If This Is What You Wanted, Then Fire At Will.
BYOB
**Audie's POV**
I sighed contently as I snuggled deeply into my soft sheets, thinking of Gerard. I groaned and rolled over, not wanting to let myself fall for anyone. I deserved no one. I am a horrible human being. I bit my lip to keep from crying. Why am I so unlovable? Why can I love no one? Tears rolled down my cheeks. Once they came, the couldn;t be stopped. Silent pain flooded my insides. Taking a big, shuddering breath, I stood up and wiped the tears from my eyes. Running my bony fingers through my sloppy hair, I glanced at the clock again. 6:40. Stripping down to nothing, I scrambled into the shower, desperate to rid myself of these feelings that were taking over.
I sighed contently as I snuggled deeply into my soft sheets, thinking of Gerard. I groaned and rolled over, not wanting to let myself fall for anyone. I deserved no one. I am a horrible human being. I bit my lip to keep from crying. Why am I so unlovable? Why can I love no one? Tears rolled down my cheeks. Once they came, the couldn;t be stopped. Silent pain flooded my insides. Taking a big, shuddering breath, I stood up and wiped the tears from my eyes. Running my bony fingers through my sloppy hair, I glanced at the clock again. 6:40. Stripping down to nothing, I scrambled into the shower, desperate to rid myself of these feelings that were taking over.