I'll Let You Live.

I laid there for I don't know how much longer until my curtain opened and my eyes came in contact with Oli's.

"Yeh gonna sleep all day?" He asked and I just nodded.

"Yeh still upset wif meh?"

I nodded once more and he sighed as he sat beside me, "I'm sorrah for yellin' at yeh and tellin' Tom that. It wasn't fair and I'm propa sorrah."

I nodded and he brought his fingers to my cheek.

"I neva mean ta hurt yeh, yeh know?" He whispered his brown eyes now sympathetic.

"I know." I said giving in of course.

"Get up and come out wif meh."

"Nah don't feel like it."

"Are yeh sick?"

"No."

He sighed and laid down with me wrapping his arm around my waist.

"Tell me what's tha matta so I can fix it."

I laughed, "you make it sound so simple."

"It is love."

"It's just, I dont know. I just have a lot on my mind lately."

"Like what?" He asked with confusion as if I was troubled or something. Well, I sort of am...

I shrugged and snuggled up to Oli, closing my eyes once my head hit his chest.

"Lexi, talk ta meh." He whispered his fingers running lightly up and down my back.

"Tom's nothing like you." I said randomly and his fingers stopped moving on my back.

"Well yeah, I know..." he said catiously as if he didn't know where this was going.

"I mean, he's beyond sweet, caring and just fun to be around but, he left me this morning and he doesn't smell like you." I said softly and my bunk grew quiet.

I didn't bother to cover up the silence. I didn't care anymore.

"Do yeh want him to smell like meh?" He finally asked.

I shrugged, "I just like the way you smell."

His fingers eventually started back up on my back again and I felt myself grow tired.

"Lexi?"

"Mhm?" I managed to get out.

"I wouldn't have left yeh." He said seriously before I dozed off to sleep again.

When I woke up again Oli was still with me which wasn't surprising. I rubbed my eyes and he looked at me from the book he was reading.

"Hey love."

"Why are you here?" I asked, "I mean, I don't mind, but still." I added on because I realized how rude that sounded.

A grin hit his lips, "we don't have a show until 5 and it's only 1 now. So why not?"

"Oh."

"We're stayin' in a hotel tonight." He said closing the book.

"Thank god. I want a real bed and a real shower."

He chuckled, "me too. Come on Lex. Get up. What's wrong?" He said with a serious tone.

"Nothing."

"Yeh lyin'. Come on. Rememba yeh hangin' out wif Max."

"Oh yeah."

He chuckled, "he'll cheer yeh up."

I sat up and messed with my hair.

"Did someone say or do anyfing ta yeh that yeh need ta tell meh bout?" He asked so seriously that I couldn't help but laugh, "no..."

"Then what's wrong!" He asked throwing his hands up dramatically.

"Oh my gosh nothing." I said hopping out of my bunk.

"Yeh a lyin' woman!" He called out as I walked to the bathroom laughing.

Once I was ready I walked out to see Oli waiting impatiently.

"Why yeh such a bird? Yeh take foreva."

"Oh, like you?"

He glared at me and a smile hit my lips as I reached out and grabbed his hand.

"Lets go."

He led me to you me at six's tent and a few of the guys were already sitting around which Oli began talking to. I stood there watching before someone almost knocked me over as they wrapped their arms around me causing me to squeal like a girl.

"Imagine if yeh were someone else! But I didn't think of that until it was too late." Max said causing me to laugh.

"Im sure if I was another girl I wouldn't mind since I'm standing at your tent."

He smiled as he dropped his arms from me letting me turn to look at him.

"So gonna hang out with me today?"

I nodded and he grabbed my hand, "good let's go." He said excitedly.

"Oli." I said a bit overwhelmed by this kid now, he began to laugh and gave us a wave as Max pulled me away.

I was going to kill him. Well, maybe not.

Max kept me entertained and laughing for the next two hours. He was awesome there was no denying that. He walked me back to bring me's tent since he had to go set up for their show.

"I'll see you later." He said with a smile before patting my head and running off.

