Mibba Frerard

"I want a boy who will move the hair away from my eyes, and then kiss me.
Who will hold my hand in line at the mall and make all the girls jealous.
A pretty boy, but not so pretty that I feel awkward.
A boy who thinks I'm beautiful.
A boy who will sing to me at random moments.
Who lets me sleep on his chest.
I want a guy who will tell his mother I have beautiful eyes
A guy who will bring me orange juice when I'm sick
Who writes songs about me
because he doesn't know any other way to tell me how he feels.
I want a boy who is more goofy than romantic,
But knows the right things to say at the right times.
I want a boy who will call me 3 times a day if he went away.
A boy who will apologize for calling too much,
and no matter how many times I tell him its okay, he'd still do it.
A boy who will let me gossip to him and just smile and agree with everything I say.
A boy who will throw stuffed animals at me when I acted dumb
and then jump on me and kiss me a million times.
I want a boy who will write me notes in class
And give me flowers every once in a while for no real reason at all.
Who will bet kisses on who could beat who on at game.
Who makes fun of me just to make me laugh.
A boy who will surprise me with a 25 cent ring
And we could have contest of how far we can spit our gum.
Who will take me to the park,
put his hands around my waist and give me big bear hugs all the time.
A boy who will kiss my neck,
Just to have a reason to tell me how much he loves my new perfume.
I want a boy who, at night, will dance in his pajamas with me.
A boy who will take pictures in photo booths with me
Someone who will never turn down a trip to the lake
And who will play tag on the beach with me.
Who will tell all his friends about me and smile when he does it.
A boy who could sit with me on the kitchen floor and eat sandwiches.
Who will make out with me in the pouring rain
And will tell me when he doesn't think something looks good.
I want a boy who would try to teach me how to play the guitar,
even if we just end up laughing at each other.
I want a boy who will run his fingers through my hair,
Share his lollipops with me, and get along with all of my friends.
Someone who would never be afraid to say I love you in front of his friends
And someone who would argue with me about silly things just to make up.
I want a boy who will take me to Target to just make fun of some of the stuff there.
Someone who will kiss me at midnight on New Years
And who will make funny faces at me when I'm on the phone.
I want a boy who will count stars with me and be friends with my family.
I want a boy who will stay home with me on a Friday night just to help me make dinner
And watch movies together under the same blanket.
Someone who will squirt water guns at me in the house after I've got him soaked.
A boy who will tell me I'm beautiful but not too often.
I want a boy who looks me the eye and tell me something serious
That was also funny and make me promise not to laugh.
A boy who could make me laugh like no one else can.
I want a boy who will hold me closer than normal when I'm sick,
And would play with my hair.
But mostly I want a boy who is my best friend and will always be there for me....please?"

It's amazing isn't it? Not really what you'd expect for a 15 year old boy though.

My name is Frank Iero, I'm a Mibba addict and I'm gay.
My parents don't know either of the last two things and I'm pretty sure that at some points they even forget my name.

I sigh and log on to Mibba. I think I spend about 4 hours night on here, more if I'm updating. Good thing I have a computer in my room. If my parents saw the kind of stuff I write (slash) they'd flip!

I check the comments for my most popular slash and see one from this guy called Demolition Lover, cool name. He says, 'I love this story. It's really beautiful and I love the relationship you've created between Sonny and Frank. More when you can please.' Sonny is my best friend. I think I'm in love with him. Luckily he doesn't have Mibba. Mibba is the only place I can be with him.

I see that I have comments on my profile. It's from that Demolition Lover guy. He says,'Hey, I'm Gerard. I really liked your story so I though I'd check out your profile. I live in New Jersey too and you have awesome taste in music. How are you? xx'

I check out his profile and see he's into virtually all the same things as me, he has about a trillion subscribers to his story and he's 16. He's also extremely hot.

I write back, 'Hey =]
Thanks for the comment on my story and my profile.
I checked out yours, dude, you like really awesome stuff.
I'm great thanks, you?
Frankie
xx'

I start to read his story...

3 Weeks Later

I get home, dump my stuff and run up to my room straight away to log onto Mibba. Over the course of the last 3 weeks, Gerard and I have become really good friends. HE'S online! Yay!

I gave him my MSN address ages ago so we chat on there now. It's quicker.

XFrankie Love SkittlesX says:
Hey Gee, what are you doing?

XGee And Frankie Fight DragonsX says:
Not much of anything really, sugar. You?

XFrankie Love SkittlesX says:
Talking to you, moron.

XGee And Frankie Fight DragonsX says:
Shut up. Good day?

XFrankie Love SkittlesX says:
It was okay. I had math last thing. Ew.

XGee And Frankie Fight DragonsX says:
Ew, math. Frank, I had the best idea.

XGee And Frankie Fight DragonsX says:
Frank?

XGee And Frankie Fight DragonsX says:
Are you still there?

XFrankie Love SkittlesX says:
Yeah I'm here. I was just looking at something. Listen, I had the best idea.

XFrankie Love SkittlesX says:
You wanna meet up somewhere?

XGee And Frankie Fight DragonsX says:
Hell yeah! Where we gonna meet up though?

XFrankie Love SkittlesX says:
Do you know where West Hudson Park is?

XGee And Frankie Fight DragonsX says:
I live a few blocks away from there!

XFrankie Love SkittlesX says:
Is Saturday cool?

XGee And Frankie Fight DragonsX says:
Yeah. That's tomorrow!

XFrankie Love SkittlesX says:
Awesome! I have to go now, I got homework but I'll see you tomorrow.

XGee And Frankie Fight DragonsX says:
Bye. Love you.

XFrankie Love SkittlesX has logged out.

Love you? He's never said that before. Love you? What does he mean?