My Tattooed Angel
You brought me my bullets you brought me your love
I woke up and I feel great. Brian left this morning for California, Syn's all mine. I'm making myself a bowl of cereal. Brian comes up from behind me and pours himself a cup of coffee.
"Your dad approves of me." I say.
"How do you know that?" Brian asks.
"He told me last night when you were in the bathroom." I say.
"That's great, I knew he would like you." Brian says taking a sip of his coffee and leaning agented the counter.
"So when do I get to meet your family?" Brian asks.
I almost choke on the spoon full of cereal I put in my mouth.
"Oh god." Matt says covering his face with his hands.
"Dude, you do NOT want to go there." Zacky says with fear in his eyes.
"Why?" Brian asks.
"Since my parents we're never home, I lived with my 21 year old brother. That meant that he in change of me.
*Flash Back*
"Hey Zacky, you want to come over?" I ask playing with a cord of the phone.
"I though I wasn't allowed at your house anymore?" Zacky says.
"Well my brother's at a party, and won't be back until like 12:00AM. Wanna watch a movie?" I ask.
"Sure, but promise me nether of us will get in trouble." Zacky says.
"I promise." I say.
I hang up and set up the living room with a movie and some popcorn. Zacky is never allowed here, my brother hates him. Jay thinks he's no good, and a trouble maker. But I don't care what Jay thinks because I love Zacky and nothing he can do can break that. The door bell rings, I walk to the door and answer it.
"Hey." I say.
"Hey." Zacky says handing my daisy.
"Your cute." I say kissing his cheek.
I lead Zacky to the couch. I play the movie and sit down next to Zacky, gently leaning on him. He wraps his arm around my neck and the movie starts. It being really late, both Zacky and I fall asleep. I don't wake up until I hear the door slam. Oh shit, it's Jay.
"What the fuck is he doing here?" Jay asks.
"Nothing, we were just watching a movie." I say.
"I've told you over and over, he's not allowed here." Jay says.
"Give it a rest." I say.
"Leave." Jay says heading to the door.
"Maybe I should..." Zacky says.
"No, I can't him treat you like this." I say preventing Zacky from getting up.
"I said leave." Jay says.
"Why don't you like him, why can't he stay." I ask.
"Because he's no good. The only thing he wants is stick his dick in you." Jay says.
I look at Zacky, he looks so hurt. I know that's not true. I've known Zacky since 6th grade, he's not like that.
"I've had enough of this, will you just lay off." I say standing up.
"Have it your way." Jay says.
"I have to leave anyways, my mom doesn't know I'm here." Zacky says standing up.
"Alright." I say walking Zacky to the door.
"Out of the way Katie." Jay says pushing me to the floor.
I look up at Jay from the floor. He has a silver hand gun to Zacky's head. Zacky tries to escape but Jay just holds him tighter. He gulps and looks down at me.
"Now promise me, you won't ever see my sister again." Jay says.
"Never." Zacky says. I hear the gun click and Jay shoves it and puts the gun closer to Zacky's head.
"Zacky just do it." I cry pressing my forehead to the couch.
"I...I promise." Zacky says tears starting in his eyes.
"Now get the hell out of here." Jay says pushing Zacky out the door.
Zacky runs off. I stand up and look up at Jay, who looks satisfied with himself. He puts the gun on the table.
"I fucking hate you." I yell running up to my room.
I close the door and lock it. I look in the mirror, my dark make-up is running down my face. Zacky and I are over, and it's all Jay's fault. I have to get out of here. I pack my back pack with all the stuff the means something to me. I open the window and jump on to the roof. I'm going to Matt's, I don't care that he lives over a mile away, that's the only place I can go. I run all the way, something just kept me going. I climb up the side of Matt's house and on to the roof. I knock at his window.
"Matt." I whisper.
"Mathew." I say a bit louder.
Matt sits up in his bed and runs to the window. As soon as he opens the window, I collapse in his arms.
"Katie, what's wrong." Matt asks.
"Oh Matt." I say nuzzling my face into his chest.
"What happened, you look a mess." Matt says wiping makeup from my cheek with his hand.
"Jay pointed a gun to Zacky's head, and wouldn't remove it until he promised he would never see me again. If it wasn't for me telling him just to say yes, Zacky would be dead." I say.
"Oh my god." Matt says.
"I'm afraid to go back there." I say.
"I don't want you going back there. Your my best friend Katie, I don't want anything to happen to you. Your staying here. My parent's wont mind, I know they wont." Matt says.
"Ok." I say.
*End Of Flash Back*
"So for the next two years, I lived with Matt and his family. I asked my parents, they didn't care. The worst part is, they didn't do anything about Jay. They just...ignore it." I say.
"Wow." Brian says.
"I really didn't know that parents that well. All I knew was that they payed for everything that Jay and I needed. I never going to forgive Jay for that night." I say.
