You're Never Gonna Fit In Much, Kid.

Frank's POV

In a drunken daze, I leaned over and kissed Gerard. I couldn't concentrate on what I was doing and licked his nose. Smooth.

"Frankie, you licked me." Gerard giggled.

"I know."

I pulled off my shirt, Gerard smirked. "Frankie, what are you doing?"

I leaned back down and kissed him, smirking afterwards. "You'll see, Gee."

Gerard then pulled off his shirt, leaving us both in only our pants.

I pushed Gerard down on the bed and then jumped on him, proceeding to kiss down his stomach until I reached his pants. I then undid them and tore them on with my teeth. Gerard laughed at me.

"What?"

"Sexy."

I winked.

He then pulled off my pants and looked up at me, "I'm taking."

I smiled, knowing that Gerard understood, even while smashed that I couldn't take. Not again. Not for a while, at least.

I ripped off his boxers, and then mine.

I gasped at how big Gerard was.. He was huge. Bigger than I thought. He smiled at me and licked his lips.

"Gerard you just licked your lips."

"I know."

I laughed.

I moved up the bed and grabbed a pillow, putting it under Gee's ass.

His fucking nice ass, I might add.

God I'm hard.

I kissed Gerard, knowing that this was his first time with a guy. "This is going to hurt. I'm going to go really slow so you don't bleed, okay?"

Gerard nodded.

"I love you."

"I love you too."

I kissed him again and lubed up my fingers, slowly ticking the first one into his ass. He winced in pain and I frowned, "Baby I'm sorry."

I left it in for a while, moving it around. Is that how I do it? I have no idea, my dad never prepped me. God I'm confused right now.

I stuck a second one in and kissed Gerard again, who had tears forming in his eyes. When I felt in relax I moved my fingers again, in a scissoring motion. He nodded for me to go with the third one, so I did. I stuck the third in and Gerard gasped again.

"I'm sorry."

"It's fine."

I left them in for a while and then I spoke. "Um.. Gerard. Can I um.."

"Yeah."

"How are we gonna do this?"

I removed my fingers slowly, Gerard wincing.

"I'll get on my knees. I read that it's less painful."

"So um.. Doggy style?"

Gerard giggled, "Um, yeah."

This is so awkward.