My mind was saying no, bitch no! But my heart was saying yes slut, yes! When I opened my eyes again, Blaise picked me up, and I giggled, then he walked over towards a shady part where no-one could see us, with me in his arms. He set me down, pushed me up against a tree and kissed me, removing my top, and me removing his. He pulled down my skirt, and took off my underwear, and I did likewise to him. Before I knew what was happening, he had taken out a condom, put it on, and then slipped part of him inside me, both of us lying on the floor, rolling round and round. What was I doing? I couldn’t! I was getting married to Draco. What was Blaise doing? Draco was his best mate! I was one of his best friends! Danni was his girlfriend! She was my best friend! I had to stop this. I just had to… but I didn’t… we continued… we didn’t stop when we heard leaves blowing or a twig cracking, we didn’t stop until late into the night. I looked at him, my hand on his chest, our hearts racing. It was wrong, but it felt right. We couldn’t. We just couldn’t. Oh what the fuck was I saying? We had, and the worst part is, we both enjoyed every second of it, and had no regrets. “Blaise, this isn’t right. Danni, she’s your girlfriend, and my best friend. And Draco… he’s my fiancé! And he’s your best friend! What if someone saw us? It would all be over!”
“No-one saw us. I’m sure. And we both want this”
“But we can’t! And how come you’re sure?”
“Don’t you trust me?”
“You know how much I lov… I mean trust you. We slept together a little while ago didn’t we?” Blaise kissed me
“You love me?” he asked me, referring to my last sentence. I thought for a second, sighed, and then nodded.
“Yes, I do. But it’s just probably a friendly love I’m feeling towards you. I love Draco. Blaise I’m marrying him. I can see why he didn’t want us to be near each other. I’m not saying we can’t, but promise you won’t tell anyone about this, no matter if you’re conscious, unconscious, drunk or any other way. Promise me” I said desperately
“You just want to forget all of this?”
“We have to”
“No we don’t” he said softly
“Please Blaise.” I begged, and he kissed me again, rubbing my shoulders, and I felt turned on all over again. “We can never, ever do this again. You know that right? I’ll be married soon” I said, and his eyes looked pained and hurt again. I smiled at him. I wanted this, and I wanted to enjoy it, to feel it all over again. I slipped my hand into his pocket, and took out a condom, then held it in front of his face, with my forefinger and middle finger, smiling seductively. He grinned at me, and we didn’t get back until break. Blaise and I didn’t know what kind of excuse to come up with, but we couldn’t come up with one till we found out when Draco and Danni realised we were missing. Danni and Draco both looked worried when we made our way over to them, and we walked over to them, smiling casually. I had told Blaise to let me do all the talking, even if he was addressed, unless I told him to answer.
“Oh my gosh, are you two ok? Where were you?” Danni asked, looking from me to Blaise, then back to me again
“Oh, I decided to skip lessons. Bit tired, what with the wedding and what not. I was going out onto the field when I bumped into Blaise who was on his way to lessons, and we walked over to the trees near the woods, and just sat talking. He’s been slightly stressed out too, what with the whole episode of him being curs… well, lots of stuff” I said, glancing anxiously at Draco, hoping he didn’t realised that I was about to say cursed, or my bigger worry, try and find a gap in my alibi. But he didn’t need to do that. Danni did that for him. That sweet, lovely bitch!
“So… when I woke up this morning, you were gone” she said, looking weirdly at me. This time, I decided to stick to the truth. I sighed
“Oh... this and that…” I said, trailing off, then quickly glancing at Draco, but holding my gaze long enough for Danni to see it. She looked at Draco.
“Ohhhhhhhh. Well, uh, do you wanna go for a walk, just you and me?” she asked, looking at Draco again, but I shook my head.
Draco looked straight at me, so I didn’t even get to mouth to Danni.
