Irresistible Player

I was home with the man I love who was also my best friend and his sister. I was sitting next to him on my red couch in the living room as he was talking to his sister about the girl from the party last night. She didn’t matter to him. I knew that mush as that grin on his face just glinted in mischief.

Leica, his twin sister, just shook her head. She wasn’t mad at him, just disappointed in what he did with those girls but she wasn’t able to change him and sadly no one was able to tame him. She had given up on telling him to stop using these girls for sex and look for someone he cared about. His sister has said so many times. She was tired of seeing girls with wrinkled clothes and wet mascara staining their cheeks.

‘’Anna, what do you say?’’ I blinked at what he said. Did I daze off so far that I didn't hear him? I guess so.

‘’What?’’ I asked and he laughed. What a beautiful laugh, I kept thinking. Would he smile like that if I had told him what I really felt? Nah, I didn’t think so!

‘’Do you want to go out tonight?’’ He asked smiling at me. Gosh, his smile was to die for. I smiled back, nodding as I stared at his lip ring, wanting to run my tongue on it. Why did he have to be so irresistible? Those lips, I would give everything to make him mine, everything…

‘’Sure, why not?’’ I answered smiling back at him.

‘’I’ll pick you up around ten then.’’ He said getting up from my couch and walking away with his sister.

‘’Okay.’’ I shot back.

‘’I’ll see you in a while.’’ Leica said kissing my cheeks and I kissed hers.

‘’Yeah, see ya.’’ I waved her off. I was sure he wouldn’t come alone. I knew he would get his new girlfriend with him as always but I wanted to be with him. At least she was another one. It was no big deal actually seeing as he always dumped them sooner or later. It was the same as usual. He would be with her for what…three or five days? Or even a week? Then he’ll go after a new one as usual.

Why couldn’t I be like him? Have fun and live my life with no worries?

‘’Because you’re not a fucking whore.’’ A little voice said in my head.

That was true, I thought. Why should I think of him every fucking minute of my life?

‘’Because you are in love with him!’’ The little voice replied which was also true.