Status: she found my poems the school told her!! its over. i cant go on here for a while!! sorry no updates!!
Invisible Scars
Stress & Tears
I'd like to start this part by saying thanks to all the people that have messaged me and have talked to me and tried to help- you really are helping me, thanks so much for caring <33
^ Ive.. started doing something.. well a few things.. and i guess i should if anywhere say them here...
one - which is more i guess unusual then anything- every time my mom talks to me- well insults me i block my ears... i just cant listen to her anymore.. i feel insane but it makes me feel better being unable to hear her words hurt me.. also..I've - when i get mad i hurt myself... well like I'll- i know I'll sound stupid or insane saying this but - - I'm not bipolar i promise! ;[ never mind i don't want to say it..
^I'm so scared that you all reading will do what others have done, that you'll saying I'm just looking for attention and then ignore me.. =''[
hell... I'm scared of a lot of things- too many things.. I'm such a coward =(
**ok maybe writing this right now was a bad idea- ill write more tomorrow- sorry?****
^ Ive.. started doing something.. well a few things.. and i guess i should if anywhere say them here...
one - which is more i guess unusual then anything- every time my mom talks to me- well insults me i block my ears... i just cant listen to her anymore.. i feel insane but it makes me feel better being unable to hear her words hurt me.. also..I've - when i get mad i hurt myself... well like I'll- i know I'll sound stupid or insane saying this but - - I'm not bipolar i promise! ;[ never mind i don't want to say it..
^I'm so scared that you all reading will do what others have done, that you'll saying I'm just looking for attention and then ignore me.. =''[
hell... I'm scared of a lot of things- too many things.. I'm such a coward =(
**ok maybe writing this right now was a bad idea- ill write more tomorrow- sorry?****