Love is a Warzone

Nikki's p.o.v.:
".. the fuck are you doing?!"

I could recognize the handsome voice as being Matt's. Slowly I opened my eyes, feeling his strong muscular arm around me. When opening my eyes I did not see the regular orange pumpkin which I was used to seeing when waking up in the arms of Matt's, but instead I saw this ugly old, red devilish man. Then I realized that the arm felt different from Matt's, less muscular - Or pumped. I turned around to look at the person which arms I was laying in. It was Brian who was arguing with Matt at the moment. It led me to such huge a shock that I pushed myself away from Brian in such a hurry and with such power that I almost fell off the couch.

The guys quit their fight immediately, and Brian managed to catch me before falling off the couch for real. When they had made sure I was being okay, they started once again:

"I can't leave you alone with my girlfriend for a moment without you being all over her immediately!" Matt growled angrily at Brian.

"Seriously dude," Brian started all confused. "We didn't do anything! We were just having fun yesterday and fell asleep where we were! I promise!"

First then I realized what had happened yesterday; We had been drinking all day, went to the beach and drank, got back home and continued drinking, then when it was getting late Matt had suddenly left due to an appointment he had.. A weird time for an appointment, but he said that it was really important and that it was in connection to Avenged Sevenfold, and I was not bored for that sake, so I did not mind it - At all. Not late after Johnny and Sara had left too, leaving only Zacky, Brian and me back in the huge house by the beach. We had continued drinking, had taken some lanes, had had a great deal of fun and had then passed out on the coaches.

Then Matt started laughing like crazy - Only to confuse us even more.

"I know motherfucker," Matt said and smiled brightly. "I was just fucking with you!"

"Shit dude, you got me real worried there!" Brian added and tried to laugh as well.

Matt leaned over the back of the couch to kiss me, which felt just great and got me relaxed once again. I always enjoyed his soft and sensitive kisses, well actually I enjoyed all of his kisses, no matter kind. If I had to pick my favorite kiss of all time, it would with no doubt be the first we ever had - Back in the backstage room in the bar where we first met on Matt's birthday, after I had taken my first lane ever, and for the first time been so roughly seduced as then by Matt, but damn we had had many great kisses, a few sensitive and romantic kisses but in overweight a lot of hot, wet, wild and seducing rough kisses. Just thinking of it made me go all 'uh la la'.

"I just wanted to check on you crack heads and my little princess," Matt said smiling at me then poking my nose with his finger playfully. "You were all pretty wasted yesterday"

"I wasn't wasted.." I said making them all laugh. "I was fucking shitfaced"

"Where did you get that expression, pretty face?" Brian asked me with a grin.

"In Denmark my friends and I used it as an expression for being more than wasted" I explained.

I smiled friendly at each of them, then realizing that all I was wearing was my pink bathing suit from yesterday, and all I had besides it was my white cardigan, which I immediately took on. Suddenly I felt like checking my phone but I could not find it.

"Have you guys seen my phone?" I asked a bit worried for my Iphone-baby.

"When did you last have it, babe?" Matt asked concerned.

It then hit me; When did I actually last have it?

"I.. I donno.. Actually" I realized.

Feeling as if I had forgotten something majorly important, I left right away, of course telling them all goodbye. Thankfully Sara had left my precious little baby in the driveway so that I could drive home myself today, but probably due to the fact that I had the night shift today.

Getting back home I saw Blaine's sporty Honda Fit in the driveway, to my big surprise. Getting out of the car I asked him what he was doing here, of course with a friendly smile on my lips.

"I knew you'd forgotten" He sighed.

"Forgotten 'bout what?" I asked cheerful.

"Our appointment the other day.. I tried to call you a hundred times, just standing outside your door not getting the smallest response.." He said and started to blabber about something I did not really get.

"What?" I asked confused as heck.

".. Ended with me texting you, then I drove back home. Then yesterday I tried to call you again a couple of times and texted you a lot. Damn girl, I thought something might had happened to you! Why didn't you answer??"

Just then I realized what he was talking about, and what I had forgotten so badly. I could see the moment at the university play for my eyes at the moment - When he had asked me to hang out the following evening. Damn, how could I have forgotten?

"Oh my god. I am so sorry - I completely forgot about it!" I apologized, really meaning it.

"You could at least have answered me then" He sighed looking down the ground.

"Thing is: I can't find my phone. Really. I am so sorry!" I apologized once again. "I mean it: I am so deeply sorry!"

