Your Words

Stop my Pain.

In your eyes I get lost thinking how can both be happily in love and live a peaceful like together without having to bear what other people think, I will always love you and that feeling will never change. I just want to feel your arms holding me. I want to hold you hand without thinking twice.

I'm standing in the pouring rain waiting for you to come and show me that I no longer have to hide. The smile that lays gently on your face shows me there is nothing to fear. That look in your eyes shows me that you are here to stay and that you really care for me.

Everyday I see you I am always reminded of how much I love you. The first day I looked into your eyes was the day my heart began to recover. When I sit next to you I try to hide all of there feelings inside. There are times when I am around you and I loose that beating in my chest.

You know I love you, but you seem like you don't care. I feel like I always do something wrong when you move away. I cry alone in the dark cold room, I seem that I have no way out. I scream and cry, I have no way out. I cut and bleed, but honestly that stopped working. I still have that urge that runs through my skin.