What the Hell

"Briiiaaaaaaan?!"
I asked/called out.

For some weird reason we all ended up playing hide and seek.
Of course, Jimmy was the one who wanted to do it and
somehow he got us all to agree.

We were playing it in his and Kelly's house so they knew all the good
hiding spots.
I, on the other hand, had no clue where to look for anyone.

To my surprise, though, it only took me 15 minutes to find everyone.
Brian was last, he was hidden under Jimmy's bed.

"Did you find anything under there that we can use against him?"
I asked, when I pulled him from under it.

"Goddamn, I never should've hid under there. Fucking.. ew."
Brian said, standing up and wiping dust and shit off of him.

I laughed at his expression and then walked out of the room.

"So who's it?"
Brian asked, following me.

Ever since that night on the beach and the day after, we'd gotten
along like nothing ever happened, it felt natural.

"I found Matt first, I don't know if he wants to be it, though."
I said, walking down the stairs towards the rest.

"Matt's it! Matt's it!"
Jimmy yelled, jumping up when he saw Brian and me descending
the stairs.

"I think so, too."
I said, looking at Matt who shrugged.

"Fine, I'll find you fuckfaces in no time."
he said, walking over to the kitchen to grab another beer.
While he did that, we all ran in different directions to find a good
hiding spot.

I ran towards Jimmy's guestroom, to hide in the closet there.
Shutting the door, I sat down to the far right and pushed all his
clothes in front of me.
When I'd done that, I panted a little by the little ourburst of energy.

Leaning my head back, I heard the door open and my mouth dropped,
thinking Matt already found me.

"Move over!"
I heard Brian say before jumping in the closet and softly shutting
the door again.

"Bri, this is my spot! He'll just find us that much sooner!"
I whispered, pushing him a little.

"Jimmy was already in the laundry basket, what was I supposed to do!"
he whispered back, also pushing Jimmy's clothes
in front of him so he was a little covered.

"Fuck off?"
I asked, looking at him.

He looked at me in a certain way what almost made me laugh
out loud.

"Be nice, Morg."
he said, crossing his arms in front of his chest.

"Fine. I'm still a bit mad you picked my spot, too. If
we get found first, you're it."
I said, still my voice as soft as I could.

Right then there was some stumbling in the room.
I clasped my hand in front of my mouth and nose, trying to minimalize
the sound I made by breathing.
Brian looked at me and started laughing so I snorted a bit, trying to hold
in my laughter again.

"Jimmy, come on."
we heard Kelly say.

"I'm coming. I'll lock the door just in case."
Jimmy said and we heard the door getting locked.

"Should we get out of here to.."
I asked but was interrupted by a loud moan coming from
Kelly.

"Nope, we can't."
Brian said, relaxing now.

"But.. Ew, Bri they're gonna fuck and we'll be stuck!"
I said, my eyes big.

Brian's chest was moving up and down so I knew he was laughing.

"Don't laugh, this isn't funny! If you had.."
I wanted to say but was interrupted by one of Kelly's moans again.

"Fuck, Jimmy. I want you."
she said and I closed my eyes and bit my lip.

"This is gonna suck."
I said, smiling now.

"I've heard them going at it in the bus. Just relax and lay back,
it's gonna take a while."
Brian said, shrugging.

I sighed and leaned against the back of the closet.

"I thought we were playing hide and seek?"
I asked.

"Well, they're not playing anymore."
Brian said, sitting next to me.

We listened to them for a while, trying not to burst out
with laughter.
Especially the part where we heard Jimmy growl like an animal
was very funny.

I tried to hold back but somehow the situation was so funny, I was
leaning against Brian for support. I was almost falling sideways,
laughing my ass off.

"You're laughing but I bet you make the same noises."
I said, when I settled down a bit.

"I do, it's just funny to hear it when you're not the one making
the sounds."
Brian said, still smiling.
"You're laughing too, by the way. I don't take you for a silent one
either."

My mouth dropped before I was laughing again.
"I never said I was a silent one."

"I knew it."
Brian said, nodding his head.

"Why? Did you give it alot of thought?"
I asked him, curious.

"I thought about it but not alot."
he said, shrugging.

"And exactly what did you think about?"
I asked, wanting to know if he'd ever thought of me in that way.

"What do you think, Morg?"
he asked, rolling his eyes.

"Wow. You thought of having sex with me?"
I asked, my eyes wide and my mouth wide open.

"I'm still a guy."
he said, laughing a bit.

"That doesn't really mean anything. I'm a girl and I've thought about it."
I said, thankful for the darkness so he couldn't see me.

He looked at me, smirking.
"Really?"

"Of course. You're a goodlooking guy and a nice one with
a good heart. How can I not think about it?"
I admitted, facing the door of the closet.
"Do you hear anything, though? I think they're done."

Brian listened for a while and then opened the door slightly.
"Wow. A quickie. I don't think I've ever seen that between them."

I laughed and got out of the closet, standing up when I could.
I watched Brian crawl out of the closet and then standing up as well.
Watching him, I started laughing.

"There's something on your shoulder."
I said, walking over to him and getting it off of his shoulder.

"Oh, god that's one of Jimmy's boxers. Burn it."
Brian said, scrunching his nose.

I laughed and threw it in the closet.
"I'm gonna go downstairs to tell everyone I quit. I hate this game."
I said, shaking my head.

"Wait!"
Brian said, when I reached the door.

"What?"
I asked, a little panicked.
"What!"

"Can I ask you something?"
he wanted to know, walking over to me.

"Sure."
I said, shrugging.

"Can I kiss you?"
he asked, working his brown-eyed charm on me.

"Why?"
I asked, frowning.

"Because I want to know what it's like."
he said, moving a strand of hair out of my face, tucking it
behind my ear.

