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Love Is Love No Matter the Conditions
Chapter 11
We stayed there for a while just looking at each other and I started twisting my fingers with his until finally he said,
"You sung really well." His smile was ridiculously fantastic and he was giving me that stare that fangirls would die for. I just kept smiling up at him and said,
"Thanks." I felt some water drip down from my forehead to my bottom lip and in full knowledge of what I was doing licked it off. Finally he gave a little groan and kissed me, I could literally feel the passion radiate from his body. There was no hesitation as he traced my bottom lip with his tounge and I opened my mouth letting his tounge in. His hands left mine and one went to my waist and the other went to my lower back pulling me forward and crushing our bodies together, I could already feel him against me. I buried mine in his hair, pulling a little here and there and each time I did he let out a little moan. It was so attractive, we stayed there for a moment, our kisses a mixture of tounge and simple pecks, his hands roamed my back and it felt amazing. I took one hand away from his hair and brought it to his chest and grabbed a fistful of his shirt, I pulled away from him still holding his shirt and backed towards the wall. He looked confused until he realised I was giving him a look that said, 'Come here' his smile got wider and gently pushed me to the wall until I hit it with a small thud. Both his arms went around me and he leant down until our foreheads and noses were touching. I still had one hand on his chest and the other was on his arm. Both of us were out of breath slightly and in between breaths he said,
" I really want to, trust me." I didn't need him to tell me, I could feel just how much he wanted to. "I want it to be special, not a quickie after a show"
I laughed a little and my voice was all lusty and breathy.
"Such a gentleman" He laughed a little too and his hands cupped my bum. "Still"
"I'll make it special, i'll take you to dinner" He paused a little and added "No, i'll make you dinner. It'll be all candles and music and that shit." Even talking about romancing me he swore,
"Sounds fantastic" I kissed him some more and said, "I should probably get dressed now" He looked a little sad for a moment but nodded and kissed me once more and walked away. Before he got to far I moved quickly and slapped his bum. He turned round in shock and I just said,
"It was asking for it." He smiled a little but I could tell he was still a little shocked and walked out leaving me to get dressed. I did it quickly but thinking about Syn the whole time, I couldn't wait for our candlelit dinner. I needed to text Megan, we made a deal ages ago that when ever one of us had a sexy date like we had to go buy lingerie together. I know, we're freaks but we enjoy life. The only problem was that I had no time tomorrow so i'd have to text her what I needed and she'd have to buy it. I picked up my towel when i'd finished and came out of the shower room to find the guys all talking. They were talking about tomorrow and Aaron clicked off his phone and said,
"Right, we've spoken to our parents and they'll be at yours tomorrow with clothes for us. We'll come down too otherwise you and Syn will have about six bags. Meg's coming too." I nodded and looked for Syn, he was sitting on the sofa next to Zacky but his hair was still all spiky and messy and his face was still kinda flushed. I went over to him and he said,
"I've booked the train for us. It leaves at 7am and it's four hours. It leaves again at 6pm." He put an arm over my shoulders, the other one holding a beer. I wrapped my arms around his waist and said,
"I don't suppose you could have gotten a train at a decent time in the morning? I'm like a zombie at 7am" He chuckled a little and said,
"I tried to make it so you had a lot of time with your family. You can sleep on the train if you want." I smiled and turned to face the guys.
"What are the rest of you going to do tomorrow then?" Matt looked up and said,
"Just hang out probably. I want to go back to that cafe thing we went to earlier, the food there is awesome! We leave for Birmingham at like midnight so I think a drinking session is in order" He looked around to the other guys and was met with lots of approval."
"Cool, we should be back at like half ten." Ben said, I looked around to see a clock and it said 11:26 pm and I remembered that I told mum i'd phone her, plus I needed to text Meg.
"I'm gonna go back to the bus guys, I need to speak to my friend" I said and Zack said,
"Ok we won't be too long here." I smiled at them and went to kiss Syn but he said,
"I'll come with you" I smiled up at him and took my arms away from his waist and laced my fingers with his. There were loads of fans outside so he stopped to sign some stuff for them. I said hi to them and high-fived a few but left him outside and went into the bus. I picked up my phone and phoned Megan first, I wanted it to be a suprise for him so I had to speak to her before he came inside.
"Hey Meg!" I said because I hadn't spoken to her in a few days but being the wuss she is was asleep and in bed.
"Mhmmm?" was all she could muster.
"I love your enthusiam with speaking to your best friend for the first time in about three days. I need you to do a lingerie run for me."