He then forgave me and I invited him into the house, feeling guilty as shit. Sara was not at home since she was at work, which was just okay with me - Meant that Blaine and I could have some time on our own.

I then offered Blaine a beer, and of course he did not say no. When I got back in with the beer, he looked funny at me, as if something was up with me.

"What?" I giggled.

"Why are you wearing that?" He asked referring to my bathing suit. "Been to the beach?"

"Oh, I completely forgot!" I exclaimed.

I then hurried off to my room to get changed. I knew that he was waiting in the living room so I made a quick change into a comfortable and simple yet classy outfit.

"Why did you change?" Blaine asked sounding a bit disappointed when I walked into the room once again with the new outfit. "I didn't mind you sitting there just like that"

He winked at me, then laughed. I could not help but laugh either - Blaine was a crazy fellow of mine, who I met back in Denmark when we were in College together, and who travelled with Sara and I to Huntington Beach to go study here. He used to be my back then boyfriend's good friend, and they always hang out together, but Blaine and I became best friends right away, and have been ever since, which is about six - seven years ago. I love Blaine, and I would never want to lose him for anything, I should know that, even though my life had been changing so drastically as it had since I met Matt and the guys. In the time since July I had almost forgotten all about him, and almost taken him for granted, but why? I knew that he would always be there for me, no matter what, but why was I not for him lately? I really had to change my momentary direction in our friendship and turn it back, both for his sake, but at least as much for my own.

"You know, I owe you one!" I told Blaine.

He looked confused at me raising his eyebrows at me, but I ignored it, grabbed my phone and called my work. I told my boss that I had gotten sick through the night, and was not able to work the following evening.

"You shouldn't have, Emilee " Blaine smiled at me, flattered. "Really,"

"Yes I should!" I corrected him and kissed his left cheek.

We then began talking and chatting like we always did together. The conversations went from funny and lame to dead ass serious. It was a weird change for our conversations, since our friendship mostly had been based on the ironic and laugh-cracking moments with only few serious and intimate ones.

"I feel like I've wasted so many years of my life, doing nothing with it," Blaine told.

"What do you mean, hun?" I asked concerned.

"You know, I haven't really done anything I'm proud of in my life," He said. "Looking back on my life, I don't see a thing I've achieved."

"That is not true!" I interrupted. "You have done so many great things!"

"Like what?" He sighed.

I was amazed. How could he be so stupid? Did he not see the world around him? How he had affected so many lives through the past ten years?

"I thought so," He interrupted. "I never got the fine diploma from college. I never saw the world, never accompanied my big crush to prom, never figured out what I really want with my life. I never got the change to apology to the many people I have hurt through the years, I never forgave my enemies and I never ever made it with the love of my life."

Once again he amazed me. I could not understand how he could be so blind, not seeing the great things he had done through the years I had known him. How could he speak like this about himself? - As if his life was ending tomorrow?

"You're truly foolish, my dear!" I tried to cheer him up. "You've done so many great things for so many people - Don't you understand? You were there for them all, some used it against you while your true friends returned the help later when you needed it yourself."

"Blah," Blaine exclaimed. "That's nothing"

"Life isn't just about getting the big career with the biggest salary. It's not about seeing the world! It's about experiencing it! Life is about finding yourself, and find the right place where you belong - With or without the fine diploma from college! It is not about reaching every goal you put yourself in front of, it is about enjoying life. Find your limits and exceed them, boy!" I said.

I did not know what happened to me, but all of these words had left my mouth before I even knew about it, but it felt good letting them out.

"And how dare you talking about your life, as if it's long gone?" I asked him.

Shock was written all over my face when the last sentence was said. It really hurt me hearing him talk about himself, as if he could not do a thing to change how he felt about his life, as if he would be dead tomorrow.

"You have your whole life ahead of you!" I continued. "You're only 24 years old, my dear friend. No one says that you'll achieve everything that there is to be achieved by the age of 24!"

He sighed.

"Maybe not, but there's one thing that I've had the last many years to achieve, but I'm too big a coward," Blaine answered. "I really admire you, you have so much strength; it is really enviable and not least attractive.."

Blaine looked up into my eyes. I was now sitting almost on top of him, concernedly looking at him. He smiled, making me feel less anxious. I could not help but blush, he was such a cutie.

"And I really admire you!" I replied. "You think that I am being strong?! Look at you! Better human being doesn't exist, and you're still as humble as always!"

