Who Am I Living For?

I walked into the library at approximately 6 and looked around to see if I could spot the platinum blonde anywhere, I found him in a very secluded spot in the back of the giant library.

“Hey” I said smiling at him and he turned to look at me with his beautiful blue eyes that I just noticed maybe had a little grey in them.

“Hi” he answered simply and stood up pulling out the chair for me so I could sit down at the table next to him.

“So what is it you need help with?” I asked him after he took his seat

“My potions essay” he said

“Yeah snape is horrible for giving an essay this early” I told him as I took his books and looking at the beginning of his essay.

“Okay so the beginning is wonderful but just make sure you explain why you think this potion causes this reaction and make sure you don’t repeat the same thing over again” I told him

2 hours later

“So I’m pretty sure Snape would be very impressed with this” I told him as I read over the whole 5 page essay.

“I hope so I didn’t sacrifice my right hand for nothing” he said smiling

“Give me your hand” I told him holding out my hand and he laid his on mine.

I started giving him a hand massage

“I’m always writing so I know how you feel” I told him and then looked up at him, he was staring at me an emotion in his eyes that I didn’t recognize but the way he was staring at me made me feel warm and fuzzy. I stopped massaging his hand and looked away quickly gathering myself before smiling at him and standing up.

“So I guess we’re done here, I’ll see you later Draco” I said and turned to leave.

“Yeah see you around Alexz” he said

I left feeling drained and tired, time for me to go hunting.

‘Wait how do I get to Severus’s room from here?’

I walked down the steps and away from the library and found myself in another hall that I totally didn’t recognize. So I just walked down that hall and found a spiraling staircase, I walked down quickly and when I turned the corner I almost ran into Harry.

“Oh hey Harry” I said

“Hey Alexz what are you doing down here” he asked

“I’m totally lost” I told him giggling

“Where you heading to maybe I can help?” he responded

“Oh I’m trying to find professor Snape’s room so I can speak with him before I go to sleep” I said

“Oh you’re far away from there” he said laughing and I joined in

He led me back the way I came and we finally got to the dungeons after about 10 minutes of walking.

“Thanks so much Harry I owe you” I told him giving him a kiss on the forehead

“Wait Alexz can I ask you something?” he asked and I turned back to him nodding and giving him my full attention.

“I swear I’ve seen you somewhere before, do you have an older sister or something because the girl I saw looked exactly like you but it was about 4 years ago” he told me

Oh the zoo, damn it the boy has a good memory.

“Nope no sister, I’m an only child actually so I doubt it you sure you got a good look at her?” I asked

“Probably not I only glanced at her but I could have sworn that I’ve seen you somewhere before, my mistake sorry for holding you up” he said

“It’s fine love no harm done” I told him and went to hug him tightly

“Have a nice sleep” I told him when I pulled away and he nodded and walked away as I knocked on Severus’s door.

“Enter” I heard his dark voice say

I walked in to see him grading papers, he looked up at me and smirked a little.

“How was your day?” he asked

“Wonderful” I answered making my way up to him

“So sev I need to go hunting” I told him

“I thought you would” he said standing

“How long will you take” he asked

“An hour and a half” I said and he nodded.

“Use the fireplace to get out and I will meet you at the gates to let you back in” he said and I nodded and made my way out.

I’m going to need a lot of food tonight to hold me for a while.