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Love Is Love No Matter the Conditions
Chapter 8
I lay there just thinking about having to leave him in six days, I really didn't want to but I had to go to college. I really wanted to be with Syn.
"After tour i'm coming back to you, there's no way i'm leaving you alone." He finally broke the horrible silence between us. I put a hand on his chest, I knew I needed to get him in a better mood for the show in a few hours. He took my hand and brought it to his lips and kept it there. I cwtched into his chest wanting to be as close as possible.(For you American readers, that's like snuggled. It's a welsh word sorry:) ) I began to feel sleepy and I guess I fell asleep because I woke up and felt Syn playing with a strand of my hair. I moved up a little because i'd managed to move down so my head was on his stomach. I turned to look at him and he was already looking at me.
"What's the time?" I leant back he could reach his phone out of his pocket and said,
"Four" Wow, I'd been sleeping nearly two hours.
"Did you sleep too?" He put his phone back in his pocket and looked around making it obvious he hadn't.
"You're really cute when you sleep, you make funny snorey snuffly noises" I could feel myself blushing a little and I looked down so he couldn't see, he smiled at me and took my chin in his hand and gently pulled my face up so my eyes met his. He had the most gorgeous brown eyes I'd seen in my life.
"What time does the show start?" He put one hand behind his head but kept one on my back.
"The Blackout go on at half seven and we go on at half eight" He just kept looking at me, it was incredibly distracting when I was trying to think.
"Well we have a good few hours to kill then"
"Yep, the guys'll probably come and get changed soon then go out for a drink and we have to be in the arena before The Blackout start to get ready"
"Are you going to go out with them?" I said,
"Not if you don't want me to" I smiled at him because of just how ridiculously sweet he was. He took the hand from behind his head and started stroking the side of my face. "Plus i'd much rather stay here with you" He pulled on my chin towards his face and I leant into him. His hand moved from my chin to the side of my face while we kissed, I kept one hand on his chest and moved the other to the back of his neck and turned round so our bodies were together and I felt something poking against my stomach so I knew he liked it. His hand moved from my back to my thigh brushing my bum as it went down and I moved my hand to join the other one at the back of his clasping them together. His hand was still at my face so I moved it down to my waist and signified I wanted the kiss to get deeper and parted my lips and he instantly got the hint and responded with his tounge. I remembered what he'd said this morning and gently unclapsed my hands to get a fistful of his hair and started tugging on it, I broke away as I did it and a small moan came from his mouth and I could feel him getting harder. I used this time to sit up so I was straddling his hips instead of lying on him, despite my grip on his hair he pulled forward to kiss my neck, starting at the side but ending up at my collarbone. He stayed there for a few minutes kissing and nipping my collarbone and neck until I pushed him back into the sofa. He looked shocked until I began kissing him again and moving my hips until they were straddling his thighs just above his knees. I leant forward and started kissing him and pulled on the hem of his shirt, he realised what I wanted and gently sat forward so he could pull his shirt over his head and threw it, I pushed him back again and began kissing his neck and moving down to his chest. I looked up just in time to see his eyes roll back and he leant his head against the wall above the sofa, I sat up and looked at his tattoos, he opened his eyes to see why i'd stopped but I was too busy studying his 'forever' tattoo. Yeah, there I was straddling a shirtless Synyster Gates who was getting rather excited and I chose this time to check out his tattoo's, I am officialy a fool. He was looking at me all confused and it was incredibly sexy, his hair was all fluffy and completley in a mess and his face was slightly flushed. I looked up at him and said,
"Sorry, I get easily distracted, this tattoo is amazing" He moaned a little, clearly he wanted more. I leant forward again but this time I leant over him on my knees so that I could look down on him. I resumed kissing him but put my hands on his hips and he put one on my bum and the other was making it's way up my ribs and still going up. I felt it reach my breast and he kept it there while we kept kissing but it was that moment in a mix of our moans we heard a shout,
"Guys! I told you already! We all have to sit on there!" We both knew it was Matt and probably the rest of the guys without looking and his eyes opened wide like a kid who'd been caught with his hands trying to sneak a cookie, only I was the cookie. I sighed and took my hands off his hips and used them to push myself up so I was now straddling his hips again with my hands on his stomach so I could look at the guys. Indeed they were all there looking really shocked and on the verge of laughter because we'd been caught,
"How about I buy this part of the sofa? I'm rather fond of it" I said,
"I'll have a word with the bus company when we get home" Matt said with a wink and added "So I assume you guys aren't coming to dinner?"
