A Toast to Reckless Abandon

A Toast to Reckless Abandon

If you asked me what I thought of grown ups, I'd tell you crisp suits and briefcases.

If you asked me what I thought of kids, I'd tell you scuffed up knees and bubblegum.

If you asked me where I thought I was, I'd tell you somewhere in between trying to figure my shit out. Except not in a pussy Brittney Spears sort of way. I was trying to go for more whatever Rambo went through as a teenager.

And if you asked me what I thought of Callie, I'd tell you she was one incredibly fucked up disaster of a person. She was, in every sense, a walking catastrophe, but that never stopped me from letting her buy me an ice cream cone on that summer day. And I couldn't tell you if it was the worst or the best decision in my life, but I don't think everything is black and white like that.

if heaven and hell decide
that they both are satisfied
illuminate the no's on their vacancy signs
then I'll follow you into the dark