Understanding What We Have Grown to Be

Two days after me and kyle made out in my bedroom the rest of the band and me decided to take a little road trip to Cedar Point in Ohio which is about a 3 hour drive from where we lived and since the guys already had a 15 passenger van we drove that. I was the only girl going but I didn't feel weird cuz the guys were like my brothers and I spent almost every minute of everyday with them. We left on Friday night right after school and we all went home to grab some clothes for the next few days and since it was Memorial day weekend we would come back Monday night so we had Saturday, Sunday and most of Monday away from parents and school. I went home and got some clothes and Lou followed in behind me
"Are you gunna go home and get some clothes?" I asked.

"I kinda got kicked out........again" He replied.

"Your parents really need to stop kicking you out" I replied "you can borrow some of Aidens' clothes"

Aiden was my older brother who was about the same size as Lou ans was hardly ever home probably at football practice or with his cheerleader girlfriend. Aiden didn't really like the guys or me hanging out with them for that matter. We didn't really get along we are on two opposites of the spectrum and the fact that all my friends were guys and his girlfriend was the head of the cheerleader squad and thought I was weird; he knew every cheerleader and their moms, so When I walked in my brothers room he wasn't in there I wasn't surprised so I told Lou to come in and grab what he wanted and back to my room so I could grab some clothes
"You know with your parents kicking you out it almost seems like you should move in" I said with a chuckle.

I didn't hear anything from Lou and I thought something was wrong as I turned around I saw him sitting there with his month open.

"Lou are you okay?" I asked.

"Yeah but that's a great idea! I mean we are like brother and sister and your parents love me!" He replied.

"Lou I was joking"

"I wasn't. It seems like I already moved in anyway with me always staying over. Oh c'mon!"

"Okay we will talk to my parents when we get back. We gotta meet the guys at Daves' now"

Lou and I walked out of my house and realized i forgot mine and Lous' ipod so I ran back inside and grabbed them. As Lou and I walked down the street we saw Aiden and his girlfriend driving down the street with no honk or wave we kept walking until we got to Daves' house which was only like three blocks from I lived when we finally got there we saw all the guys in Daves' yard waiting for us I went up to Josh and gave him a big hug and then saw Kyle and let him give me a peck on the cheek with out Josh seeing it. We all piled in and I sat next to Kyle and Josh rode in front and we sat in second seat behind Andy, Lou, Amanda (Lous new girlfriend who Kyle invited) and Eric. I plugged my headphones in my ipod touch and put my head on Kyle's shoulder and put my ipod on shuffle and I felt Kyles arm on my shoulder and he listened to his ipod and we would sneak kisses in every once in a while. I happened to fall asleep for the rest of the way to the park and woke up on kyles' lap which he much have put my head there so I could be more comfortable We got to the hotel at around nine o'clock that night and I went straight to bed because I was so exhausted with Josh right behind me as the rest of the guys went straight to the pool
"Are you dating Kyle?" Josh interrogated.

"No! Why would you say that?" I lied.

"Cuz You you two were sitting in the van together with your head on his shoulder"

"Kyle is like my brother and I won't do that to the band and I was tired"

"I just don't want you to get your heartbroken"

"Josh you have known me for how long? I'm tough as nails. You have to let me make mistakes myself and learn from them. You won't always be there."

"Ok your right. I'm sorry get some sleep we got a fun day ahead of us!"

"haha I know I'm excited! Goodnight" He gave me a kiss on the forehead and I feel asleep.