When Love And Death Embrace

Heaven Tonight

"Zacky?" Syn called, knocking on the bathroom door.

"Are you okay? You've been in there a while..."

Zacky looked up from what he was doing.

"I-uhm...I'm...I'm f-fine!" he said, trying to sound convincing and failing as he stuttered.

"Are you sure?" Syn asked, opening the door.

He gasped at what he saw.

Zacky, sitting on the toilet, razorblade in hand, red lines covering his arm.

"Zacky! What...what are you doing?"

Zacky looked away, trying to hide his arm...

Syn walked over to him, and took his hand.

I hold your hand in mine
I hold your hand and you're so lonely
Oh so lonely


"Zacky...why are you doing this?""

"I...I don't...know...."

Syn took Zacky's face in his other hand and turned it towards his.

Zacky looked at him, his tear filled eyes empty...

Your eyes have lost their light
Your eyes have lost their light you're empty
Oh my God you're so empty


"I don't want you to hurt yourself..."

"I...I'm sorry..."

"Zacky..."

Zacky looked at Syn with a question on his face.

"I love you."

(I'm in love with you)
You are my heaven tonight


"I know Syn...you're my best friend and-"

Syn cut him off.

"No Zacky....I love you."

"You mean?..."

Trying to find the heart you hide
Trying to find the heart you hide in vain
Oh in vain


"Yes..."

"Syn....I love you too...."

Syn kissed Zacky softly, taking his hand away from his face to whipe away the tears...

"I need you more than anything, Zacky... Without you, I wouldn't stand a chance in this life..."

And you're my haven in life
And you're my haven in death, baby
Life and death my darling


Syn held the arm that Zacky was cutting.

"Please, promise me you'll never do this again."

Zacky looked at Syn like he'd never looked at anyone before...

"I promise."

And Syn believed him.

Zacky knew Syn loved him, and Syn knew Zacky loved him just as much.

And that's all they needed.

You are my heaven tonight
I'm in love with you


He kissed his arm, and then his lips.

They stood up and made there way to Zacky's bedroom.

Syn wrapped his arms around Zacky's waste and kissed him again.

His hands went under Zacky's shirt, and explored his upper body.

His perfect hips, his stomach, his chest...

He removed his shirt, revealing the beautiful body beneath.

You are my heaven tonight
I'm in love with you


The body that belonged to him, and him only.

He removed his own shirt, as well as both their pants and boxers.

He layed Zacky down on the bed, placing kisses all over his neck and chest, nibbling a bit here and there.

Zacky moaned at the feeling of Syn's lips all over his body.

Syn layed down on top of him, pressing their naked bodies together.

The feeling was pure heaven.

You are my heaven tonight
I'm in love with you


He kissed Zacky's lips, over and over, Zacky sighing Syn's name between every few kisses.

He kissed his way down to Zacky's manhood, taking it in his mouth, making Zacky moan loudly.

He sucked gently at first, but Zacky begged for more, and he had to oblige.

Zacky bucked his hips, urging Syn to suck harder.

He could feel himself going over the edge, the few seconds before his orgasm were perfect bliss.

You are my heaven tonight
I'm in love with you


He came in Syn's mouth, and he swallowed it all.

Syn crawled back on top of Zacky, kissing him again, letting him taste himself.

They lay together in bed, arms wrapped around one and other.

You are m heaven tonight
I'm in love with you


"I love you, Zacky..."

"I love you too, Syn..."

That's right
I'm in love with you