"Do you know," Blaine started. "That I love you, pumpkin?"

*****

"Sara!" I yelled walking through the living room. "Get your fucking ass out of the bed and in here.. Now!"

I was walking through the living room in a pair of sweatpants and my Victoria's Secret bra, yelling at Sara for the fifth time, but she was not to wake up. It was 11 o'clock, and she was still sleeping! Normally I was the one sleeping the day away, and her waking up shit early, but today we had totally switched roles.

"Sara!" I screamed.

Today I wanted to do something special for myself. I was really going to take care of myself today, in which I was thinking of going shopping! To do that, I needed Sara to wake up so she could go with me, 'cause shopping alone sucked! I was just standing in our kitchen making some coffee for myself.

"Damn, I wanna go to Starbucks.." I mumbled. "Sara! Wake up now you motherfucker!"

"Go to hell!" Sara screamed back at me.

I gasped. Why was she being like this? It was not like her, at all. I then thought of Blaine, how bad I felt about the whole situation with the forgotten appointment, which made me think of something.. I grabbed my phone quickly and dialed him right away.

"Nikki my girl!" Blaine exclaimed. "What's up?"

"Blaine!" I exclaimed. "Will you please go shopping with me?! I'm in the need of treating myself. You know how I am."

"Are you gonna try on lots of clothes?" Blaine asked suspicious.

"Duh! Yeah! Of course I am! Why would I else be going out shopping?" I replied and laughed at him.

"Hmm. I am gonna thinking about it then," He answered.

"What? Come on Blaine - Darling!" I exclaimed shocked. "You gotta be kidding me!"

"Well, I'll be going with you in one condition," Blaine said.

"Anything! Really!" I begged him.

"If you'll be showing off underwear!"

I heard him laugh, and could just imagine him sitting there with the hugest grin ever. I sighed, and then I agreed to his one condition, because the last thing I needed at the moment was to be rejected once again - I was not in the mood of it.

We agreed in meeting up at the huge shopping mall down town in twenty minutes. I would have to hurry up if I should be there in time with all of the traffic on Main Street it would take a long time getting down there.

I took on my high heels, my blue beanie and grabbed my bag and was then ready. I was just about to open the door when I almost ran into Johnny.

"Oh, I am so sorry!" Johnny apologized.

"It is just okay!" I answered with a smile. "Gonna see the monster?"

"Huh?" Johnny asked confused. "You mean Sara?"

I nodded at him.

"Did you get into a fight?" Johnny asked concerned. "Or doesn't she wanna wake up?"

"Last one, she's a real pain at the moment, told me to go to hell!" I explained. "But I am off for shopping! Need to be there in twenty minutes, so I'll see you later, dude!"

I continued out of the door and just when I walked by Johnny I kissed him gently on his cheek as a brief but classy goodbye.

"Hey, wait up!" Johnny suddenly exclaimed. "I need to ask you something!"

"What?" I asked.

I stopped in front of my car, turned around to face him, now being just behind me. Something must be up with him, because it was very unlike him following me, wanting to ask me something.

"I am just throwing this huge party tonight and I wanted to know if you would like to join us?" He smiled expectant at me.

"Now, what is this about, Johnny?" I asked suspiciously. "Why don't you just ask Sara if the both of us wanted to come, as you always do, instead of asking us separately today?"

"You're smarter than what I thought," Johnny admitted. "Well, you see; The party doesn't start until you walk in! I really need you to lighten up the party and bring it to the next level!"

"I know that the party doesn't start until I walk in," I said and smiled at him. "But I don't believe your achievement right here."

"Okay, I wanna make sure you're there if my ex should crash the party, I don't want my party ruined due to the fact of her - She's not worth it, but I'm afraid Sara wouldn't understand, you know?"

"I see," I answered and nodded.

"Is that a yes?" Johnny pleaded.

"I'll see what I can do!" I answered getting into my car.

"Thank you!" He yelled at me when I was driving out of our driveway. "I owe you one!"

I just waved at him as if I was agreeing. Then, just before I precious little house was out of the sight, I saw Johnny walk into the house. Inside of my head I was wishing him the best with Sara at the moment, and then I could not help but to laugh.

I was in a hurry since Johnny had just kept me busy for about the last five minutes, which in some way annoyed me like hell. Thankfully the traffic was at its least and the drive to the shopping mall went just smooth.

