Trashed & Scattered

What felt like minutes later I woke up once again. My sleeping habits hadn't been very good lately and I had a feeling they would only be getting worse as the baby grew.

The thought of a child growing in me, someone who I could love knowing they would love me back instantly brought a smile to my face. I stretched my arms above my head, well attempted to anyways.

A blush quickly covered my face as I opened my eyes. It hadn't even registered in my brain that I was still in Brian's lap.

"Well good morning. Have a nice nap?" I couldn't help but chuckle as I nodded my head and shifted positions so I could fully stand. 

"How long was I out?" I fully stretched before making my way to the mini fridge for a bottle of water.

"A couple hours. I dozed off for a bit but woke up about an hour ago. Everyone is outside. We just arrived at the venue in Nevada." I heard his bones pop as he stood up and stretched.

"Why didn't you wake me? That couldn't have been very comfortable for you. I would have moved to the back or something." I quickly recapped the bottle before placing it in the back of the fridge so it wouldn't be taken by accident. 

"It was quite comfortable actually. I really didn't mind so don't fret about it. You were like a little blanket and kept me warm." He smiled cheekily before making his way toasted me.

"Uh huh. Sure, you're just trying to be nice." I rolled my eyes with a smile before dodging him and heading to my bunk for a change of clothes. 

When I felt a little better I walked back out, finding Brian leaning with his back against the counter.

"You ready to head out there?" I nodded my head with a smile before following him outside. 

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"Dude that's not fair! You cheated! Skylar tell him he lost because he cheated!" I couldn't help but cover my mouth and attempt to hold in the laughter that was trying to escape. 

We were currently playing game of uno while waiting for the show to start. The day had been uneventful besides Jimmy and Johnny's usual strange antics. Jimmy had hid all of Johnny's pants and as revenge Johnny stole Jimmy's precious drumsticks. They had fought all day until finally teaming up and stealing Brian's hair products. 

Let me tell ya, that makes for one angry Synyster Gates. I almost died laughing at his little temper tantrum. He only calmed down when I allowed him to use some of my stuff. He grumbled quietly the entire time he did his hair.

"I didn't cheat you dumbass! I said UNO when the card was still in my hand!"

"No you did not!"

"Yes I.."

"Boys! That is enough!" With each thing they said the laughter in the room grew louder. I had finally had enough of their bickering though.

They continued to glare at each other as I ripped the cards from their hands and stomped away. It's official, UNO shall never be played with them again.

I chuckled silently as I tossed the cards back into the box and stuffed the box back in my bag where it would remain for the rest of the tour.

"I'm sorry for acting like a big baby. But I didn't cheat!" Brian had came to stand next to me looking like a scolded child. 

"I know you didn't. But it's almost time for you guys to go on stage anyways."  my eyes drifted around the room taking in the sight of everyone bustling about at the last minute.

"Yea. You gonna stay and watch tonight or do you have to work the merch tent?"

At the mention of working out there again a shudder went down my spine. 

"Nah Jake offered to work it tonight. I'll be watching the show." Jake was a kid I met who said he was working his way through college. Been there, done that.

"Good" He smile at me one last time before heading over to Matt and the other guys who were preparing to head on stage. I rolled my eyes when I glanced at Val who was motioning me over excitedly.

"Yes Val?" She was practically bouncing on her feet.

"We have a surprise for the guys. Well Johnny, Jimmy, and Zacky anyways."

I raised my eyebrow in suspicion at her. 

"And the surprise is?..."

"Gena, Lacy, and Leana are here!" Her voice hit a new octave, that I was sure could be heard in Australia, as she squealed. Luckily the guys were already on stage.

A smile instantly lit up my face at the prospect of the other girls being here. For only meeting them one time they had sure made an impact on me. 

Not even a minute later the door behind us burst open and multiple loud screams could be heard. 

I spun around just in time to catch the tiny body of Leana in my arms.

"Well hello there. I missed you too babe." I could barely speak because of my limited amount of oxygen. As soon as she let go she replaced Gena in Val's arms as Gena and Lacy attacked me in a hug. 

The laughter in the room was quite loud and bubbly as we all reunited. It was then that I noticed the fourth visitor. I recognized her immediately from the glare on her face. 

"Hey Michelle, I didn't know you were coming." Val pulled her sister into a hug and I immediately stiffened as the air around me became tense. 

"Well I didn't have anything better to do. And besides what better way to spend the weekend then with my best friends?" She glared over her twin's shoulder at me and I knew this could only mean bad things for me. 

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As the night drug on I grew less and less comfortable. I was dying to leave but I knew I couldn't yet without making everyone suspicious.

The boys had been super excited to see their girlfriends and immediately attacked them in kisses. As if that didn't make things awkward enough, Val was hanging on Matt leaving Brian, Michelle, and I in our own awkward little group. 

I would have gnawed off my own arm for the chance to run back to the bus.

"So Brian, how's tour going so far?" Michelle was practically shoving her boobs into His line of vision as she attempted to step in front of me.

"Pretty good so far. We had a stressful couple of days but everything is good now." 

I felt my jaw clench as Michelle nodded pitifully.

"Aw I'm sorry. Is there anything I can do to make it better?" She ran her hand up and down his arm, attempting to be seductive. I honestly didn't know if he was falling for the act.

"Nah, like I said everything is better now." His eyes quickly flashed over to me and he sent me a small smile. Michelle seemed to have caught the small gesture because she glanced over at me with a glare upon her face.

I was growing extremely uncomfortable.

"Ok. Well let me know if you change your mind." I could practically hear the forced seductive tone dripping from her every word. It was literally making me sick. She slipped her arm through his and stepped closer to him.

I forced myself to look away as she leaned up to whisper something in his ear. 

I felt my heart beginning to crumble again as his laughter rang out, causing me to glance back at him. Michelle smirked evilly at me as he glanced at Matt.

I sighed before stepping away from the two people in front of me. Apparently Brian caught the movement out of the corner of his eye.

"Where ya going?" His eyebrows furrowed together as he spoke.

"Back to the bus. I'm getting tired." I shrugged my shoulders and forced a yawn to make it believable.

"Oh. You want me to walk you back to the bus?" He was about ready to start walking when I shook my head.

"No it's ok. You can stay here and hang out with everyone. Tell them I said goodnight." I forced a smile as I nodded towards the group that had gathered in a circle and were currently laughing at something.

He looked like he wanted to protest but I turned and walked away before anything else could be said.

And here I thought he was starting to like me. Apparently my pregnancy is not only making me hormonal, but delusional and stupid as well.