Could He Be My Mr. Wonderful?

Kim's POV

I slowly stand up checking that I'm fully awake. My head spins, eyes blur, I grip the corner of the cabinet. Not now. This can't happen now. The side of my head throbs as I start walking to the twins' room.

God, get a grip on yourself Kim! Your babies need you. Before I even reach their room, tears begin to cover my sight and trickle down my face. "The twins," I mumble.

"Wh-argh-ow!" I yell out.

My sister yelps and I panic: both twins are in her arms. "Kim don't do that again, you scared me! Oh, sorry if I let myself in but you left the door open. Don't be careless. Uhh...the guys are here too by the way. God Kim, who knows what might've happened if I hadn't come. Do you kn-" she stops to examine my current state. "Oh my God, are you okay?"

Zach suddenly comes in with a stretched out grin that disappears as soon as he sees me. "Kim?" There's frowns on both of their faces: it makes me wanna cry even more. He quickly grabs hold of the twins then walks out. Weird much?

"Kim, god I'm sorry! Come here. Are you okay?" She pulls me into a hug and I nod.

"Yes...no...I miss Cameron," I wail into her shoulder. I sob and cry and explain what I'm going through right now, all the emotions and thoughts dragging me down and my pathetic excuse of being a mother.

I miss him so much. And I will never know when he'll wake up until he finally flinches. That's a painful mystery for me. And it's only been two weeks since the accident. But the one thing that hurts the most is the thought that it was my fault. If I hadn't told him he had to meet my family, he wouldn't have gone. If I didn't say all those wonderful stories about my family, he wouldn't have wanted to go. Then again it's also my mum's fault though how can I blame her? She wished to show Cameron to everybody because she haas begun to like him. So basically everything is my own damn fault. I could've changed it and If I have a freaking time traveller that would be the only even I will love to undo.

"Ugh Kim. It's not your fault. He'll wake up, be out of that hospital and you'll be in his amazingly strong arms again where you'll safe from all the danger in the world."

I don't know it that is meant to be a joke or not but I give in to a small laugh anyway. "It does feel like that though." My sister has a strange way of making people feel better.

"Well just think of Cam having a big rest so he can be with you and the twins again. Like he's regaining strength," she murmurs.

Maybe I could. Maybe I will.

- - -

"Umm, do I really have to go? Who'll take care of the babies?"

Kiara groans. "The guys are! Look Kim, you are gonna get yourself out of this apartment and this party will help you stop thinking about Cam, alright? Plus Anna is also your friend so it would be ncie of you to go to her birthday."

I pull down on the outfit she has handed to me. "I don't wanna stop thinking about him." She rolls her eyes. She has dressed me in a tight dark blue corset-like top tucked underneath a black skirt. "Don't you think this is a bit short?"

Her eyes widen in frustration. "It stop just an inch above your knee. And I asked Cam if it was good and he said you'd look gorgeous in it."

"What? Since when did you and my boyfriend go on shopping trips?"

Kiara laughs. "No! I sent him a pic so I could get approval. I'm sure he would've drooled at the sight of you."

We both walk up the driveway of Anna, me wondering what this will do. How this-going to parties-came to be some type of therapy. Who knows what ideas charge into my sister's mind.