"Your welcome, why?" I sighed and ran my hand through my hair.
"It's a long one, i'll tell you tomorrow but I need something purple and lacy." She groaned, probably into her pillow. Lazy sod.
"Ok, you better tell me all about Synyster Gates tomorrow."
"I can do one better, he's coming to the house tomorrow." She let out a little gasp and I could hear her sit up.
"I'm gonna meet Synyster Gates tomorrow?!"
"As long as you do me my favour"
"Yes! I'll do it first thing tomorrow. I need my sleep now, night!"
"Good, thanks. Night, love you!" I said it with a massive grin.
"Love you Luskii" Good, she was happy, I could tell because she used my nickname. I clicked off the call and settled in my corner of the sofa and phoned my mum. I put my feet up and played with the hem of my shirt as she answered.
"Hello child, how was the show?"
"Hello, yeah it was really good. They made me sing mind."
"Oh god. Poor people"
"Thanks!" I filled her in with the details of tomorrow and closed my eyes, leaning my head back and I was listening to her so intently talk about tomorrow that I didn't hear Syn come in. He must have crept across the bus and I didn't know he was there until he sat on me. I let out a huge 'Urhh', for such a ripped guy he weighed a ton. He stayed there crushing my ribcage as my mum said,
"What?! What happenned." He took the phone off me while I struggled to catch my breath and said,
"Sorry. I sat on your daughter." I glared at him while my mum answered, he replied back.
"Yeah i'm Syn, or Brian. How are you?" I could tell she would be confused but she must have answered because he said,
"Yeah i'm very well thanks but I think i'm gonna have to move or I may asphyxiate your daughter" I actually heard her laughing even though he'd stood up. I held my hand out for the phone still trying to catch my breath and he gave it and set about making me tea. He was learning fast.
"Thanks for trying to stop him killing me" I said while she was still trying not to laugh,
"Sorry child. Brian seems nice. What time are you guys coming tomorrow?" I couldn't help but noticing Syn had started dancing a little, I also couldn't help checking him out, damn.
"Lucy? You still there?"
"Yeah sorry, um we should be in the house at like half ten ish."
"Ok sweetheart, see you then."
"Night" I clicked off the call and put my phone up on the worktop and Syn handed me a mug of that fabulous liquid. I breathed in the smell before taking a sip and sighed. He sat next to me putting my legs up on his lap, resting his arms on them and stared at me while I smelled my tea. I glanced up to see him looked properly weirded out and said,
"What?"
"Are you a tea addict or something?" I smiled a little and nodded sipping my tea because it was ridiculously hot.
"Wow, I need to buy tea for when you come home with me." I just raised one eyebrow at him and said,
"Assuming I can come with you" He looked dissapointed for a few seconds but then grinned and said,
"Please, I'll work some of my Synyster Gates sexyness on your mum, she won't be able to resist." He added a eyebrow waggle to the end of his sentence and I burst into laughter. He didn't look amused,
"What? Are you doubting my sexy power?" I had to sit up so I didn't choke now my laughter was so strong. I put my cup down on the floor for fear of being scalded because my body had started shaking I was laughing because he was so serious when he said it. He began smiling and tickled my waist.
"You think that's funny eh?" I tried to gasp out a yes but my laughter overtook me and I ended up just gasping for air sounding like a fool.
"Cease! Peace!!" I managed to get out and Syn stopped and said,
"I will if you come here and cuddle with me." I looked up at him and smiled a little,
"Deal" He returned my smile,I picked up my cup and settled in between his legs, one either side of my body and I leant my head on his chest. He was sitting up so I could drink my tea at the same time, I put one hand on his thigh and held my cup with the other. One of his hands went on my left hip and he stroked my hair with the other.
"Seriously though, do you think your mum will let you come with me? We have two days off when we get home and then we're on tour for three weeks around America." I sighed as he twirled a strand of my hair round his index finger.
"I really don't know darlin'. She gives me a lot of freedom but I think going to a foreign country with a rock band for three weeks maybe pushing it." He kissed the top of my head and said,
"I hope you can, no matter what I'm gonna look after you. I think i've fallen in love with you." I sighed again and he kept lightly kissing my head,
"I really don't want to leave you either. I think I love you too" His arm went from my hip to my waist and squeezed me tight, pulling me closer which was pretty impossible. I laid my arm on top of his and put my cup back on the floor. I turned my head so my cheek was on his chest and inhaled, wow. He smelt good, it was a slight hint of beer, lynx and the very faintest bit of sweat, mixed together was positively heavenly. We layed there for a while until I could feel my eyes fluttering and fell asleep.