When I got there I saw Blaine's car already parked. He must have been quick. I parked right next to him, and when I got out of the car he was standing just in front of my car smiling dazzlingly at me. It made me think of how hot he actually was, which made me wonder why he had only had few girls in the seven years I had known him.

"Hola chica" Blaine greeted me and took off his black sunglasses. "Looking good"

"Thanks," I answered. "You're ready for shopping?"

"Always, babe," He answered. "I always am"

Since Johnny had just asked me to join his party tonight, I was in the mood of finding a new dress, just for the occasion. Therefore we went straight to the first store.

"What do you think of this one?" I asked showing him an ocean blue chiffon bandeau dress from the brand Rare**.

Blaine shook his head lightly and stared right into my eyes as if he wanted to say 'come on!'.

"Come on, it's cute!" I insisted.

"It's cute," Blaine started. "And common."

I frowned at the word 'common'. I hated being common and in fact I always had to stick out from everyone else. 'Common' made me turn right around, right into the dresser once again to change into the next dress.

"What about this?" I asked. "This isn't common!.. Anymore at least!"

This dress was a 60's inspired white skater dress and along with some cool accessories I would with no doubt look super classy in it.

"Too old fashioned for you, my dear" Blaine shook it off.

I had only one dress left in the dresser. Out of all of the dresses in the store, I had only been able to pick three which I liked. Sad, but true. This dress was actually my favorite as well. It was a black sequin mini dress with three fourths sleeves. When I once had it on and was ready to show him, I took a look at myself in the mirror; I was looking damn good - If he was going to deny this dress too, he was being a jerk.

"I think I've found the perfect one!" I exclaimed and pulled the curtains away.

Blaine was looking as amazed as I had ever seen him; His eyes were sparkling and his jaw was hanging by his balls.

"You certainly did!" He said.

Sara's p.o.v.;
When I woke up this morning Nikki was yelling at me. She kept yelling and I really wasn’t in the mood for it, so I guess I snapped at her which I didn’t mean to.
I quickly drifted back to my sleep again.

The next time I woke up was when someone knocked quietly on my door. I groaned loudly before I cleared my throat. “Come in!” I said out loud and buried my face into my pillow again. It was probably just Nikki.

“Uhm…”

Someone cleared their throat, and it was definitely not Nikki. It was a man, what the hell? I didn’t remember I brought any guy home yesterday. Did I really do that?
I turned around and faced the person in the door. A shock went through my body, what was he doing here, in my bedroom at… - I looked at my phone – 11AM in the morning?

“Oh… Hey Johnny?” I said quietly and could feel the heat rising in my cheeks.

He chuckled softly and scratched the back of his neck before saying a quiet good morning before looking down at his –not interesting- shoes.

“Johnny?” I said softly and he looked up at me with a soft look on his face. “You know, you don’t get taller by standing there and look around”

I chuckled, I swear I could see his cheeks reddened so I simply smiled and sat up in bed before patting a empty spot on the side of my bed. He slowly made his way to my bed and slowly sat down, almost like he was unsure of sitting there.

“What’s up? What made you come here this fucking early in the morning and think you can just wake me up?” I said and tried to be serious, even though I don’t think it went very well.

Just until I saw the shock on Johnny’s face. I chuckled quietly and place one of my hands on his knee, well more like his thigh.

“Relax sweetie, I was only joking, so what’s up?” I said softly and smiled.

He laughed, “Fuck you. I thought you were serious mad at me” he shook his head with a smile on his face. “Anyway, I was wondering if you would like to come to my party tonight?”

He smiled.

“I’ve already asked Nikki, and she said yes” he added quickly.

“Yeah sure. We’re on!” I laughed and he simply smiled.

“Then go back to sleep sweetie, I don’t want you to be tired tonight” he smiled and got up and placed a soft kiss on my forehead before telling me goodbye.

I couldn’t help but get a big smile on my face; it’s unbelievable what this boy did to me.
He got me blushing just by looking at me. He was perfect in every way, his body, his eyes, his smile, his laugh, his… Ugh Sara, stop it! - I thought to myself.

I shook my head before my phone went off, I picked it up and didn’t bother to look at the caller ID.

“Sara’s here!” I said into the phone, just to find out it was Nikki who called me.

I talked with her for a moment before we said our goodbyes. She was about to go shopping with Blaine which I was okay with as long as I could stay home, I were seriously too tired to go anywhere.

