Love Is All You Need

I didn’t want to be here! Kirstie drug me out to the BTR music video shoot. Why? I have no idea! But I didn’t want to be here! I tried getting a few extra hours at the office, but nope. They told me they didn’t have any. URG! I’m stuck here!

As you could probably guess, Kendall and I haven’t spoken to each other. I can’t even look at the guy. All I can think about is… kissing him. And you know that’s kind of hard. I live in the same house with the guy. URG! Did I mention I didn’t want to be here?

But I was trying to keep it together. I didn’t have to talk to Kendall. Kirstie was here along with the other BTR boys. I could do this… I think.

“They all have such great voices,” Kirstie spoke up as the boys were ‘singing’. It was just the CD playing. It’s a music video!

“Yeah,” I agreed though.

“How did we sound, Kirstie?” Carlos asked, smiling at Kirstie. Aw.

“Amazing, as always,” Kirstie smiled back. Double Aw.

“But I sounded the best right?” Logan had to snicker as he hooked an arm around Kirstie’s shoulder. Yes, I got a sense of jealousy from Carlos.

“Nope, that’s me. Right, Ky?” James asked. Why talk to me!?

“I don’t know,” I shrugged, thinking way too hard about his question.

I looked around and caught a sight of Kendall’s gaze momentarily. I quickly dropped my eyes back to the ground though. My shoes looked pretty today.

“Ok, what is going on with you guys?” Kirstie asked, looking between her brother and I.

“What?” Kendall piped in with a little annoyance in his voice.

“You two are acting weird,” Logan had to add.

“No, we aren’t,” I replied, rolling my eyes.

“Yes you are,” James said through a snicker.

“You’re being really awkward around each other,” Carlos had to press on too.

“Something is up and I want to know what,” Kirstie said.

“We kissed, ok!” Kendall yelled and then stormed off.

He... just… said… that. So much for people not knowing, Kendall! As he walked off though, Kirstie gave me a hug since, apparently, I looked a little stunned. None of this was supposed to happen!

“That’s why you two have been acting weird?” Logan chuckled.

“Shut up, Logan,” I shot at him.

“Why are you so upset?” Carlos asked.

“It’s not everyday that you think you like your best friend’s brother… that happens to be one of my best friends too,” I snapped.

“Best friend’s usually make the best partners though,” Carlos went on.

I just looked at him oddly. What? Why did I find that so strange coming from him? But… they were kind of right. Kendall’s a nice guy… and he’s cute… and kind of shy that just adds to his cuteness.

Oh my gosh…

That’s why Kirstie was asking if I liked him! And that he likes it when the girl makes the first move. Ah! It all makes sense now!

“Go get him, Ky,” James smiled before giving me a push in the direction that he took off too.

As I got closer, I over heard him and Kirstie talking. The poor thing. He thought I would think that he was creepy now. Aw, no. I could never think that. Kirstie went on to try and build up his confidence, telling him what a great guy he is. Aw.

“You just think that because you’re my sister and you love me,” he argued with her.

“I’m not the only one who knows,” she replied.

“I know it too,” I couldn’t help but add once I walked around to stand in front of them. Kendall slowly brought his gorgeous eyes up to mine. To try and ease his mind, I sent him a small smile.

“I’ll let you two talk,” Kirstie said before walking off.

Once she was gone, I took her seat next to Kendall. The two of us sat her for a while, neither of us able to say anything. But then Kirstie words came back to me.

“You know Ky, Kendall likes it when girls ask him out. He thinks it’s pretty cool.”

With that in mind, I turned to Kendall and… took his hand in mine. He kept his eyes locked on our laced hands. I don’t know why, but it made me smile. He’s so cute.

“I’m sorry how I reacted the other day,” I started softly.

“No, it’s ok. I… understand,” he spoke gently.

“No, it’s not… I’m sure your feelings were hurt and that’s the last thing I wanted to do,” I told him.

“Really, it’s ok,” he said, looking up at me now.

“Kendall Francis, no it’s not,” I giggled at him. I got his cute little smile though along with those dimples.

“Middle name’s are never good in conversations,” he scrunched up his features cutely.

“It’s ok this time though, because… I think… you are an amazing guy… that is super cute,” I confessed, leaning over to rest my head on his shoulder. I’m really putting myself out there.

“I’ve always thought that about you,” he replied sending me a smile. “Well… minus the guy part,” he quickly added through a chuckle.

“Always? Like…” I started, looking up at him.

“You got really cute during your teen years,” he snickered.

“So did you!” I shot at him. “And then you got all these little groupies to follow your band and… I was jealous,” I pouted.

“Yeah, well… I never wrote a song about them,” he replied.

I looked at him oddly, having thoughts running through my head that I never thought would run through my head!

“I'm in love with you baby,
So I'll put it in a love letter.
It's yes-no, not maybe.
Can we get in the same boat together?
I've been goin' crazy when I think about you.
Cause the hardest thing I'll ever have to do is to tell you,” he sang softly.

“Nu uh,” I shot at him, trying so hard to hide a smile.

“It was bad,” he cringed playfully.

“That was always my favorite song, and it’s…” I tired to finish, but I just couldn’t.

“About you,” he finished for me with a nervous smile.

I didn’t know what to say! All I could do was smile. This boy is so cute… and he always has been. Why am I just finding this out now? But to try and have a reaction for Kendall, I reached over and kissed his lips softly.

“So… if I really did write you a love letter, you would choose?” he smiled through each and every word he spoke.

“Yes, no… maybe,” I teased, making him roll his eyes playfully. “I’d say, yes,” I went on, bringing his full smile through and those huge dimples. Oh my gosh!

He slowly leaned over and brushed his lips against mine. That’s it? We have this adorable moment and he just gives me this half kiss? Is he crazy? I gently cupped his smooth face with my hands, pulling him back in for a more proper kiss. Once we parted, both of us were breathless, but all we could do was smile as we rested our foreheads against each other’s. Did they need him on set? I can’t really remember. I’m too infatuated with the way he moves and how he sways by his gorgeous eyes.