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I still like you....

I shouldn't but you know what? I still do...deal with it! If you have such a problem with it then you shouldn't have said all the things that you said to me because I believed all of it.

I mean I don't now but back then, I actually trusted what you said....Now that I know better...I feel like the dumbest person on the face of the earth! I feel weak and unimportant but....you don't really care do you?

Nope.

Liar.

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He made me feel so awesome. Then he left like they all did. And it hurt.....I can't tell him to his face because I hate him too much to talk to him. But at the same time I just want to burst into tears and tell him everything.

He hates me too. Though I can't really figure out why. He has no right to hate me, he lied not me. He betrayed my trust not me. It's frustrating as hell sometimes but I manage to deal with it. And I guess that eventually I will be okay.

But until I am, I'll just have to put my feelings in my pocket and deal with them.