About an hour later after Nikki called me, I got up from bed and slowly made my way to the bathroom to go and do my business. I made my way to the kitchen to get some breakfast. When I looked through all of our cabinets, just to find out that we didn’t have anything to eat, I then made my way back to my room to find my phone. I found it and texted Nikki with a simple; “Fuck you! Why didn’t you tell that we didn’t have anything eatable?!”

I sighed before I went to my closet to find some clothes to wear so I could go to the nearest bakery to get something to eat. When I finally found some clothes to put on I went back to the bathroom to take a shower, which I was too tired to remember to do the first time I went there. Yes I was still tired from the two days of partying, and I really didn't know why! And now there was a new party on its way.

I went back to my room after I finished the shower, and pulled on my clothes, which today was the most relaxing I could get, it was my cowboy-blue ripped jeans, a brown top that said ‘Kiss And Tell’, my black ‘Sexy and I Know It’ hoodie and a pair of black gladiator sandals with silver jewels on the top.

I went to my mirror and took a look on my appearance and smirked before I went back to my bed and got my phone. I noticed the unread text from Nikki, so I opened it and read it; ‘I’m sorry darling, I’ll buy something for tomorrow, so can you go to the bakery today? Sorry again!’.

I ran into my bedroom to get my purse before I hurried outside and locked the door. Quickly I made my way to the bakery that was just around the corner, or well almost just around the corner of our house.

When I made it to the bakery, I went inside and bought something to eat, which only were some bread and an apple juice to drink, and I then headed back to the house and ate while I was walking.

I made it home to and went to our living-room and sat down before turning on the T.V.
Damn I had got a boring life. After I got the job at ‘Starbucks’ I have been working a lot, and haven’t really got the time to “make new friends”, so actually I only had Nikki, Whitney, Blaine and then the boys, and well I probably was too shy to just go to random people and talk to them anyway.

I thought about calling Whitney to see if she would hang out and catch up the time she hadn’t been on work. Just when I was about to call, the doorbell rang out loud, I groaned and got up to answer it.

When I opened the door I saw a smiling Johnny who was having a big box in his arms, well it looked like a dress box, but that was probably just my imagination, why would he bring me a dress? I swear it was almost as big as him. I chuckled quietly at my own bad joke before smiling big at him and stepped aside and opened the door entirely to let him in. He went to the living-room and laid the box on the couch and went towards me again with a big grin on his face.

“Hey sweetheart” he smiled and kissed my cheek before he hugged me.

I gladly returned the hug and greeted him back.

“I have a gift for you, come on.” He grabbed my hand and followed me back to the living-room. “Now turn around and close your eyes” he smiled excitedly.

I turned around and closed my eyes while I sighed softly; I hated surprises and gifts without any reason, because I didn’t know how to react.

I could hear a zipper going either up or down, before Johnny mumbled something under his breath and sighed in relief a moment later.

“Turn around… now!” he said all excited.

When I turned around I saw Johnny with the most beautiful stain blue dress, that probably were going to about the thighs. I gasped as he gave it to me.

“It’s for you sweetheart, I want you to wear it tonight to the party” he smiled softly.

I took a look at it again before hurrying to the couch and gently laid the dress over the back of the couch before running to Johnny and hugged him tightly.

“Thank you so much! It’s so pretty” I whispered in his ear.

I could feel his chest moving up and down while he chuckled. He kissed the side of my head.

“You’re welcomed beautiful. Everything for you” he said softly.

We pulled apart and talked for a couple of minutes before he had to go again. I told him goodbye and that we would see each other later on, before I closed the door. I went to get my dress and put it in my arms and swung it around while I danced around in the house – Feel free to call me a freak!

When I got tired of dancing around, I put the dress back in the box and went to find my phone so I could call Whitney and force her to hang out with me. I called her phone and waited patiently for her to pick it up which took a long time – damn she was always this slow.

”Hey what’ up bitch” She laughed into the phone.

I couldn’t help but laugh, she was always happy even though her daughter was so stressing. I guess I hadn’t told you about her daughter? Well she had a daughter who was called Celina. She just turned three years old a few days ago and even though I didn’t like kids, she was a little nugget. Whitney had to bring her to work a couple of times, which was okay because she actually helped me.

“Hey whore! You’re going to hang out with me today, because Nikki just bailed me out to hang-out with Blaine, and yeah we’re going out tonight so I don’t know what to do until then” I rambled and she just laughed and told me that she would be over in ten.

