Insecure Girl.

Looked up in the mirror and the only thing she seen was
a fat and ugly body never thought she was queen.

There she was, once again staring into her full length mirror in disgust. She was pointing and touching and squeezing every part of her body.

“So much. So much fat.” She pulled at the barley there skin on her stomach and cried out loud.

“Too much. Got to go. Got to go.” She was muttering like a mad woman as she walked towards her bathroom.

5 steps left.

I’ll be skinny.

4 steps.

I’ll be pretty.

3 steps.

I can’t wait.

2 steps.

Maybe this is the last time.

1 step

Here I go.

Yellow, orange, green colors floated in the toilet bowl as the young girl dislodged more contents.

After she was done, she looked into her bathroom mirror and growled. Not Enough

She inserted 2 fingers into her burning throat and threw up into the smelling bowl. This went on for 5 minutes, the horrible smell of vomit and tears filled the room as the girl sat crying into the bowl.

Sighing and wiping her tears, she tiredly got up and walked back to her full length mirror. Still she saw ugly and fat all over her stomach, arms, legs,thighs. Everywhere.

It's never enough.