Status: Please don't report this, it's a story to me. It helps me get some things off my chest and express who I really am.
30 Letters in 30 Days
Day30: My Reflection in the Mirror
My Reflection in the Mirror:
I’ll admit, there are things I want to change. I want to change my smile, my hair, my eyes, my weight, my height. I’m trying to love me for who I am, but it’s really hard sometimes…
When I was younger, a couple people used to make fun of me, and I still feel insecure about myself to this day. People complain I'm shy, quiet, and insecure; I can't help it, sorry, blame people in my past; I wouldn't have been this way if it wasn't for them.
I'm starting to feel better to myself, all thanks to my friends, I feel more outgoing and confident, but I still have a long ways to go before I'm fully comfortable with myself; doing the Drama Club helps, a lot, but I still need to work on feeling better about myself.
I’ll admit, there are things I want to change. I want to change my smile, my hair, my eyes, my weight, my height. I’m trying to love me for who I am, but it’s really hard sometimes…
When I was younger, a couple people used to make fun of me, and I still feel insecure about myself to this day. People complain I'm shy, quiet, and insecure; I can't help it, sorry, blame people in my past; I wouldn't have been this way if it wasn't for them.
I'm starting to feel better to myself, all thanks to my friends, I feel more outgoing and confident, but I still have a long ways to go before I'm fully comfortable with myself; doing the Drama Club helps, a lot, but I still need to work on feeling better about myself.
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YESSS!! It's finally over! I'm surprised I was able to do the whole thing, and I only missed a few days, but those days were impossible for me to do, sooo, yeah I feel happy; this had become part of my daily rutuine, so it's going to be weird for me to not have to do this anymore.Readers: 44; Subscribers: 3; Comments: 6
Jeez, 44 people read the letters, and I'm pretty sure all but one of those 44 people are people I've never met, so it's weird to know people I've never met had read my personal letters; it's all fine though, it makes me feel like some people care, because really not that many people care about how I in real life.
Oh, I'm going to do a 30 Letters in 30 Days One Year Later in August; I put it on my calender in my phone so I can't forget.
And one last thing, thanks for reading; it feels nice to know people will read about people they don't know. Especially thanks to the person who messaged me about the guy in Day02; you helped me.
Ok, I'll stop now, this author's note is bigger than the actual letter...