That's what I get

Is this what I get? Why? Im lost you left me there standing alone. You didnt believe my perfect lie. Thats when for the first time I felt pain. Not the pain when I broke my arm in second grade. Or the pain I felt when I was pushed off the garage. I felt this pain once before right before you left me for months. Because I was who I am. And the only time I felt happy is when you took my hand and pushed the peice of my bang that always sits there behind my ear.You told me "Im sorry".Is that why I loved you all along? Now I know love is like everyone else.

A back stabber.

I felt the ice cool drips of water hit me and get me wet. I vowed that day that love lost me forever. My thoughts came back to reality. I looked a the puddle forming at my feet. Who was the person there? I dont know her.I kicked the puddle with rage.

My name nonetheless to say is Hate. His name is Leslie.Let me start back at the begining of my story.