Why Won't You Just Let Me Die!

it takes place in a small town. present time. its a story about a guy Barren Fly that has never had anything go his way and finds the truth in a book that makes hime think he has a second chance all he has to do is die the thing is all his traits, personality, apperence, what makes him him is going to be erased except what the book doesn't tell him is his memories will stay the same. soon after finding his book (called the Barren book in the story) a girl named Rain show up and follows him everywhere to try help him with what is happening but there is another girl named Skye takes sudden interest in him. the book has many secrets but so does the origin of Rain and Skye, and the reason why they both need him.