“Yo, Draco, can you get me a pizza slice please?” Danni asked sweetly
“Get your own boyfriend to get you one” he muttered
“Oh stop being a spoil sport. Please” she said, stretching out please, and giving him my famous puppy dog face. He sighed
“You can never use that face on me again either!” he grumbled, before running into the cafeteria, so that he didn’t miss anything I said that involved him.
“I’m not sure if I should go through with this wedding” I said, and Danni gasped. Even Blaise realised I was being serious
“But you seemed so sure!” she whined
“Yes… but… things happened. Between me and… Draco… anyway, I doubt it now” I said, sighing
“Yeah, but every girl gets cold feet when they near their wedding day, especially on the actual day” she gasped, looking like she was about to have a seizure.
“I know but…” I started, when I saw Draco running towards us again, a slice of pizza in his hand, like he was racing in the Olympics to go and light the bloody torch.
“So” he said breathlessly. “Miss anything?” he asked, looking at me
“Not much” Danni said, glancing at me anxiously
“Right, so uh, what happened after that?” he asked me
“Well, me and Blaise decided to come back at break”
“Right, so uh, what did you talk about?”
“Oh, just… Danni, you, parents, school, everything really” I said, not looking into his eyes
“What did you say about us?” Danni asked me curiously
“Can’t tell” I said grinning, and twisting my engagement ring in front of her, and raising my eyebrows. She gaped, tears of joy filling her eyes, then shoved me to one side and started talking to me
“REALLY? HE’S GOING TO DO IT?!” she asked excitedly.
“He’s uh, thinking about it” I said, trying to stick to the truth. I mean, he was thinking about her, not in that way, actually, whether he should still go out with her, but still. She nodded excitedly, and then pulled me back towards the boys.
“Blaise won’t give in. What did you say about me then?” Draco asked, half-grinning at me, and Danni looked at me anxiously again
“Well, just, how you’d be when we’re married. If you’d stay the same, how you’d react to other guys, me clubbing, partying and drinking, oh, and by the way, I’m not going to stop anything I do now, except going out with guys and stuff, but you can’t get mad if boys flirt with me and I flirt back, cause it’s you I love Draco” I said, and he seemed taken aback
“I thought when I’m getting married to you, it kinda goes without saying that you have to stop that stuff” he said in a small voice. He looked so cute then, with his head slightly down, his eyes sad, pivoting towards the floor.
“Well, it doesn’t” I said, and kissed him, right in front of Blaise. I couldn’t resist, he was my fiancé after all. I was allowed. Wasn’t I? I knew it’d hurt Blaise, and tried to look uneasy as Draco put his arm around my waist, but after a while, I felt my head tip onto his shoulder. I really did love Draco. Blaise and I just had sex because we trusted each other that much, not because we loved each other. He loved Danni, and I loved Draco, and that’s how I wanted it to stay. “Blaise, can I speak to you over there please?” I asked, pointing towards a patch of dried up plants. He nodded, whilst Draco scowled
“You’ve had the whole morning to speak to him” he muttered, and I smiled apologetically at him, before pulling Blaise towards the patch of grass, but going further near the woods so that we were hidden from view.
“Look, you understand that I love Draco and you love Danni right?” I asked, and as he opened his mouth to speak, I held my hand up to silence him “We had sex because we trusted each other that much. I was nervous, and I needed a fling, and you’d have a fling with any hot girl” I said, grinning at him, and he grinned back at me weakly
“Yes but I actually love you” he said before I could continue. Tears welled up in my eyes
“I know this hurts you, but I don’t love you” I said as his face fell. He was holding me by my waist now, and a tear escaped from my eye. I wiped it away impatiently “Look Blaise, you promised right? We never speak of this morning again ok? No jokes, no loopholes, this was it” I said firmly, and he kissed me, rubbing my shoulder gently, and I kissed him back, my palms feeling his chest. As he pulled me closer so that I was not able to move and he was controlling weather we kissed or not, we heard a snap of a branch, and saw Draco and Danni next to us. Oh fiddlesticks...