"You sung really well." His smile was ridiculously fantastic and he was giving me that stare that fangirls would die for. I just kept smiling up at him and said,
"Thanks." I felt some water drip down from my forehead to my bottom lip and in full knowledge of what I was doing licked it off. Finally he gave a little groan and kissed me, I could literally feel the passion radiate from his body. There was no hesitation as he traced my bottom lip with his tounge and I opened my mouth letting his tounge in. His hands left mine and one went to my waist and the other went to my lower back pulling me forward and crushing our bodies together, I could already feel him against me. I buried mine in his hair, pulling a little here and there and each time I did he let out a little moan. It was so attractive, we stayed there for a moment, our kisses a mixture of tounge and simple pecks, his hands roamed my back and it felt amazing. I took one hand away from his hair and brought it to his chest and grabbed a fistful of his shirt, I pulled away from him still holding his shirt and backed towards the wall. He looked confused until he realised I was giving him a look that said, 'Come here' his smile got wider and gently pushed me to the wall until I hit it with a small thud. Both his arms went around me and he leant down until our foreheads and noses were touching. I still had one hand on his chest and the other was on his arm. Both of us were out of breath slightly and in between breaths he said,
" I really want to, trust me." I didn't need him to tell me, I could feel just how much he wanted to. "I want it to be special, not a quickie after a show"
I laughed a little and my voice was all lusty and breathy.
"Such a gentleman" He laughed a little too and his hands cupped my bum. "Still"
"I'll make it special, i'll take you to dinner" He paused a little and added "No, i'll make you dinner. It'll be all candles and music and that shit." Even talking about romancing me he swore,
"Sounds fantastic" I kissed him some more and said, "I should probably get dressed now" He looked a little sad for a moment but nodded and kissed me once more and walked away. Before he got to far I moved quickly and slapped his bum. He turned round in shock and I just said,
"It was asking for it." He smiled a little but I could tell he was still a little shocked and walked out leaving me to get dressed. I did it quickly but thinking about Syn the whole time, I couldn't wait for our candlelit dinner. I needed to text Megan, we made a deal ages ago that when ever one of us had a sexy date like we had to go buy lingerie together. I know, we're freaks but we enjoy life. The only problem was that I had no time tomorrow so i'd have to text her what I needed and she'd have to buy it. I picked up my towel when i'd finished and came out of the shower room to find the guys all talking. They were talking about tomorrow and Aaron clicked off his phone and said,
"Right, we've spoken to our parents and they'll be at yours tomorrow with clothes for us. We'll come down too otherwise you and Syn will have about six bags. Meg's coming too." I nodded and looked for Syn, he was sitting on the sofa next to Zacky but his hair was still all spiky and messy and his face was still kinda flushed. I went over to him and he said,
"I've booked the train for us. It leaves at 7am and it's four hours. It leaves again at 6pm." He put an arm over my shoulders, the other one holding a beer. I wrapped my arms around his waist and said,
"I don't suppose you could have gotten a train at a decent time in the morning? I'm like a zombie at 7am" He chuckled a little and said,
"I tried to make it so you had a lot of time with your family. You can sleep on the train if you want." I smiled and turned to face the guys.
"What are the rest of you going to do tomorrow then?" Matt looked up and said,
"Just hang out probably. I want to go back to that cafe thing we went to earlier, the food there is awesome! We leave for Birmingham at like midnight so I think a drinking session is in order" He looked around to the other guys and was met with lots of approval."
"Cool, we should be back at like half ten." Ben said, I looked around to see a clock and it said 11:26 pm and I remembered that I told mum i'd phone her, plus I needed to text Meg.
"I'm gonna go back to the bus guys, I need to speak to my friend" I said and Zack said,
"Ok we won't be too long here." I smiled at them and went to kiss Syn but he said,
"I'll come with you" I smiled up at him and took my arms away from his waist and laced my fingers with his. There were loads of fans outside so he stopped to sign some stuff for them. I said hi to them and high-fived a few but left him outside and went into the bus. I picked up my phone and phoned Megan first, I wanted it to be a suprise for him so I had to speak to her before he came inside.
"Hey Meg!" I said because I hadn't spoken to her in a few days but being the wuss she is was asleep and in bed.
"Mhmmm?" was all she could muster.
"I love your enthusiam with speaking to your best friend for the first time in about three days. I need you to do a lingerie run for me."
"Your welcome, why?" I sighed and ran my hand through my hair.
