Red Scars Shimmer on Your China Skin
Do have I to stay?
I’ve just came back from work. I sigh while I’m sitting. I need coffee and I know I haven’t any of it left. Plus I do not have enough strength to go out. April is too close.
I resolve to watch TV. I need something to distract me, someway. I sit on the couch and I start gazing the black, empty screen. The chatting, the faces, the smells, everything seems so useless.
Noises from outside, from the upstairs old lady leave me breathless.
It’s too quite in here, too boring. And is freezing without you.
And I realize I’m crying, again, and I realize I miss my breath and that I’m shivering and that I’m slipping on the floor.
Without being able to stop.
It’s dawning and at last the shadow of your lips begins to fade. I made love to you all night. But it did not keep you here. It did not make me feel better.
The sun is coming up and he carries you away.
I resolve to watch TV. I need something to distract me, someway. I sit on the couch and I start gazing the black, empty screen. The chatting, the faces, the smells, everything seems so useless.
Noises from outside, from the upstairs old lady leave me breathless.
It’s too quite in here, too boring. And is freezing without you.
And I realize I’m crying, again, and I realize I miss my breath and that I’m shivering and that I’m slipping on the floor.
Without being able to stop.
It’s dawning and at last the shadow of your lips begins to fade. I made love to you all night. But it did not keep you here. It did not make me feel better.
The sun is coming up and he carries you away.
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Thank you for reading it. And feel free to express your opinions, I'm sure they'll be helpful.Love G.
ps: I'm Italian so my English could be crappy sometimes. Feel free to insult me and correct me (and maybe forgive me)