"Again, why?"
I wanted to know, confusion in my head.

"Because I've liked you forever. I just didn't know how
to cope with your relationship with Zacky so I started acting like
a jerk. And dating other women. There was always one problem, though."
he said, smiling.

"And what was that?"
I asked.

"They weren't you."
he answered, softly pressing his lips against mine.

I stopped breathing when he did.
His lips moved gently against mine, making me feel things
I never thought I would.

When he broke away, I smiled.
"Took you long enough."
I whispered.

"Hm?"
he asked, confusion written on his face.

"A very, very long time ago, Zacky was drunk.
And he accidentally told me about your secret crush. Me.
You were a dick to me and I started to think you never really did like
me the way you told Zacky you did. So I ignored everything he told me
and acted like a bitch. But then that night on the beach.. It changed everything.
I've been waiting for this kiss since then."
I admitted.

His mouth was slightly open and his eyes were a bit wider
than they normally were.

"You knew, all this time?"
he asked, stunned.

"Yeah. Don't be mad at Zacky though. I just asked him what
your problem was and then he ranted at me how I was your
problem."
I said, smiling at the memory.

"Well, why didn't you kiss me instead?"
he asked, baffled.

"He told me like, 5 years ago. I had no idea you still felt the
same so I decided I'd let you make the first move."
I said, shrugging.

"There you are! I've been searching everywhere for you fuckers!"
Matt said, standing in the doorway then.

"Hey, we weren't the one fucking."
I said, pointing my finger at him.

"What?"
he asked, confused.

"Believe me, you don't wanna know."
Brian said, grinning.

"Jimmy and Kelly, huh? I thought I heard them. Where did you two
hide?"
he asked, glaring a bit.

"That's for us to know and for you to find out. Either way, I'm fucking
done with hide and seek. Movie or something?"
I asked, walking past Matt.

"Sounds good to me."
he reasoned, walking after me.

"Good. I'm voting a Disney movie."
I said, descending the stairs with Matt.

"You always do that! No, no Disney this time."
he said, waving his arms around the place.

"But Matty..."
I said, whining a bit.

"Oh, don't you fucking dare."
he said, stopping and pointing at me.

"But Mattyyyyy!"
I said, pouting now.

"You're unbelievable. Bri, you tell her no."
Matt said, walking down and shaking his head.

I laughed and walked down slowly as well.
"Matt, you know I love you!"

"Love you too but sometimes you drive me fucking nuts!"
he said, shaking his head.

I smiled when he was at the foot of the stairs, turned to face
me and gave me his big dimpled smile.

"I'm still not saying yes to Disney."
he said, when he saw my face.

"I don't care, you know I love your dimples."
I said, kissing his cheek and walking past him.

I was pulled into the kitchen by Brian.

"I'm sorry I waited so long."
he just said, looking at me.

I smiled.
"No worries, it's fine."

"How about you come over to my place tomorrow?"
he asked, softly touching my cheek.

"And then we'll do.. what?"
I asked.

"Anything you want."
he said, smiling from ear to ear.

"Hm. I could think of a few things."
I said, placing my hand in his neck and pulling him closer
to me for another kiss.
"After all, you've waited for a very long time.."

I winked at him and then walked out of the kitchen.
He walked behind me and whispered in my ear.
"We could also go now, if you'd like."

I laughed and turned around.
"Are you sure you're ready, though?"

"I've waited for a few years, I think I'm ready."
he said, rolling his eyes playfully.

I brought my lips to his ear and kissed his earlobe.
"Then I think it's about time you got what you wanted."

I felt him shiver when I said that and I smiled.
I grabbed his hand and led him towards the others.

"Guys, we're out. See you later!"
I said, pulling Brian with me.

I saw the weird faces they all made and smiled.

"Yeah, ' cause that wasn't obvious at all."
Brian said, laughing.

"Who fucking cares?"
I asked, jumping in his passenger seat.

"I know I don't."
he said, reaching over and pulling me in for another kiss.

"I can't wait to have you in my bed.."
he whispered in my ear before kissing my neck.

"I don't know if we can make it to your bed."
I said, surpressing a moan.

He smiled before starting the car and driving off.
My heart was thumping like mad.
And for the fact that I never thought I'd ever do this,
I felt no nerves in my body.

We barely made it to the bed when we arrived at his house.
He was all over me and I was all over him.
I'd never been with anyone like I was with Brian.
It was intense, sensual and most of all extremely pleasurable.

"Holy fucking shit."
I said, panting with my face in the pillow.

"That was.. fucking.. wow."
Brian said, also panting, looking at me.

He smiled at me and I smiled back.

"This was even better than I imagined."
he said, wiping my hair from my back and kissing my shoulder blade softly.

"Same here."
I said, enjoying the feeling of his lips against my skin.

For a minute we just enjoyed each others' touch, skin against skin.

"I hate to break the silence but I'm ready for round 3, if you are."
I said, pushing him over and sitting on top of him.

"You're going to wear me out, aren't you?"
he asked, his hands on my bare hips.

"Hell. Fucking. Yeah."
I said, kissing his neck.

I smiled when a moan escaped his throat.
Never thinking this would ever happen, I felt surprisingly
good in his arms and bed.
I could see myself doing this more often with him.
And I had the strangest feeling he felt the same, when
he flipped us over and smiled at me, looking in my eyes.

"This time.. I want you to scream."
Brian said, his eyes darkened with lust.

"That shouldn't be too difficult."
I said, kissing him with all the passion I had.

Thinking back at the past, I had really disliked Brian but somehow
I felt attracted to him as well. His eyes were enchanting and overall
he was just a good looking guy.
But now that I knew he had a good heart, the attraction was unstoppable
and thankfully we both felt it.