"So?" Oli asked with an amused grin. I sat in his lap with a sigh.

"I love him."

He laughed, "figured yeh would."

"I think I want to marry him."

"Settle down lil bird." He said causing me to laugh as he wrappd his arm around my waist.

"Where's Tom?! I haven't seen him all day."

"I reallah have no idea."

I nodded and leaned against him.

"Tired all ova 'gain huh?"

I chuckled, "Max has too much energy."

He laughed, "yeh tellin' meh."

"I'm ready for the hotel."

"I know love." He said running his fingers over my arm.

"Not gonna go watch you me at six?"

"No."

"Josh is gonna be heartbroken." He teased.

"Well he can thank Max. How was your show?"

"Betta than yestaday that was sure."

I chuckled, "good."

"Where is the hotel we are staying at?"

"Not far from here. I dunno reallah."

"Can we go eat?"

"Settle down wif tha questions! And yeh know, yeh seem ta always be hungry."

I frowned and he kissed my nose, "but course we will go eat."

"Or maybe I'll just starve to death."

"Yeah, I'll fink not." He said picking me up as he stood from his seat.

"I'd rather sleep." I said wrapping my arms around his neck.

"Eat then sleep." He said kissing my forehead and I frowned, "but I'm really sleepy."

"Tough."

"Why are you so mean?"

He laughed, "I am no where near mean to yeh."

I nodded and he kissed my jaw, "am not."

"Are you going to room with me tonight?"

"If yeh want meh to." He said softly.

I nodded and he spoke, "but I'm so mean..."

I glared at him and he laughed, "hey! Yeh said it."

He said placing me on my feet so we could get some food.

Once we ate it was getting late and he held my hand on the way back to the bus.

"Go on up love. I'm gonna smoke." He said dropping my hand and I spoke, "you need to stop smoking it's bad for you."

He chuckled, "Gonna die one day anyways."

"Yeah but i'd prefer if you weren't still in your 20's when it happened."

"Can't predict death my love." He said the cigarette hanging from his mouth.

I glared at him and he gave me a grin, "don't look at meh like that." He said reaching out for my hand.

He pulled me to him and I wrapped my arms around him.

"Now you smell like smoke."

"Bullocks." He said rubbing my back as I laid against his chest.

"Fine. Now I'm going to smell like smoke."

He chuckled and leaned into my hair, "No. Still smell good."

"Of course you think so you're the one smoking."

He rolled his eyes and flicked the cigarette away.

"There. Betta?"

I nodded as he looked down at me.

He brought his hand to my cheek as his eyes stay locked with mine.

It had been too long since Oli and I had kissed and I now found myself hoping this would be the moment that changed.

He leaned in closer and kissed the corner of my mouth before he pressed his lips to mine. The feeling I got when he kissed me was something I never felt with anyone else. I think that's why we could never stop the mess we got in to because we both felt that way. At least I hoped he felt the same thing.

His hand moved to my neck and he held me to him as we kissed. He apparently needed it as much as I did because he seemed desperate with every kiss.

His tongue entered my mouth and I couldn't help but let a soft moan leave my lips as he grasped my waist tightly.

We both had no control. Which was the main problem.

I ran my hand into his hair, not wanting this to end. Of course it did when we heard someone clear their throat. I immediately jumped back as Oli leaned against the bus breathing heavily with his now disleveled hair.

We looked over to see Matty who had a huge smirk on his face.

"We're leavin'..." he said before walking onto the bus. I knew my cheeks were blood red and Oli looked back at me as he tried to fix his hair and I adjusted my shirt.

We said nothing as we entered the bus. His hand firmly against my lower back. Just his touch alone but me on fire.

Matty had an amused look plastered on his face and I rolled my eyes as I sat down beside him.

"See yeh two made up." He stated and I shoved him causing him to laugh.

"Where is everyone?"

"In tha back playin' xbox."

"And you aren't?"

"Nah. I'm tryin ta make sure my match makin' skills work."

"Shut up."

He laughed and patted my knee before leaving me be. I leaned against the couch and closed my eyes. What was I going to do?