"I've had an idea, if we go to dinner tonight then we could go meet your family tomorrow morning and come back in the night before we leave for Birmingham" I looked back at Syn and said,
"Yeah! Good idea" I leant back down to kiss him and said, "I'll go get ready" I got up and left him lying on the sofa shirtless and went to the bathroom to find the blue banana bag and started to get ready. Ten minutes later I heard a knock on the door and opened it a little to find Syn standing there,
"Me, Matt, Johnny, Arin, Connor, Ben and Aaron are going to find a resteraunt. Zacky wants a shower so wait for him here and he'll take you to the resteraunt, there's a make-up bag on the worktop. Any preferences?" I knew instantly,
"Italian please" He smiled and went to push the door open further, I fought agaisnt it and said,
"Nu uh, you can wait until I get to the resteraunt" I opened a little more just so I could get my head through and kiss him, I broke away and saw him smile before I closed the door. I waited until I heard them all go and came out wearing the dress and heels and looked in the mirror at the end of the bus. I have to say I didn't look terrible, I found a set of straightners and started on my hair, after that Zacky came back in and looked me up and down and said,
"You look nice" I smiled and replied,
"Thanks, when are we going to meet them?"
"When they ring and tell us where we're going" I sat down and looked though the make-up bag, they were american products so I wasn't familiar but I found what I needed.
"Syn is completley smitten with you" Zacky said,
"Well then it's a good thing i'm very fond of him too" I said winking at him, he smiled and said,
"I think you appeared at just the right time, his divorce was pretty messy and he went all depressed and it was bad" I turned back to my makeup and said,
"I'm not going to hurt him like she did if that's what you mean"
"No, I can tell that. I just thought i'd let you know he's pretty much in love with you" He must have seen my look in the mirror because he came up to me and put a hand on my shoulder, "It's gonna kill him to leave you" I sighed because I knew it was true.
"I'll speak to my mum tomorrow, I don't want to leave him either Zack." He looked at me and I met his eyes and he said,
"Ok." He phone rung and he walked over to answer it,
"Hello" he paused to listen, "Ok. We'll be there in about ten" He went and picked up a jacket and said, "We're going to this place called 'Ask' i'll call us a taxi" I quickly checked my hair, make-up and my dress and realised I didn't have a jacket, I really was a fool. 'Oh well, it'll be warm in the taxi and resteraunt and then i'll have Syn to keep me warm' I giggled a little at that last thought.
"After tour i'm coming back to you, there's no way i'm leaving you alone." He finally broke the horrible silence between us. I put a hand on his chest, I knew I needed to get him in a better mood for the show in a few hours. He took my hand and brought it to his lips and kept it there. I cwtched into his chest wanting to be as close as possible.(For you American readers, that's like snuggled. It's a welsh word sorry:) ) I began to feel sleepy and I guess I fell asleep because I woke up and felt Syn playing with a strand of my hair. I moved up a little because i'd managed to move down so my head was on his stomach. I turned to look at him and he was already looking at me.
"What's the time?" I leant back he could reach his phone out of his pocket and said,
"Four" Wow, I'd been sleeping nearly two hours.
"Did you sleep too?" He put his phone back in his pocket and looked around making it obvious he hadn't.
"You're really cute when you sleep, you make funny snorey snuffly noises" I could feel myself blushing a little and I looked down so he couldn't see, he smiled at me and took my chin in his hand and gently pulled my face up so my eyes met his. He had the most gorgeous brown eyes I'd seen in my life.
"What time does the show start?" He put one hand behind his head but kept one on my back.
"The Blackout go on at half seven and we go on at half eight" He just kept looking at me, it was incredibly distracting when I was trying to think.