We hung up and I went to the kitchen to get something to drink, it was so hot outside today so I guess we would go to the park. About fifteen minutes later there was a knock on the door.

“COME IN!” I yelled from the kitchen and soon heard small and fast steps came running to the kitchen.

“SARA!” A little Celina yelled happily and smiled.

I grabbed her and lifted her up and placed kisses all over her face which made her giggle uncontrollably.

“Hey there little one” I smiled and sat her down.

I went to greet Whitney and gave her a long hug. I asked them if they wanted anything to drink and Whitney got a 7-up and Celina got some squash.

“Oh btw. it’s a lovely house you and Nikki have, it’s really cute” Whitney smiled at me and I thanked her and told her that we were really lucky to get a house as fast as we did.

“By the way, I was wondering if we should go to the park?”

Whitney smiled. I nodded and told her that I had thought about the same, since the weather was lovely right now. I went to use the bathroom quickly before I found my purse and my keys, and we all went out and I locked the door, before we headed to park which only were about a block away from our house, so we decided that we wanted to walk there.

When we came to the park, there were a lot of people there so we told Celina to stay near us while we sat down on one of the benches near the playground.

“So how have you been?” Whitney asked and smiled while looking at me.

“Oh I’ve been great. I’ve partied a lot almost too much I think” I laughed and Whitney did too, “But all in all I’ve been great… Oh, and you know what? I got the most beautiful dress from Johnny today, a dress that he wants me to wear tonight at his party”

I smiled big at the last part. I looked at Whitney, only to see her smiling big at me.

“Oh. You’re so in love sweetie!” she giggled.

I only rolled my eyes at her, I wasn’t in love with Johnny. Not at all! Or were I?

We talked for almost an hour, when I got a text from Nikki who asked if I were home, because she was on her way home. We headed back home, just in time to where Nikki pulled into the driveway. I said goodbye to Whitney and Celina who got into Whitney’s car and drove off.

“I have something I have to show you” I said happily to Nikki as we headed inside the house.

When we got to the living-room, Nikki spotted the box; “What is that?” she asked while pointing at the box and furrowed her brows.

“Wait and see” I smiled.

I grabbed the pox and pulled out my dress from Johnny. Nikki gasped, probably because she knew that it was very rare for me to buy a new dress, I didn’t think she would figure out it wasn’t me who bought it.

“You bought a new dress?!” She asked excited with a big smile on her face.

I shook my head and soon her smile fell and a serious look took over her face;

“Relax dude!” I smiled to her, “You’ll never believe me, but… Johnny came and gave it to me” I said and felt my cheeks got really hot.

Her eyes widened so much that the almost popped out of her eyes.

“Oh my god! It’s so beautiful!” She said quietly, and I only nodded while I was still blushing. “He is so in love with you”

Why her too? Why did people keep telling me that I was in love with Johnny and that he was in love with me? The ways we were had nothing to do with love, not at all! I sighed and simply smiled softly to her.

“So since the time only is… 3pm what do you say about we go and eat out tonight?” Nikki asked and smiled.

“Yeah sure… But let’s watch a movie first?” I asked but it was more like a statement.

She agreed and went to get some soda and something to eat. When she came back we looked through our DVD’s and found out that we wanted to see; Kick-Ass, well truth to be told, I had never ever in my life seen that movie! We laughed through the whole movie, almost like non-stop, and when we didn’t laugh we screamed at the television because the actors didn’t do as we said, you know if they did they would have survived or they wouldn’t have got hurt.

“Everything is under control? And you just grabbed a fucking bazooka?”. Oh that was definitely the most awesome line in that movie – smart kid.

When the movie ended the time was almost 4:30pm so we got a little ready before heading out to the car. Just when I locked the door and turned around Nikki tossed the car-keys at me,

“What the fuck Nikki?” I said annoyed, but she simply laughed and got into the passenger seat.

I sighed and got into the driver’s seat and started the car and drove towards ‘Black Bull Chop House’.

When we got there, we ordered our food and soon we got it to our table. While we were eating, we talked about the party we were going to at night, which was going to be super cool!

When the time was about 6pm we headed back to the house to get ready. Nikii was the first one to head towards the shower, so meanwhile I found my clothes for tonight. I looked through my closet to find a pair of shoes that matched my new dress.

I walked towards the bathroom, and knocked loudly on the door;

“Nikki? Have you seen my silver heels? You know the ones with the glitter on!” I asked through the door.

