It's Hard to Make It Look Easy

I woke up at 6 in the morning and just layed in bed and watched T.V, trying to go back to sleep. But it wasn't working so I got up and took a shower

This feels good I thought

as the hot water hit me and ran down my body as I thought back

I looked into his eyes and he slid his hands down my arms and rested his hands on my hands. We started to lean closer, he then kissed me and I started kissing back and his left hand touched my cheek
How is it after 3 years that he still loves me? That kiss was so loving...And that look he had in his eyes said it all...

I sighed with annoyance about the whole situation and started washing my hair and my body. When
I was done I put my clothes on and started brushing my hair. While brushing my hair I heard a knock on my door so I went and answered it

"Hey Bri"

"What do you want?"

Then Zak, Nick, and Aaron came out of there rooms and headed downstairs

"I was just letting you know that we'll be in the hotel's cafe"

"Oh well...thank you Billy" I said with a little confusion

What's going on? There's something wrong I thought

"Billy are you ok?" I asked concerned

"Yeah, couldn't be any better" he said smiling

"Ok...I'll be down in 5"

I then closed the door

What's he up to? I thought

I finished up my hair, put on my make-up, and started packing up my suitcase. I then got a text
When r u coming down-Z
I'm almost done-

I put my clothes in the suitcase and locked it and my phone went off again
Bri i was wondering do u want 2 go out 4 dinner when we get back home-Z

Is he really asking me that? I thought surprised
Sure-

and a few seconds later it went off again
I'll pick u up @ 8 -Z

I then pulled my suitcase handle up and wheeled it to the door and started heading down to the hotel's cafe. Once I was in the cafe I parked my suitcase by the chair that I was going to sit in

"Morning Bri, how'd you sleep?" Aaron asked

"Morning, I slept like a baby lastnight"

I saw Billy smile again

What's wrong with him? I thought

"Billy, you were going to tell us something when we were all together" Nick said

"Well...Pam and I are having a baby"

What? I thought not believing what I heard

"Congradulations" The guys said about the same time

"How far along is she?" I asked curiously

"She's exactly a month"

I just raised my eyebrow

"What's up Bri?" Zak asked

"I'm just wondering how she can be pregnant, I've been with you guys for a month in a half and we've been traveling nonstop, so how is that possible?" I asked and looked at Billy

Billy's smile fell a little

"Well, it's none of my business anyway, when we get back to Vegas, Billy tell her I said congrads"

"Do you want anything to eat Bri? I was about to go get me something" Zak asked

"I'll get it" I said getting up

and Zak got up and we went to get our food. I got some scrambled eggs, a couple of biscuits with butter and some milk. Zak got eggs,sausage patties, and coffee. We then sat back down at the table and started eating

"Got any plans when we get back home?" Nick asked looking at me

"Yeah" I said smiling

"Oooo, someone's got a date" Aaron said

I blushed and looked down at my food

"With who?" Nick asked

"Someone" I said looking up

I saw Zak smirk a little before he took a drink of his coffee and I saw Billy glare towards Zak

"Is there something wrong Billy?" I asked tilting my head while squinting my eyes a little

"Nothing's wrong Bri" he said faking a smile

"So who's this someone?" Nick asked

"That's classified information"

"Zak" Billy said

"What?" Zak asked

"I was answering Nick's question, so am I right Bri?"

"Yes" I said through my teeth

"Well, I hope you two have a good time"

Why's he being so nice? I thought

"Where are you taking her?" Nick asked

Zak shrugged

"I've still got a few hours to think about it"

We then finished eating and headed to the airport. Once we were one the plane I took my seat by the window on the left, Zak was in the front middle isle, Nick was in the middle in the back, Aaron was all the way in the back on the left by a window, and Billy was next to me. About 30 minutes after we took off Billy sighed

"What's wrong?" I asked looking out the window not really caring

"I was just thinking about what you said earlier"

I looked at him confused

"About Pam" he said

"Well, if I were you I would confront her about it, is she living with you or does she have her own place?"

"She has her own place, but she's always at my house unless she gets mad at me for the stupidest things"

"Like what?"

"Not clearing out the dishwasher when the dishes are clean, which you know I clear it out"

"I know, when you have time"

"Leaving my own toliet seat up..."

"Hold on... you're still with her even though she's trying to change who you are? And you still want to get married to her?" I asked confused

"I know Bri, I'm being stupid"

"If you think that marrying her is going to be a mistake, call it off, because if you don't just think
what she'll try to change next"

"I know Bri"

"Billy, I'm serious, and you might not believe me when I say this but for some reason I still worry
about you"

"Meaning you still love me?"

"I never said that, now did I?"

I then felt his hand gently grab the back of my head and bring me to his shoulder. I rested my head on his shoulder and then he started running his hand through my hair. I sighed contenly and started dozing off

"No matter how much you don't want to believe me, I still love you" he said

I felt him kiss the top of my head and then felt his head on my head and that's all I remember.
I then heard my name being called

"What?" I groaned

"It's time to wake up, we're home"

"I'm comfortable right here with..." I stopped and sat up and looked at Billy, who was smiling

"What were you going to say?"

"Nothing...I've got to get home and get ready for my date"

I looked out the window and then looked back at Billy

"We're still in the air, so how are we home?"

"Will be landing in 3 minutes, now what were you going to say?"

