Sweet Home Arizona.

I made my way to work the next day, still completely bummed about what had went on the previous days. I tried texting Luke but he would never reply to any of the messages. Garrett and Jared kept calling me but I really didn't want to hear them bash me about John. 
I walked into my office and saw the work piled up for me to do. 
"Great." I threw my purse down on the chair and sat down behind my desk. I instantly got to work and calling all the people for an upcoming fashion show. Next thing I knew, it was lunch time. Usually I would meet up with luke for lunch, but this time I would be going alone. I just decided to order Chinese take-out so they could deliver it to the office. While I was waiting, I started fiddling around with my phone. I looked through all my photos but stopped when I found a certain one. It was a picture of John and I laying in his bed. I was sound asleep and had myself wrapped around him. He had the biggest smile on his tired face. His hair was a mess and he looked absolutely gorgeous. I didn't even know he took this picture. It must have been during one of our many nights together. Even though I was there for a week, I spent almost everyday with him. Whether it was us fighting or just hanging out like old times. That time spent had to be the best days I have had in a long while.
I let out a sigh and placed my phone back on the desk. Great, now I was depressed and still pretty hungry. Luckily, I didn't have to wait much longer for the food to arrive. I quickly paid the guy and started digging into my food.
Three hours later, I decided to call it a day. I really needed to go home and have a nice soothing bubble bath. Maybe that would help a little. 

I unlocked the door and walked into the apartment. I placed my stuff down on the kitchen table and made my way into the bathroom. I plugged up the tub and turned on the water. Stripping out of my clothes, I noticed a faint love bite on my collarbone. I don't know how I could have not noticed it before. I couldn't help but smile as I remembered the nights John and I spent together. Let's just say he was the king of the bedroom! I let out a sigh and walked back over to the tub. I slowly poured in the bubbles and watched as they got higher and higher. As soon as I stepped into the water, I felt a sense of calmness take over my body. This was just what I needed but bubble baths are always better with someone else.
I dipped down further in the water and just thought about how good the water felt. But as always, my peaceful moment was ruined by someone banging on my front door. 
I quickly got out of the bath tub and wrapped a towel around my bare body. I practically ran through my house as the beating got louder. I didn't even bother looking through the peep hole but I was surprised to see who was standing behind the wooden structure. 
"Luke, w-what are you doing here?" 
"I realized that I can't live without you. I don't care what happened in your past or who you were with. All I know is that I'm madly in love with you and I still want to sound the rest of my days with you." he walked across the threshold and placed his lips on mine.
"Luke, I am so sorry I never told you anything about my past. I can't stand not being with you and it killed me to know that our engagement might be over."
"Trust me babe, it will never be over." he wrapped his arms around me and started kissing up my neck. Soon enough, my towel fell to the floor. Luke looked down at my body with lust filled eyes. 
"I want to fuck you so hard baby." I looked at him and cringed a bit. I hated when he said stuff like that. He picked me up bridal style and carried me into the bedroom.

