Does It Make Me Bad?

Is it me? What have I done to make it this way.. Everything is changing and I hate it. Why can't I get off the drugs. Why is everything crumbling. Just pause for a second. I don't want to grow up, or act this way, or have people acting this way to me! Help. Please.
*Credit for the title goes to Korn lyrics.
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