“Yeah they are in my closet, and don’t ask me why but you can just go get them” she yelled back.

I nodded though she couldn’t see it before I went to her room to get my shoes. When I finally found them, Nikki was done with her shower and came out of the bathroom and looked super cute in her outfit. I simply smiled at her and headed to the bathroom to take my shower.

I turned on the hot water and stripped down of my clothes and stepped inside the shower. When I was done I stepped out of the shower and dried my body and put on my underwear before I put on my outfit for the night which of course was the blue dress from Johnny and some accessories.

When I walked into my room, Nikki was sitting on the bed and was all ready.

“Wow you look good” she smiled big and got up from my bed and pulled out my chair and forced me to sit down so she could do my make-up and my hair, which she apparently loved to do.

“You look good too!” I smiled at her and leaned back and got ready for Nikki to do my make-up and hair.

When she was done the time was about 8:45pm and we got all of our stuff together and headed to the kitchen and living-room to shut all the light off and lock all the doors and windows, before going out to the car and got in.

When we got there the house was full of people, and the time only were 9pm. Nikki and I looked at each other with wide eyes before we laughed a bit and got out to the car and locked it. We made it to the front door and decided that it wouldn’t help to knock or ring the door bell, we simply just walked inside.

“Hey girls!” Zacky slurred and stumbled towards us. I laughed and shook my head. “Don’t you two look good?”
He chuckled and hugged Nikki; the both of us just rolled our eyes and giggled.

“Hey girlie!” Zacky grinned and hugged me tight, “Damn is that the dress Johnny bought you today?”

“Hey Zacky… Yes this is the dress” I said and smirked a little.

“Wow. Short shit actually got style” he laughed and hugged me once more.

He and Nikki quickly went off towards the kitchen, so there I was. All alone in a hall, in a big house, with a hell of a lot people that I didn’t know. Suddenly someone laid their hand on my shoulder; I quickly turned around and saw it was Johnny.

“Hey!” He yelled over the music and hugged me tightly into his chest.

The smell of alcohol and smoke were strong, really strong.

“You look- great” he said and quickly looked me up and down before he got a big smile on his face.

I could feel the familiar heat in my cheeks, “Thanks. You don’t look bad yourself” I smiled and kissed his cheek before looking around to see if I could spot Nikki somewhere, but she wasn’t anywhere to be found.

“Hey Sara, I want you meet some of my friends” Johnny suddenly said and pulled me towards the living-room and stopped in front of the couches and cleared his throat.

“Guys I want you to meet Sara” Johnny smiled, almost proudly that he just introduced new people to each other.

“Sara this is, Benji and his girlfriend Katie, Billy, Thomas, Jeanett, Joel and his wife Nichole, Matt but you can call him ‘Tucker’ and last but not least Michael but he goes as ‘Moose’… And guys this is Sara” Johnny smiled.

I greeted everybody when they greeted me, before Johnny forced me to sit down on the couch next to this so called ‘Moose’, you know, what the hell? Who wants to be called a moose? Weird guy I tell you, weird guy.
A moment later, Johnny came back with two drinks in his hands, and gave me one of them. I thanked him and sipped of my drink before I leaned back into the couch and just relaxed. Suddenly I felt a hand on my left thigh, but I didn’t think about it because Johnny had done that a lot. Wait what? Johnny is on my right, what the fuck? I looked to my left and saw ‘Moose’ with a huge smirk on his face.

“Are you single sweetheart?” Moose whispered in my ear, but apparently it was loud enough for Johnny to hear, because before I could even think of saying anything, he started to talk to Moose.

“No she isn’t dude, so lay off” Johnny said softly and leaned back into the couch and placed his arms on the back of couch and his left hand on my shoulder.

I frowned, what was he talking about? Why did he say that I weren’t single?
Oh, I think he is jealous – yeah that’s why he told Moose that. I shook my head slowly and relaxed soon again.

Johnny and I talked for at while about everything we just thought about, when we suddenly heard someone began yelling/screaming. I quickly recognized the voice – Lacey, she screamed for Johnny, that she wanted to talk to him and it couldn’t happened too fast.

I looked at Johnny to see that he was wearing a deep frown and quickly stood up from the couch and looked down at me with a pleaded look;

"Shit - I'll try to avoid her! Do not for anything tell her where I am!" he said more as a statement and was quickly disappeared from the room into the kitchen, and probably he went to the backyard.