"I told you nothing...now drop it" I said and looked out the window again

I then felt his hand on my knee and I glared at him

"Do NOT think about it" I said warningly

He just smirked

"I'm serious"

He started to tickle and I started to giggle

"Stop" I said poking him in the side

but he didn't so I went to poke him again but he caught my right hand. I went to poke him with my left hand but he caught that one with the hand that was tickling my knee. I got lost in his eyes and we started to lean closer

"Bri don't forget, I'll always love you" he said as his lips brushed against mine as he talked
he then pressed his lips against mine and I heard the flight attendant come on the speaker, but I couldn't make out what she was saying

Why is it that only him can make me feel this way I thought as I kissed him back

It was short due to my phone vibrating, so I broke the kiss and looked at my phone
We've landed, I'd stop b4 u get caught by ur date-A

I just smiled at the text

"What?"

"Aaron, he's trying to save our tails from Zak" I said and unhooked my seatbelt

Billy just chuckled and we all walked out of the airplane and to get our luggage. While waiting a heard a screech and looked to my right and saw a woman running towards us.

"Billy" she said hugging him

"Hey Pam" he said and hugged her and kissed her cheek

I then grabbed my bag and heard Pam say to Billy

"What's wrong honey?"

"We'll talk about it later, right now I just want to go home and get some sleep"

"But I haven't seen you for a week"

No respect at all I thought

"Easy Bri" Aaron whispered to me

"I'm good"

"Pam, you know how this works when I get back"

I heard Billy say and I just rolled my eyes

This girl just doesn't get it I thought getting annoyed

"But I want to spend some time with you"

"Pam, just let me get some rest and I'll see you later or tomorrow"

"You always say that"

That's it I thought and turned around towards Pam

"Bri don't" Nick said

"Pam" I said

"Oh hi, how are you?"

"I'm doing good, but I would be better if you would respect Billy's wish" I said putting emphasis on the word respect

"Why?"

And if I didn't have much self control, I'd beat the living day lights out of her right now for being direspectful I thought

I looked at Billy with a 'I told you she's fake' look and looked back at her

"Because he's my friend and he's tired like all of us due to jetlag and the investigation, and I'm wondering why you're disrespecting your fiance?"

She just gave me a dirty look and turned towards Billy

"I'll see you later" she said and then left

"Well, I've got to get home and take care of Bella and get ready, I'll see you guys tomorrow"

"Alright" Nick, Aaron, and Billy said

I walked out of the airport and got in a cab to go home. 25 minutes later I arrived at my home, I payed the driver and then walked up the steps to get inside. When I got inside I heard scratching so I went to the sliding glass door and let Bella inside

"How's my baby?"

she yapped and jumped happily on her hind legs

"Just a second, let me put this stuff in my room" I said and headed to my room with my suitcase

Bella ran passed me and straight to my room. When I got in my room she was on the bed with her stubby tail wagging. I put my clothes in the dirty clothes basket and then clean ones I put up. When I was done with that I patted my leg for Bella to follow, which she did and we went to the living room. I layed down on the couch and Bella jumped on me and layed on my left side with her head on my stomach and I began to rub her head. While rubbing her head I started dozing off.

"Bri come on"

I opened my eyes and saw my sister-in-law, Kelly

"What? Why are you dressed like that?"

"Bri, how can you forget?" she said smiling

"Is she ready yet?"

Travis I thought confused

"Not yet"

"Hello! What's going on?"

"How'd you forget your own wedding?"

Wedding I thought even more confused

"Wedding? To who?"

Kelly laughed

"Bri you know...the love of your life, now lets get ready"

Kelly then pulled on my hand and I got up and Kelly pulled out a wedding dress that was in the closet

"Come on Bri" she said

she then helped me put the dress on and once I had it on she started on my hair and make-up

"You look so beautiful" she said to me

"Is she done yet? It's almost time"

I heard Travis say through the door

"She'll be done in 20 seconds" Kelly said finishing up my make-up

When she was done she handed me my boutique

"It's time, are you excited?" she said smiling even wider

I would be if I knew what was going on I thought

"Yeah" I said lying to make her happy

she helped me up and opened the door for me

"There's my little sister" Travis said hugging me

he then let me go and I linked my arm around his arm and we started walking to the double doors

"I can't believe that behind these doors you'll be getting married to--" Travis said but I couldn't hear the name

What's going on? I thought

the doors opened and it reaveled a beautifully decorated chapel. I heard music playing and I looked at who I was getting married to, but I couldn't see who it was

Maybe when I get closer I thought

I saw Bella sitting infront of the preacher with a white lacy collar on. Then I made it to the front and I looked again and saw someone with a black suit jacket, white shirt with a black tie, black slacks,
and black shoes. I looked towards there face, but didn't see there face

What the...Why can't I see this person's face, but I can see everyone else's? I thought

I heard Bella yapping

I opened my eyes to find her looking at me

That was the weirdiest dream I've ever had I thought

I looked at the clock

I need to start getting ready I thought

I got up and Bella jumped down off the couch. I went to the kitchen and fed her and then went to pick out what I was going to wear. once I picked it out I went to the bathroom and took a shower. When I was done I got dressed and put my make-up on. I then heard my doorbell, I looked at the clock '7:50'

I guess it's time I thought.