John's POV
"John if you don't eat something I'm going to kick your ass." I looked up at me mom and rolled my eyes. "You have to get better and just live with what happened.you lost her once, you can deal with it again." 
"This time was different mom. I thought maybe she had come to her senses and realized that I was her one and only. I haven't been with anyone since she left 4 years ago. I waited all these years knowing that she would eventually come back and she did. I had a reason not to sign those papers and it actually worked. When I saw her standing on the porch, I knew I had her back. When we went to the lake that day and kissed, I knew she still cared about me. And when she came to the show and end up in my bed, I knew she still loved me and wanted to be with me. But I guess I was wrong about all those things." My mom placed her hand over mine.
"John if she truly follows her heart, she will know which guy to pick. It might be you or it might be that other guy. You just have to be patient and wait." 
"Thanks mom."
I got up from the chair and walked out the front door. I hopped into my pickup truck and started driving. I wasn't sure where I wanted to go but driving always cleared my head. I soon knew where I wanted to go. I drove down the gravel road and parked near the stone monument. I felt bad because I didn't have any flowers to place down but I noticed someone already placed fresh ones down. Mason must had come here before she left.
"Hey baby girl. Long time no see right." I ran my hand through my hair and looked at the words written on the tombstone.
Paisley Belle O'Callaghan.
March 26, 2007 - February 21, 2008
Perfect little angle loved by many. 
"Oh Paisley, daddy messed up badly. I should have know mommy wasn't happy after you were gone. I was so mean to her and I really didn't care. I went out and partied and got drunk, never really thinking about her. When she left I said it was her own fault. I told myself that I was doing everything right and she was the one messing up. After about year, I knew that it was truly my fault. I should have been there for her and not fought with her during that time. She's the love of my life and Im never going to get to see her again unless I do something about it. But I really don't know what to do. I don't want to ruin something that she is looking forward to just to satisfy my own feelings. Your mommy is with someone she really cares about and there's nothing I can do about that. I'm sorry for just venting to you about all this stuff. I can get myself into some real good messes can't I?" I chuckled to myself and picked at the grass. "Paisley Belle I miss you so damn much. You were the light of my life and now without you or mama, that light has blown out. I'm sorry I wasn't there to watch you grow and start exploring things for yourself. I just wanted to see you grow up, walk you into your first day of school, chase away all the boys who wanted to date you. You  will always be my baby girl and I promise I'll come visit you more. I can't believe I waited two long years to come back here. That's one thing that will prove I'm not the best father in the world. I love you so much Paisley." I placed a kiss on her tombstone and got up from the ground. I wiped away the tears that were falling and started walking back to the truck. I took a cigarette out of ,y back pocket and lit it up. I usually don't smoke that much; only when I'm really stressed. I started the truck up and quickly drove away. All I wanted was my family back together but I knew that might never happen. 

Mason's POV
I woke up the next morning and saw Luke sound asleep next to me. Waking up next to Luke was a lot different than waking up next to John. Luke never liked snuggling or when I would place soft kisses on his skin the next morning after sex. He never went to sleep with me wrapped up in his arms. When we got done having sex, he would give me a peck on the cheek and turn the opposite way.  Now with John, we would spend almost the whole night just talking about random stuff. He would have his arms wrapped around me and wouldn't even let go when I had to use the bathroom or something. And when I woke up I would place tiny kisses on his body and softly stroke his face. John and Luke were from different worlds. It was like they came from different boy plants. Luke came from the planet of hardly any emotions and John came from the one full of emotions. I loved Luke with all my heart but I still wondered if he would give that emotion that I need. 
"What are you doing up so early?" I looked down at him and shrugged. 
"I guess I wasn't tired anymore." I went to give him a kiss but he blocked my lips. 
"Babe, remember we both have to brush our teeth before we kiss. I don't want to taste your morning breath." He threw back the covers and walked into the bathroom. 
"Macy can you please come and get my pajamas and wash them for me." I rolled my eyes and walked over to the bathroom door. Luke's hand reached out of the door and handed me the discarded clothing. Another thing Luke did after sex was put his pajamas on. He had a silk pajama set that cost almost as much as my rent does. He would make me put on my pjs as well. I alwAys thought that was kind of strange but I just let it slide. When John and I would make love, we stayed naked until the next day. If I ever thought about putting on my pajamas, John would freak out. He liked the fact that we were both exposed to one another. 
"My mother wants to talk with you about the wedding today. She said to meet her at Tiffanys on Fifth Avenue." Why in the world would Lillian want to see me after all the drama she caused back in Arizona? " Why does she want to see me?" I walked into the bathroom and opened up the shower curtain. Luke jumped back I surprise and gave me an irritated look.
"Geez Macy, can't you wait until I get out of the shower?" he pulled the curtain closed and continued his shower. I really wanted to know why she wanted to see me. Last time we saw one another, she was calling me all sorts of names. Now she wanted me to meet her at the Tiffany store? What the fuck?