Lacey kept screaming; “Just fucking tell me where the hell Johnny is! Is he with some sort of a cheap whore?!” She screamed in the face of another guest.

That was the last thing I needed to hear, before I got up from the couch, though ‘Benji’ and ‘Tucker’ tried to stop me but I simply ignored them. I walked towards her and stopped right in front of her and talked before she could think of talking;

"Why don't you just realize that he doesn't want you back?! He's fucking over you!" I said to her and before I could even take a step back, she began to scream like mad again.

I sighed and crossed my arms over my chest and began to hear what she said to me, but not before I rolled my eyes.

“Shut up! You’re just a fucking bitch who thinks she can come here and steal my boyfriend from me. You probably only want his fucking money and to fuck him, and then you’ll disappear again. Why don’t you just keep you away from my boys and leave them the hell alone” she screamed, right into my face.

“Lacey I didn’t fucking steal him from you, I’m not even with him and by the way, you guys had already broke up when I met Johnny and the other guys. So quit fucking saying that!” I yelled back at her.

“And the last time I checked, you didn’t own any of these boys!” I spat and glared at her.

My fist slowly curled but I held it back down. I looked around to see the Brian, Johnny and a lot of other people arrived to see what was happening, but I didn’t see Nikki, Matt or Zacky anywhere. Hmm Weird.

“You know what Sara? You’re just a fucking bitch who doesn’t give a shit about anyone but yourself! You’re so selfish, and do you really think that Johnny wants you? HA it have to be a joke, you’re not even pretty. You probably just some cheap whore that begged the boys to ‘take you in’” she yelled and everyone who was around gasped loudly.

Oh no she didn’t? What the fuck was wrong with her? I could feel the adrenaline rushing through my blood in my body and my heart began beating hard and crazy against my chest. I hadn’t felt like this in a really long time, and well the last time I felt like this, things didn’t turn out good. I couldn’t hold it back anymore, my fist flew towards her face and a loud smash was heard when my fist met the side of her head/her nose.

A lot of gasps were heard again. I let out a sigh of relief because I just hit her; I looked at Lacey to see that a big shock was placed on her face. She probably didn’t think that I would ever hit her, but she guessed wrong because I just did. I can promise you that my body is filled with joy.

Suddenly Lacey let out a loud sob before she began to cry and ran out of the house. A smirk found its place on my face while I kept staring at the now closed front door to Johnny’s house.

People around me began to cheer and laughed, and God know what more. I really don’t think that people like her, at all.

I felt an arm around my shoulder and looked to my right to see it was Brian. Smiling at him he smiled back and raised his free hand. I furrowed my brows, until I found out what he wanted, before I laughed and gave him a badass high-five. He snickered and winked at me before slipping his arm of my shoulder and smiled down at me.

I could feel the heat in my cheeks rising and I simply laughed as people kept laughing, cheering and whistle. Suddenly Johnny was standing right in front of me, he looked pissed you know like really pissed! Shit! He took a hold on my upper arm and yanked me towards another room. He looked at me, his eyes were red of anger;

“Why did you hit her?!” he hissed at me.

Oh you gotta be kidding me?! Was he seriously asking why I hit her, when he heard the last part she said about me? Oh no.

“Johnny? Are you serious right now?” I asked softly while looking him into his eyes and raised my brows, but when he didn’t answer me I took that as a ‘yes’.

“Oh I just hit her because she called med a fucking bitch, who doesn’t give a shit about any other than myself, and apparently I’m selfish and I think that you want me when you actually don’t. Oh and I’m ugly and I’m just a cheap whore who wants to fuck all of you boys. But yeah I see, that’s nothing” I said sarcastically and rolled my eyes at him.

Why was he being like? I thought he was over her and hated her? Oh my God, this just ended up bad like it did the other time I hit someone.

“Are you fucking insane Sara?! You can’t just go hit her like that, just because she called you these things!” he screamed into my face, just like I was deaf.

I sighed deeply; did I want to do this worse or not?

“I-I… “ Dammit. “What is up with you? I thought you hated that bitch!” I suddenly felt the anger came back to my body and rushed through my blood en veins.

Why was he defending her? Yeah sure he have know her longer that he have known be, but she called me a whore, but apparently he didn’t care about that part. Oh what a great friend.

“I…” he started but cut himself off, “But it does not give you the right to fucking hit her!”