"Well we have a good few hours to kill then"
"Yep, the guys'll probably come and get changed soon then go out for a drink and we have to be in the arena before The Blackout start to get ready"
"Are you going to go out with them?" I said,
"Not if you don't want me to" I smiled at him because of just how ridiculously sweet he was. He took the hand from behind his head and started stroking the side of my face. "Plus i'd much rather stay here with you" He pulled on my chin towards his face and I leant into him. His hand moved from my chin to the side of my face while we kissed, I kept one hand on his chest and moved the other to the back of his neck and turned round so our bodies were together and I felt something poking against my stomach so I knew he liked it. His hand moved from my back to my thigh brushing my bum as it went down and I moved my hand to join the other one at the back of his clasping them together. His hand was still at my face so I moved it down to my waist and signified I wanted the kiss to get deeper and parted my lips and he instantly got the hint and responded with his tounge. I remembered what he'd said this morning and gently unclapsed my hands to get a fistful of his hair and started tugging on it, I broke away as I did it and a small moan came from his mouth and I could feel him getting harder. I used this time to sit up so I was straddling his hips instead of lying on him, despite my grip on his hair he pulled forward to kiss my neck, starting at the side but ending up at my collarbone. He stayed there for a few minutes kissing and nipping my collarbone and neck until I pushed him back into the sofa. He looked shocked until I began kissing him again and moving my hips until they were straddling his thighs just above his knees. I leant forward and started kissing him and pulled on the hem of his shirt, he realised what I wanted and gently sat forward so he could pull his shirt over his head and threw it, I pushed him back again and began kissing his neck and moving down to his chest. I looked up just in time to see his eyes roll back and he leant his head against the wall above the sofa, I sat up and looked at his tattoos, he opened his eyes to see why i'd stopped but I was too busy studying his 'forever' tattoo. Yeah, there I was straddling a shirtless Synyster Gates who was getting rather excited and I chose this time to check out his tattoo's, I am officialy a fool. He was looking at me all confused and it was incredibly sexy, his hair was all fluffy and completley in a mess and his face was slightly flushed. I looked up at him and said,
"Sorry, I get easily distracted, this tattoo is amazing" He moaned a little, clearly he wanted more. I leant forward again but this time I leant over him on my knees so that I could look down on him. I resumed kissing him but put my hands on his hips and he put one on my bum and the other was making it's way up my ribs and still going up. I felt it reach my breast and he kept it there while we kept kissing but it was that moment in a mix of our moans we heard a shout,
"Guys! I told you already! We all have to sit on there!" We both knew it was Matt and probably the rest of the guys without looking and his eyes opened wide like a kid who'd been caught with his hands trying to sneak a cookie, only I was the cookie. I sighed and took my hands off his hips and used them to push myself up so I was now straddling his hips again with my hands on his stomach so I could look at the guys. Indeed they were all there looking really shocked and on the verge of laughter because we'd been caught,
"How about I buy this part of the sofa? I'm rather fond of it" I said,
"I'll have a word with the bus company when we get home" Matt said with a wink and added "So I assume you guys aren't coming to dinner?"
"I've had an idea, if we go to dinner tonight then we could go meet your family tomorrow morning and come back in the night before we leave for Birmingham" I looked back at Syn and said,
"Yeah! Good idea" I leant back down to kiss him and said, "I'll go get ready" I got up and left him lying on the sofa shirtless and went to the bathroom to find the blue banana bag and started to get ready. Ten minutes later I heard a knock on the door and opened it a little to find Syn standing there,
"Me, Matt, Johnny, Arin, Connor, Ben and Aaron are going to find a resteraunt. Zacky wants a shower so wait for him here and he'll take you to the resteraunt, there's a make-up bag on the worktop. Any preferences?" I knew instantly,
"Italian please" He smiled and went to push the door open further, I fought agaisnt it and said,
"Nu uh, you can wait until I get to the resteraunt" I opened a little more just so I could get my head through and kiss him, I broke away and saw him smile before I closed the door. I waited until I heard them all go and came out wearing the dress and heels and looked in the mirror at the end of the bus. I have to say I didn't look terrible, I found a set of straightners and started on my hair, after that Zacky came back in and looked me up and down and said,
"You look nice" I smiled and replied,
"Thanks, when are we going to meet them?"
"When they ring and tell us where we're going" I sat down and looked though the make-up bag, they were american products so I wasn't familiar but I found what I needed.
"Syn is completley smitten with you" Zacky said,
"Well then it's a good thing i'm very fond of him too" I said winking at him, he smiled and said,
"I think you appeared at just the right time, his divorce was pretty messy and he went all depressed and it was bad" I turned back to my makeup and said,
"I'm not going to hurt him like she did if that's what you mean"
"No, I can tell that. I just thought i'd let you know he's pretty much in love with you" He must have seen my look in the mirror because he came up to me and put a hand on my shoulder, "It's gonna kill him to leave you" I sighed because I knew it was true.
"I'll speak to my mum tomorrow, I don't want to leave him either Zack." He looked at me and I met his eyes and he said,
"Ok." He phone rung and he walked over to answer it,
"Hello" he paused to listen, "Ok. We'll be there in about ten" He went and picked up a jacket and said, "We're going to this place called 'Ask' i'll call us a taxi" I quickly checked my hair, make-up and my dress and realised I didn't have a jacket, I really was a fool. 'Oh well, it'll be warm in the taxi and resteraunt and then i'll have Syn to keep me warm' I giggled a little at that last thought.