Love Has its Ups and Downs

"Max, I don't think I want to do this, I'm nervous." Max groaned, "Come on Izzy! I paid for all this so we could have a special night, you can't change your mind now, please?" I sighed and nodded, "Ok Max." Little did I know that the next morning I would regret letting Max do that. Max knew why I was so nervous, I wasn't a virgin but the two guys I had sex with before used me and then left the next morning, I hoped Max wouldn't, I really did.

Situations are irrelevant now
She loves the way that I tease
I love the way that she breathes

I touched her (ooh)
She touched my (ahhh)
It was the craziest thing.

I love the girls who hate to love because they're just like me
A certain girl she took my hand and ran it up her thigh
She licked her lips and pulled my hair, I fall in love for a night

I woke up the next morning, expecting to see Max laying there, he wasn't. I sat up, tears in my eyes when there was a knock at the door, "Izzy? You in here? Bella told me to come get you." Ronnie, I got up and got dressed and opened the door and fell into Ronnie's arms, he caught me thankfully, "What happened?" I cried, "What do you think? Max got what he wanted and left me, like you said he would." Ronnie hugged me close to him, "I told you, but it still pisses me off that he did it, I hoped maybe, just maybe he loved you and would change even a little for you, I guess we were both wrong huh?" I nodded, he sighed, "Oh, Jacky wants to see you so do you wanna stay at my place for awhile?" I nodded again and walked down with Ronnie to his car, he drove me to his house.


She can't behave and I'm just a slave
Don't worry, I'll be gone when the morning comes.

Darling, what is going on?
Honestly that never happened
Lying is your favorite passion
Leave me, go where you belong
Higher heels and lipstick napkins
Dying is your latest fashion.

I know you love to insist and all it takes is a kiss and you just
Love to hate me.

You know you love all the lies so don't act surprised that I just
Love to hate you.

I kissed your lips you pulled my hair it was the craziest thing
I love the girls who love to hate

I walked in the house to see Jacky sitting on the couch playing his guitar, I sat next to him, "Hiya Jacky." He smiled and sat his guitar down, "Hi Izzy, how are ya?" I smiled, "Better than before, I can say that much." He hugged me and we talked for awhile, Ronnie, Derek, Mika, and Ryan all went out to get food, Jacky and I stayed at the house. We were in the middle of a movie when Jacky pulled me onto his lap and kissed me, surprisingly, I kissed him back and we were in a full on make-out session on the couch when the guys got back. I was embarrassed so I went up to the spare bedroom and went to bed.

(Whoa) Darling, what is going on?
Honestly that never happened
Lying is your favorite passion
Leave me, go where you belong
Higher heels and lipstick napkins
Dying is your latest fashion

Until my phone started going off

Darling (Leave Me), what is going on?
Honestly that never happened
Lying is your favorite passion
Leave me (Darling), go where you belong
Higher heels and lipstick napkins
Dying is your favorite passion...