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Panic.

Okay, so I wasn't scared of Amanda anymore.. But I couldn't trust anyone until she showed me that she did care. That she wasn't trying to hurt me..
I saw her gaze lift onto my chest, and at the purpley raised skin in that area.
But, I started to shake more as her hand reached out to touch me softlly.

Then it touched me..
She had touched me..
Amanda had touched me, touched my bare skin. It was one of the things I was absolutely petrified of. My wings moved and my feathers puffed out as I hid behind them - Much like the defense mechanism of a hedgehog.

As much as I tried to hide from her, I couldn't help realising the fact that she looked worried for me..
That had never happened before.

I shook more and more, hands gripping my wings in a desperate attempt to keep warm and keep away from Amanda.
It's nothing personal.. I mean, I like her. I really do.. But, unless I am inseperable with the other person, I just can't bare them touching me..

But then my eyes started to close, I felt myself fading.

Then my lids dropped like 10 ton weights, and I fell forwards and off the chair - Unconscious on the floor with my arms outstretched.
Still shaking..