Musical Hatred Love

The next morning I wake up and make my way down to the kitchen where I see Draco eating a bowl of cereal. I make myself my own bowl and sit down next to him. It felt awkward. That wasn't good.

"How did you sleep?" I found myself asking him.
"Fine, yourself?"
I shrugged. "Better than usual."
He didn't reply.
I looked up at him and he was drinking the milk out of the bowl. He stood up and rinsed his dishes out before leaving me there alone. I sighed and continued to eat. Once I finish I get up and I hear someone in the living room. I go there and see Georgia and Jordon brushing themselves off.
"What are you guys doing here?" I asked surprised
Georgia looked up and smiled. She ran over and gave me a hug. "I wanted to see you and give you this!!" she said excitedly handing me an elegant envelope. I raised my eyebrow and opened the letter.
"You are personally invited to join the Masquerade Joining of Georgia McBane and Jordan Lockhart on October 31st 6pm," I read aloud. My eyes widen and I looked up at them. "You're getting married!!" I said excitedly.
Georgia nodded and showed me the ring. "Yes!! He proposed last weekend so we've been really busy getting these invitations out since it's only two months away."
"Damn Jordan you did good," I said examining the ring.
Jordon chuckled and shrugged. "Thanks," he smiled
"So how are you going to pull off the Masquerade theme?" I asked

After the long conversation about how everything was going to go, Georgia and Jordon left and I sat there sighing deeply. I was happy for them. I went up to my room and passed Draco's room and sighed even more and went to my room closing the door.

[ http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VT1-sitWRtY&feature=topvideos_music Avril Lavigne Wish You Were Here ]

"I can be tough
I can be strong
But with you, it's not like that at all" I sat on the edge of my bed and stared at the envelope in my hands.

"There's a girl
who gives a shit
behind this wall
You've just walked through it" I placed the envelope on my dresser and looked at the mirror as I thought about Draco.

"And I remember all those crazy things you said
You left them running through my head
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here.
All those crazy things we did
Didn't think about it, just went with it
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here" I went to the door and placed my hand on the door handle but leaned my head against the door.

"Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
here, here, here
I wish you were here.
Damn, Damn, Damn
What I'd do to have you
near, near, near
I wish you were here." I turned around with my back leaning against the door.

"I love the way you are
It's who I am, don't have to try hard
We always say, say like it is
And the truth is that I really miss" I turned back around placing my hands on the door, thinking, wishing he was behind it listening to me.

"All those crazy things you said
You left them running through my head
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here.
All those crazy things we did
Didn't think about it, just went with it
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here" I closed my eyes tightly as the tears ran down my face.

"Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
here, here, here
I wish you were here.
Damn, Damn, Damn
What I'd do to have you
near, near, near
I wish you were here." I slid down the door curled up in a small ball.

"No, I don't wanna let go
I just wanna let you know
That I never wanna let go

(let go let go let go let go)

No, I don't wanna let go
I just wanna let you know
That I never wanna let go

(let go let go let go let go let go let go let go)" I opened the door and made my way to Draco's door and raised my hand to knock on it but I stopped myself.

"Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
here, here, here
I wish you were here (I wish you were)
Damn, Damn, Damn
What I'd do to have you
near, near, near
I wish you were here." I sang with passion as I placed my hands on the door.

"Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
here, here, here
I wish you were here.
Damn, Damn, Damn
What I'd do to have you
near, near, near
I wish you were here." I finished singing and walked away and back to my room closing the door.

REWIND A LITTLE AND DRACO's POV

After Jordon left after giving me the wedding invitation I put it on my dresser and sighed deeply. I ran my fingers through my hair and looked out my window/balcony.

[ http://www.youtube.com/user/BSBVideoVault?blend=6&ob=5#p/f/1/8yLG-lW_r_g Backstreet Boys I Still ]

"Who are you now?
Are you still the same
Or did you change somehow?
What do you do
At this very moment when I think of you?
And when I'm looking back
How we were young and stupid
Do you remember that?" I opened the doors to my balcony and walked out and leaned against the railing.

"No matter how I fight it
Can't deny it
Just can't let you go" I turn around and clenched my fists.

"I still need you
I still care about you
Though everything's been said and done
I still feel you
Like I'm right beside you
But still no word from you" I walked back inside my room and looked in my bathroom mirror.

"Now look at me
Instead of moving on, I refuse to see
That I keep coming back
And I'm stuck in a moment
That wasn't meant to last (to last)" I looked away and leaned against the door frame

"I've tried to fight it
Can't deny it
You don't even know

That I still need you
I still care about you
Though everything's been said and done
I still feel you
Like I'm right beside you
But still no word from you" I walked over to my door and placed my hand on the frame but paused.

"No no
Wish I could find you
Just like you found me
Then I would never let you go (without you)" My fist was clenched tightly and on the door as I sang...to her, even though she wasn't there.

"Though everything's been said and done (yeah)
I still feel you (I still feel you)
Like I'm right beside you (like I'm right beside you)
But still no (still no word) word from you" I sighed and relaxed barely and went back out to the balcony.