The hardest part of this is leaving you.

I awoke next morning at around 3.30.
I hadn't been sleeping all night.
I had three dreams or beautiful nightmares and Pedicone was in all of them.
I didn't know what was happening but I could still see his face and how beautiful he was.

I rubbed my eyes and sat up. I took up my phone which was sitting on my nightstand.
No messages. No calls, not even my alarm was on.
I was actually hopping that Gerard would call me so that we would hang out so that I could see my Pedicone again.
Well he wasn't mine but in my mind he was.
He was my Pedi and I was his Mikey.
I know that I had only known him for a day but I could seriously see my self with him in the future.
I loved him already.

I stood up from the bed.
Butter was still sleeping in her basket.

I went down to the kitchen and got myself some apple juice.
And went over to the couch and settled down turning the TV on.
My favourite show was on, CSI.
I liked action and the best thing that it was a marathon. This was going to be one goddamned good day.