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Ekfr-My bulletproof heart just busted

It's been 7 months since I fell in love with him. 7 Months
and I'm still not over him. I've tried hating him, loving him, even trying to find a new boy, but they're not the same.
So now I'm trying to fall for: (these names will be made up to protect they're privacy)

Turtle:Doesn't smile much, has a dark past, argues with me alot (maybe why he might like me?)
funny, quite fit and smart.

Squirt: Zones out alot, can be funny, cute, doesn't talk much, only when we're alone .Midget! ^_^

Penguin: The one I have the biggest crush on. Funny and cute but smart too. Although I found out very sickening things about him the other day that I shall not repeat (O_o) So maybe he's too into 'that stuff' for me? he is also a midget (smallest in my class xD) and abit overweight.

So what do you think? idealy i would want a boyfriend who is a goth too, but hey, in my school we don't have many boy goths. They are all my best friends-and girls. I guess Turtle is the closest to goth because he's an ex-metalhead or something. I seem to like my guys small and cute :/