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7.30 am. Alarm clock. Curse. Sleep.
7.45 am. Alarm clock. Double curse. Stand up. Shirt tie pullover. Clean boxers trousers. Coffee machine. Wait. Sip, sip. Crunch. Too old cereals. Sigh. Crunch crunch. Bowl in the sink. Toothbrush. Toothbrush? Shrug. Wash your teeth.
8.00 am. Take the key. Take the bag. Close the door. Rush down the stairs, rush down the street. Rain. Miss a bus. Scream scream. Can't. Bus, on it, on another, on an elevator, in your office. Write write write. Answer deny sigh curse.
1.15 pm. Lunch eat drink bathroom.
1.30 pm. Photocopies and papers and write write write.
6pm. Goodbyes, good evenings, good nights. Questions. Answers. Fake fake fake. Out of your office, on the elevator, on a bus, on another. Step 1 step 2 step 3 step 4 step 5 step Ger... GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR. Hit the head, hit the wall hit hit hit and then breath.
7pm. The key, the door. Out of the trousers, out of the pullover and tie and shirt.
7.03pm in the kitchen. Silence. On a chair. Silence. Eating. Silence. Drinking. Silence. Dish on the floor. Silence.
7.45 pm. Television. Commercial. Change. Commercial. Change. Laughter. Change. Sex. change. get up. MP3. LOUD. LOUDER. LOUDERRRRRR.
9pm. MP3 on the bedside table. Set the alarm. Set the 2nd alarm. Yawn. Fall on the bed.
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10.02.00 pm. Get up. Pills
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