"It's a long one, i'll tell you tomorrow but I need something purple and lacy." She groaned, probably into her pillow. Lazy sod.
"Ok, you better tell me all about Synyster Gates tomorrow."
"I can do one better, he's coming to the house tomorrow." She let out a little gasp and I could hear her sit up.
"I'm gonna meet Synyster Gates tomorrow?!"
"As long as you do me my favour"
"Yes! I'll do it first thing tomorrow. I need my sleep now, night!"
"Good, thanks. Night, love you!" I said it with a massive grin.
"Love you Luskii" Good, she was happy, I could tell because she used my nickname. I clicked off the call and settled in my corner of the sofa and phoned my mum. I put my feet up and played with the hem of my shirt as she answered.
"Hello child, how was the show?"
"Hello, yeah it was really good. They made me sing mind."
"Oh god. Poor people"
"Thanks!" I filled her in with the details of tomorrow and closed my eyes, leaning my head back and I was listening to her so intently talk about tomorrow that I didn't hear Syn come in. He must have crept across the bus and I didn't know he was there until he sat on me. I let out a huge 'Urhh', for such a ripped guy he weighed a ton. He stayed there crushing my ribcage as my mum said,
"What?! What happenned." He took the phone off me while I struggled to catch my breath and said,
"Sorry. I sat on your daughter." I glared at him while my mum answered, he replied back.
"Yeah i'm Syn, or Brian. How are you?" I could tell she would be confused but she must have answered because he said,
"Yeah i'm very well thanks but I think i'm gonna have to move or I may asphyxiate your daughter" I actually heard her laughing even though he'd stood up. I held my hand out for the phone still trying to catch my breath and he gave it and set about making me tea. He was learning fast.
"Thanks for trying to stop him killing me" I said while she was still trying not to laugh,
"Sorry child. Brian seems nice. What time are you guys coming tomorrow?" I couldn't help but noticing Syn had started dancing a little, I also couldn't help checking him out, damn.
"Lucy? You still there?"
"Yeah sorry, um we should be in the house at like half ten ish."
"Ok sweetheart, see you then."
"Night" I clicked off the call and put my phone up on the worktop and Syn handed me a mug of that fabulous liquid. I breathed in the smell before taking a sip and sighed. He sat next to me putting my legs up on his lap, resting his arms on them and stared at me while I smelled my tea. I glanced up to see him looked properly weirded out and said,
"What?"
"Are you a tea addict or something?" I smiled a little and nodded sipping my tea because it was ridiculously hot.
"Wow, I need to buy tea for when you come home with me." I just raised one eyebrow at him and said,
"Assuming I can come with you" He looked dissapointed for a few seconds but then grinned and said,
"Please, I'll work some of my Synyster Gates sexyness on your mum, she won't be able to resist." He added a eyebrow waggle to the end of his sentence and I burst into laughter. He didn't look amused,
"What? Are you doubting my sexy power?" I had to sit up so I didn't choke now my laughter was so strong. I put my cup down on the floor for fear of being scalded because my body had started shaking I was laughing because he was so serious when he said it. He began smiling and tickled my waist.
"You think that's funny eh?" I tried to gasp out a yes but my laughter overtook me and I ended up just gasping for air sounding like a fool.
"Cease! Peace!!" I managed to get out and Syn stopped and said,
"I will if you come here and cuddle with me." I looked up at him and smiled a little,
"Deal" He returned my smile,I picked up my cup and settled in between his legs, one either side of my body and I leant my head on his chest. He was sitting up so I could drink my tea at the same time, I put one hand on his thigh and held my cup with the other. One of his hands went on my left hip and he stroked my hair with the other.
"Seriously though, do you think your mum will let you come with me? We have two days off when we get home and then we're on tour for three weeks around America." I sighed as he twirled a strand of my hair round his index finger.
"I really don't know darlin'. She gives me a lot of freedom but I think going to a foreign country with a rock band for three weeks maybe pushing it." He kissed the top of my head and said,
"I hope you can, no matter what I'm gonna look after you. I think i've fallen in love with you." I sighed again and he kept lightly kissing my head,
"I really don't want to leave you either. I think I love you too" His arm went from my hip to my waist and squeezed me tight, pulling me closer which was pretty impossible. I laid my arm on top of his and put my cup back on the floor. I turned my head so my cheek was on his chest and inhaled, wow. He smelt good, it was a slight hint of beer, lynx and the very faintest bit of sweat, mixed together was positively heavenly. We layed there for a while until I could feel my eyes fluttering and fell asleep.