The Inbetween.

The man left me there, freezing. I only looked upwards, unable to move my head any other direction.. Who was he? And..
And why?
I saw another figure walking towards me, thinking 'Oh shit.. Here he comes again'
With a weak smile, I understood who it was..

But I didn't understand Amanda when she spoke..

Nor did I understand the pain I was going through right this second.. With all the strength I could muster, my hands gripped Amanda's tightly and I pulled myself into a sitting position.
"I'm sorry.."
I looked down at my legs, now even more transparent than they had been.
"What.. I just, I'm sorry. I said I'd meet you at your house.."
I dropped her hands and forced my body to stand.
"Let's go.."

We walked out of the graveyard, but I was always just ahead. I just felt really weak.. And wanted to go home.
But I couldn't..
The thing I wanted, more than anything, was impossible. And I took it for granted when it was there.
Now, I only have Amanda.

"Stef.. What's up?" She asked, looking up at me. "I.. I saw everything."
I tilted my head, but then sighed and walked off.

Walked off back to my home.
Back to my mother.