I Don't Believe in Fairytales

Waking up to loud snoring only made my terrible headache worse. My eyelids fluttered open before I attempted to sit up. As I tried to move my body in an upwards position I realized that I was completely naked. My green orbs widened as I turned my head towards Matt's sleeping form. I lifted up the black blanket to reveal Matt's nude body underneath making me drop the material out of my hand.

Closing my eyes and shaking my head, I couldn't believe this was happening to me right now. I tried to think of the events that occurred yesterday, but all I could remember was coming back from the lake and drinking that bottle of Vodka. The rest of my memory is blurry, but I could easily guess what happened.

My head was pounding from the hangover I had due to all the alcohol I ingested yesterday. That was so stupid of me because now I am regretting everything I did even if I don't remember most of it. I can not get over the fact that I slept with Matt especially of my own free will. All that I can think about is Brian and how I told him nothing would happen and how he shouldn't worry. I know Brian will be pissed at Matt, but he can't blame it all on him because he didn't force me to have sex with him at least that's what I think.

Standing up from the bed, I grabbed the blanket off of Matt's body and wrapped it around my own. I walked towards the bathroom stepping inside and locking the door behind so I won't get any surprises from Matt. Dropping the cotton material to my feet, my hand latched onto the light colored shower curtain moving it aside to step into the bathtub.

Turning on the hot water, I let the warm liquid cascade down my bare back. I wanted to scrub my body clean and erase all of the events of yesterday. If only it was that easy to make it all disappear. Grabbing the plastic bottle of shampoo I opened the cap before pouring the gooey liquid into my palm. I lathered the shampoo through my red hair before rinsing it out. Repeating the same action, but instead with my body I scrubbed the lavender scented soap all over my exposed skin.

Standing underneath the shower head the warm water covered every inch of my flesh. Once I was finished with my quick shower I turned off the shower faucet cutting off the water. Moving aside the shower curtain, I grabbed the white fluffy towel hanging from the towel rack. After wiping the droplets of water covering my body onto the cloth, I wrapped in around my nude self. I stepped out of the tub before making my way out of the bathroom.

Back in the bedroom Matt was still sleeping and it looked like he hasn't moved an inch since I left. Thank goodness he was sleeping on his stomach so I could only see his bare ass. I tried not to stare at him as I walked across the room to the closet. Opening up the white doors my eyes scanned over the limited amount of clothes I brought.

Picking out a pair of denim jeans and a black and white striped v-neck tee, I closed the closet doors. Not caring if Matt woke up and saw me naked since he had a full view last night, I removed the towel before quickly slipping on the clothes. Once I was fully dressed I strolled over towards Matt's limp body.

"Matt, wake up," I said, hitting the palm of my hand against the flesh of his back.

I called out his name louder, but he was still enveloped in a deep sleep. Reaching over his body, I grabbed the pillow I had rested my head on while sleeping. I brought the cushioned object over my head and slammed it full force onto Matt's head.

"Fuck," he muttered under his breath. He brought his head up as his hand rubbed the back of his scalp.

"Why the hell did you do that for?" He asked, turning his body towards me.

"Dammit, Matt, put some clothes on and take care of your friend so we can pack and get out of here," I said, averting my gaze away from his morning wood.

"What?" He asked, rubbing his eyes.

"You heard me, Matt, I want to go back to the house," I stated, leaving no room to argue.

I exited the room abandoning him naked and confused which is never a good combination together. He better hurry up so the quicker we get out of here the faster I get back to the house with Brian.



Within an hour all of our belongings that we had brought were packed up in the car and we were on the road back to the house. Earlier, Matt had bombarded me with questions on why I wanted to leave so soon, but I refused to speak with him. He stopped asking when he realized I did not want to answer any of his inquiries.

An uncomfortable silence developed between us in the car. My eyes stayed glue to the window as I gazed at the passing scenery. You could feel the tension in the air and it felt like I was standing on edge just waiting for it to shatter.

"Trinity," Matt said, breaking the silent atmosphere.

I did not tear my gaze from the window nor did I respond verbally to him. A loud groan filled the car along with the sound of Matt's large hand slamming against the steering wheel. Reluctantly, I turned my attention towards Matt to see his hands clutching onto the steering wheel with enough force to make his knuckles turn white.

"Can you please fucking tell me why you are not talking to me?" He asked through his clenched jaw.

"You know damn well why, Matt," I responded.

"Why? Because we fucking slept together!" He yelled, "Well, you certainly weren't complaining last night when you were moaning out my name as I pounded my dick inside of you."

"The only reason why we had sex together was because I was fucking drunk!" I shouted at him.

"I don't understand what the big deal is. We have had sex multiple times before, why are so you mad now?" He questioned.

"Because I agreed to give you another chance Matt since you said you wanted to change. I did not agree to that just so you could have sex with me," I explained.

"I did not tell you all of that just so I could sleep with you. I do want to change; I want to change for you, Trinity, because I have feelings for you," he said, tearing his gaze away from the road to lock eyes with mine.

This could not be happening to me. I can not handle all of this in one day it is just too much. I did not want to admit it to myself, but maybe I do have some feelings towards Matt. It made me feel horrible to think that because of the way that I feel for Brian. Shaking my head to clear my mind, I tore my gaze away from his to look straight ahead. My orbs widened when I saw a deer jump out from the woods onto the street right in front of our moving vehicle.

"Matt, look out!" I screamed out.

He swerved the car to the right trying to avoid hitting the animal. The SUV drove off of the road and tumbled down the grassy hill. The airbags blew open and punched me right in the face. It was all a big blur as the car flipped over and continued to roll down the bumpy slope. The side of my head slammed against the glass window creating an immense amount of pain to sprout.

The vehicle finally halted to a stop in an upside down position. The blood from my body was rushing to my head. I could hear faint noises, but I could not make out exactly what they were. The sounds were getting further away as my eyes fell shut. The pain in my whole body was too much to bear and I let numbness take over as I slipped into unconsciousness.