I know hearing that whole story was hard for Zacky to hear. I know for a fact, before he met Gena, he still loved me. Zacky almost died that night, and even though we we're forced apart. I think that night, we were still really good friends.
"Your dad approves of me." I say.
"How do you know that?" Brian asks.
"He told me last night when you were in the bathroom." I say.
"That's great, I knew he would like you." Brian says taking a sip of his coffee and leaning agented the counter.
"So when do I get to meet your family?" Brian asks.
I almost choke on the spoon full of cereal I put in my mouth.
"Oh god." Matt says covering his face with his hands.
"Dude, you do NOT want to go there." Zacky says with fear in his eyes.
"Why?" Brian asks.
"Since my parents we're never home, I lived with my 21 year old brother. That meant that he in change of me.
*Flash Back*
"Hey Zacky, you want to come over?" I ask playing with a cord of the phone.
"I though I wasn't allowed at your house anymore?" Zacky says.
"Well my brother's at a party, and won't be back until like 12:00AM. Wanna watch a movie?" I ask.
"Sure, but promise me nether of us will get in trouble." Zacky says.
"I promise." I say.
I hang up and set up the living room with a movie and some popcorn. Zacky is never allowed here, my brother hates him. Jay thinks he's no good, and a trouble maker. But I don't care what Jay thinks because I love Zacky and nothing he can do can break that. The door bell rings, I walk to the door and answer it.
"Hey." I say.
"Hey." Zacky says handing my daisy.
"Your cute." I say kissing his cheek.
I lead Zacky to the couch. I play the movie and sit down next to Zacky, gently leaning on him. He wraps his arm around my neck and the movie starts. It being really late, both Zacky and I fall asleep. I don't wake up until I hear the door slam. Oh shit, it's Jay.
"What the fuck is he doing here?" Jay asks.
"Nothing, we were just watching a movie." I say.
"I've told you over and over, he's not allowed here." Jay says.
"Give it a rest." I say.
"Leave." Jay says heading to the door.
"Maybe I should..." Zacky says.
"No, I can't him treat you like this." I say preventing Zacky from getting up.
"I said leave." Jay says.
"Why don't you like him, why can't he stay." I ask.
"Because he's no good. The only thing he wants is stick his dick in you." Jay says.
I look at Zacky, he looks so hurt. I know that's not true. I've known Zacky since 6th grade, he's not like that.
"I've had enough of this, will you just lay off." I say standing up.
"Have it your way." Jay says.
"I have to leave anyways, my mom doesn't know I'm here." Zacky says standing up.
"Alright." I say walking Zacky to the door.
"Out of the way Katie." Jay says pushing me to the floor.
I look up at Jay from the floor. He has a silver hand gun to Zacky's head. Zacky tries to escape but Jay just holds him tighter. He gulps and looks down at me.
"Now promise me, you won't ever see my sister again." Jay says.
"Never." Zacky says. I hear the gun click and Jay shoves it and puts the gun closer to Zacky's head.
"Zacky just do it." I cry pressing my forehead to the couch.
"I...I promise." Zacky says tears starting in his eyes.
"Now get the hell out of here." Jay says pushing Zacky out the door.
Zacky runs off. I stand up and look up at Jay, who looks satisfied with himself. He puts the gun on the table.
"I fucking hate you." I yell running up to my room.
I close the door and lock it. I look in the mirror, my dark make-up is running down my face. Zacky and I are over, and it's all Jay's fault. I have to get out of here. I pack my back pack with all the stuff the means something to me. I open the window and jump on to the roof. I'm going to Matt's, I don't care that he lives over a mile away, that's the only place I can go. I run all the way, something just kept me going. I climb up the side of Matt's house and on to the roof. I knock at his window.
"Matt." I whisper.
"Mathew." I say a bit louder.
Matt sits up in his bed and runs to the window. As soon as he opens the window, I collapse in his arms.
"Katie, what's wrong." Matt asks.
"Oh Matt." I say nuzzling my face into his chest.
"What happened, you look a mess." Matt says wiping makeup from my cheek with his hand.
"Jay pointed a gun to Zacky's head, and wouldn't remove it until he promised he would never see me again. If it wasn't for me telling him just to say yes, Zacky would be dead." I say.
"Oh my god." Matt says.
"I'm afraid to go back there." I say.
"I don't want you going back there. Your my best friend Katie, I don't want anything to happen to you. Your staying here. My parent's wont mind, I know they wont." Matt says.
"Ok." I say.
*End Of Flash Back*
"So for the next two years, I lived with Matt and his family. I asked my parents, they didn't care. The worst part is, they didn't do anything about Jay. They just...ignore it." I say.
"Wow." Brian says.
"I really didn't know that parents that well. All I knew was that they payed for everything that Jay and I needed. I never going to forgive Jay for that night." I say.
I know hearing that whole story was hard for Zacky to hear. I know for a fact, before he met Gena, he still loved me. Zacky almost died that night, and even though we we're forced apart. I think that night, we were still really good friends.